Disclaimer: Don't Own MCR At All... Would Never Want To! But I Do Own Emily And Savannah. And No... I Don't hate Jamia, It Just Went Along With The Story! Got Any Feedback? You can e-mail me at icyblues69@hotmail.com

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Savannah woke up the next morning wrapped up in the bed sheets. She was groggy from the night before and the light burned her blood shot eyes. "Damn." She mumbled and slumped back down into the sheet pulling them over he face. Frank walked out of the bathroom in his boxers and jumped back on the bed. Grabbing Savannah in his arms.

"Hello my love!" He squealed dripping water from his clean hair on her face. Then kissed her forehead. "You know what... I think today I want to go to Wal-Mart and buy a duck! Do you think they sell ducks at Wal-Mart?" Savannah looked up at him, glared then pulled the sheets back over her face. "Go away. I'm tired!" She begged.

Frank laughed and pulled the covers off the bed tossing them on the floor. "I don't want to go away, its 2 in the afternoon. I want to cuddle women!" Frank jiggled, pulling Savannah to his still damp body kissing her bare shoulder.

"What about that duck? Go get it." She reminded him in a desperate voice.

"I don't want a duck anymore... I want you." Frank said trying to attempt a romantic man voice. "Well that didn't work," He laughed. Savannah smiled and sat up. "Okay. I'll get up, but you have to make me breakfast"

"I already made breakfast... Its lunch time!" Frank laughed with enthusiasm. "Take a shower, get dressed and I will take you out to lunch my dear." He said and went to the dresser and through clothes at her.

Frank heard the shower turn off and ran to the door. "I know you're in there!" Frank yelled in a police voice. "Come out with your hands up." Then flung the door open. When the door opened Savannah had a towel wrapped around her body. "What the hell is wrong with you?" She asked wide eyed. He smiled and walked toward her. "You know, you look beautiful with no make up on too... why do you wear it?" He asked in a soft voice. She shrugged and smiled. Embracing him, as he did the same.

"Frank... Why do you wear make up? You look beautiful without it." She said mocking him.

"Hey, that's not fair." He said then kissed Savannah on the lips. "Okay, ready for lunch?"

[15 minutes later]

"We are here my darling!" Frank said has he opened up Savannah door for her and took her hand. He walked her into the restaurant and sat her down, and grabbed a menu. "So, do you mind if I go out with Gerard and the guys tonight... Emily can come over to stay with you." Frank asked her. Savannah smiled and nodded her head in reply.

After they ate their lunch they headed back home, while Frank got ready to go out that night. "So, I'll be back around 12, 12:30. If you need me, I got my cell on. And don't you and Em run away with some hot band guys" Frank joked, and kissed Savannah's cheek.

"Well, we did it once. Know saying we don't do it again." She laughed. As Frank was heading out the door Emily walked in.

"Hey Frank, Gee is taking his car tonight so he'll meet you there" She yelled out the door to Frank on the snow covered driveway. "Damn, its cold tonight! The roads are so icy. Hope the boys drive safe." Emily said facing her attention to Savannah sitting on the couch. "So, what we gonna do tonight?" She asked as she took a seat next to her friend.

"I don't know, we can watch TV, or just talk. We haven't done that in a while. So what's new?" Savannah asked turning and facing Emily. "Anything new with you and Gee?"

"Well, I might be pregnant" She replied simply.

"What the hell? Are you kidding?" She asked kind of shocked.

"No, I think I might be. I haven't told Gerard yet, cause I haven't taken a stupid test yet. To lazy to go buy a damn thing. But I'm late like 3 weeks."

Both girls went on with the conversation, and by the time they took a break to look at the clock it was 2:30 in the morning. Savannah rubbed her face. "Frank said he would be home around midnight. Where the hell is he?"

"We could go to the club there at... see if there still there." Emily suggested and grabbed her coat and car keys. Savannah grabbed her jacket and put on her converse and headed to Emily's car.

When the girls got to the club all the guy's cars where still there. They walked in the club and looked around a bit. After a second Savannah spotted Frank and the rest of the guys. "Frank! What the hell is wrong with you?" Savannah asked angrily, making Frank turn and stumble over his own feet.

"Jamie... What are you doing here?" He asked in a drunken voice. "I thought... you, you were at ho..home." And squinted his eyes to get a better look.

"Dude, that's Savannah, your fiance." Gerard said tapping Frank on the shoulder.

"Really? Coooool." Frank said smiling at Gerard. Savannah shut her eyes as tears ran down her face. "Babe, what's wrong?" He asked and put his arm around her waist.

"Fuck off jackass!" She screamed and shoved him into the table as he hit the ground. "If you fucking need me, I'm at Emily's for a while, I need a break from..." She looked him up and down. "This!" Then stormed out of the club. Frank looked around then chugged the rest of his beer.

The next morning Frank woke up in his bed alone with a horrible headache. He looked around and saw no sign of Savannah ever coming home that night. He looked over at the answering machine in hopes a message would be there from her. He clicked the red button.

"Frank, It's Gerard. You need to call me as soon as you get this! Please! Something happened to Savannah last night!"

As soon as the message ended he shot out of bed and drove to Gerard's house, then burst in. "WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?!?" Frank franticly screamed into the cold empty house. After a second of silence he kicked the wall as hard as he could, as the tears started to fall down his red face. He pulled out his cell phone and called Gerard.

"Frank, I need you at Newark hospital right now!" Gerard whispered into the cell phone.

"What happened to her? God damn it tell me Gerard!" He barked at him, as he headed back to his car and sped to the hospital.

"Frank..."

"Mother fucker!!" He roared and hurled the phone at the dash. When he got to the hospital he ran into the emergency waiting room where Emily was leaning on Gerard lap bawling. "Where is she?"

Gerard lifted Emily's head and stood up. "Frank, I don't... don't really know how to tell you, but Savannah got in a accident last night on the way home from the club."

"Is she okay?" Frank stuttered.

Gerard looked Frank in the eyes and sighed. "She was dead on arrival. I'm so sorry man." He said as he hugged Frank tight. "I'm so sorry." Frank let go of Gerard and fell to the ground.

"No... No... How could I have lost her!" Frank wailed. After about 2 hours Frank started to catch his breath back again and sat next to Gerard. "I didn't love her enough. I never got to tell her how much I loved her. I was a jackass last night... I didn't get to say goodbye. It should've been me damn it." He wept to Gerard.

"Is there a Mr. Frank Iero here?" A doctor interrupted in a big doorway. Frank stood up. "Yeah, that's me" He stuttered. The doctor walked over to him and put his arm out to show him over to a small room. "Mr. Iero, I'm very sorry for you lose. But we just wanted to inform you that your fiance was about a month pregnant." His jaw dropped and he fell into the nearest chair. "Are you kidding?"

"I'm very sorry, you can take all the time you need to recover in this private room. After a few more tests... We will release her body in your custody. " The doctor put his hand on Frank shoulder then left him alone. An hour later Gerard drove Frank home and left him to be alone for a while. Frank walked into his now empty house and went to the bedroom. He laid down on the bed and closed his eyes.

"I always wanted to learn guitar, you know" Savannah said smiling looking at Frank on the tour bus.

"You know, I could teach you" Frank laughed and grabbed his guitar and handed it to Savannah.

Frank opened his eyes, and grabbed a picture of Savannah when they first met on the set of "Helena" and held it to his chest. "I'm so sorry... I love you so much." He once again closed his eyes.

"You take great picture Frank, a natural!" Savannah laughed and continued taking funny picture of Frank with her camera. Frank made a kissy face at the camera, then kissed the camera. "Beautiful!" Savannah rejoiced with a laugh.

Frank made another kissy face at the camera, but before Savannah could snap the shot, he pushed the camera to the side and kissed Savannah instead. "I may take great pictures... but you kiss better."

"That made no sense." Savannah laughed and kissed him again.

Franks eyes shot open and new tears steamed his red cheeks again. He looked up through the sky light though his tear blurred eyes. "If I just lay here, will you ever be with me again... Please god, one more time. I have to say goodbye!" He bawled into his hands. He looked over this shoulder and saw a white paper next to him. He opened it:

"All that I am, all that I ever was. Will always be in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see. I don't know where. Confused about how as well, Just know that things will never change for us at al1... I promise. This is my goodbye, and my last promise to you... Never forget me my love."