Disclaimer: This never happened, no one in the band killed an ex, because she cheated on them with Gerard. k?

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How many times did you stare down the loaded gun?

You couldn't take it anymore, wasint much of a saying.

But you still laughed as you found the razor and smiled as you cut.

Felt pure happiness when you felt the pain and saw the red.

In the bathroom they found you.

In the dark I held you.

Remember the stone we always met by?

An angle crucified,

Just like your inside.

All in the way he kept you.

I could never leave you.

The threat of death diminished at your kiss.

Remembering our last memory.

The red that ran down your skin in perfect patterns.

The one you new he hated.

The glass at your lips.

The taste of your skin forever bittered any wine to my taste.

Every day I wasn't there,

was day I could not bare.

I wont stop,

for you are my truth that hid in my lies.

I sang the songs you cried your self to sleep in,

the ones he didn't no the word too.

You hated when I crIed.

Then they found us,

he sent for us.

In the dark we hid,

and they came right threw the gates.

The sound crushed our silence we tried so hard to create.

We were to blind to see, my love.

When he found us,

I never new.

As he dug the hole,

suited just for you,

in the glass he placed you still breathing and you screamed

as he pushed you ,

he covered you up.

But I found the fresh grave,

and dug down 6 feet to see you stare back up at me.

Scratches carved the glass,

and you screamed and pointed pass me.

I never new, as he had found us,

pulled the trigger,

and I fell upon the scratched glass.

But you never.

But I never.

Regretted what we had done in the past.

Not even as my blood spilled over the glass casket

he had placed you in.

He ignored your crys and threw the dirt over my dead body,

and your screaming for air.

But,

now we look down,

pain that was there is now replaced ,

as I hold you and were happy in a forgiving place.