Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, don't sue.

Note: Hi, I'm from the mcrfansite.com fanboards, and I believe it was Anna who came on about the site. I recently got a PM from her about me submitting my work... I have 2 stories, both unfinished... So here's the 1st one... It's quite long.

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"Beep beep beep" went Amy's alarm at 8 AM. She put her naturally straight dyed pink hair up and walked out into the kitchen in her pajamas. When she got into the kitchen, she squinted and scratched her head.

"Hey sweetie," her mom said giving her a kiss on the cheek. "What are you doing up early?"

"Well I'm going with Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Ray and Bob to the gig today."

"Ooh. Well go wake Gerard up. Sleeping beauty was supposed to be up an hour ago."

There was a knock at the door.

"Ill get that... go wake Gerard up!" Marie (the mother) said.

"Ok ok I'm going," Amy said, hopping down from the countertop.

She went down to the basement where he was located. Gerard's room was adorned with drawings, stuff ranging from THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS to the original coverwork that Amy had input in on for the "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge" cover art. She took a bite at her apple and jumped on his bed.

"Sleeping Beauty! Get the fuck up!" she said jumping up and down. "Gerard get up! you have SKATE AND SURF today!" Still no response.

"Ok be that way. Just don't come crying when you find all your makeup in the trash," she said continuing to jump up and down on his bed.

"Ok I'm up!" he said grabbing her by the ankles and tickling her. Amy meant the world to Gerard and Gerard meant everything to Amy. She was the same way with Mikey but was closer to Gerard. They both battled drug addiction and other things together. They all fought like everyone else but usually worked things out in minutes.

She climbed out of his bed and went up the stairs only to find a handy cam that Mikey was using and Frank looking ever so adorable. Amy and Frank have known each other forever. That's because he's mikey and Gerard's best friend and she had a major crush on him. She felt her cheeks grow hotter.

"Ugh Mikey put it away, it's too early."

"Sorry sis but I'm getting some footage for a live version video for "I'm not ok" ".

"oh... well then get moi in it"

"Sure... whatever you say drama queen"

"kiss my ass four eyes"

Mikey flipped the bird.

"Enough. Mikey stop fighting with you sister" Brett (their dad) said.

"yea Michael" Amy retorted back

"FUCK YOU!" Mikey yelled.

"ahh I can feel the love already" Frank said

"why are you up early?" Gerard asked Amy

"Because I'm coming to the show with you" Amy said putting her hands on her hips.

"No you aren't"

"yes I am! I asked you 3 months ago and you said yes!" Amy said clearly upset.

"I do remember you saying yes Gerard" Frank chimed in. Gerard shot Frank a look.

"Fine. I'm not arguing with you. I gotta go get ready" Gerard said getting up and heading to the bathroom for a quick shower.

"you should go get ready to" Frank said to Amy.

"yea... I'll go get ready" Amy said turning to walk down the hall to her room.

She quickly straightened her hair and picked out and outfit. She decided on a pair of black cord. pants and a red old navy T-shirt with her grommet belt and necklace that her best friend Sam got her. She decided to clean her room before she left.

About 10 minutes later, there was a knock at her door. "Come in" she said only to find Frank stepping in...

"are you still coming?" he asked.

"yea. I just wanted to clean up before we left" Amy said.

"distract him... Ask him to put the necklace on!" she thought.

"uh Frank?"

"yea" He said

"Could you help me put my necklace on?"

"Say yes! then try to make a move" Frank thought. "sure" he said walking to her.

She handed him the necklace and turned to face the mirror. She picked up her hair and held it so it wouldn't be in the way.

He put it on and clasped it closed. Amy turned around to face Frank. She let her hair drop down and they both stood there looking at each other.

"do it! make a move" Frank thought. He put his hands on her hips and she moved closer. They tilted their heads and leaned in close. Just as his lips were about to touch hers, the door opened.

"Gerard!" Amy shouted and she pushed Frank away.

"Pansy lets go" Gerard said to Frank

"coming" he replied

"Amy get dressed!" Gerard said

"Ill get dressed in the car"

"no... now" he said

"ok ok!" Amy said

She shoved her makeup in her bag and got dressed. Amy came out 5 minutes later and she was ready to go.

"ok lets leave" Gerard said.

Frank caught her eye and smiled. Amy smiled back. She looked down and slipped her vans that Mikey bought her on and grabbed a light jacket.

2 cars were parked outside. One was Franks and the other was the van. They had a lot of equipment so either way they needed Franks car.

"Hey" Frank said standing next to Amy on the sidewalk.

"hey... are we all gonna be able to fit in the Van?"

"Highly doubt it. I'm riding my car to the show. would you like a ride with me? He said obviously trying to get some alone time with her...

They heard the door open and looked. Coming out 1 by 1 were the guys. She quickly said yes.

After they put their bags in the trunk of Franks car, they piled into the van. All except for Frank who opened the car door for Amy.

"aww Frank thank you" Amy said blushing.

"well, its only right" he said smiling back.

She got in and he closed the door and he ran around to his side. He got in and started the car. The gas light went on telling him that he needed to fill his car up. They drove to the nearest gas station to fill the tank up.

"Fill it up" Frank said to the gas attendant.

He looked ahead looking at the other cars. Amy pulled down the visor and flipped the mirror up. She opened her bag and pulled out some of her makeup. She carefully applied some pink eye shadow just like Gerard does his. She applied some clear mascara and finished with some chapstick. the consistency of lip gloss made her face feel all greasy. Frank turned his head and looked at her applying the last of her makeup.

She looked punk but simple. She didn't over do the make up or didn't put enough on. It was just right. Frank paid his $30.00 in gas and they were soon off to Skate and Surf.

They traveled down the highway at perfect speed. Amy decided to put some music on. She rolled down the window and popped in the Stories and Alibis cd by Matchbook Romance tuning it to her favorite song "Promise". As she quietly sung the opening, Frank thought of how lucky he would be if he had her.

Next thing you know, she started screaming "And now the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them, Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased, Take this broken heart and make it right" and pseudo-moshing along to the song with the beautiful spring air blowing though her pink tresses.

Hey, who said pink haired girls couldn't have a little fun?

As they were driving down the highway, the girl in the next car noticed that the driver of the car next to her (meaning Franks car) looked exactly like Frank Iero.

The girl rolled down her window and shouted "hey! hey! HEY!!" Frank turned his head and rolled down the window.

"Hey you're Frank Iero! Can i get your autograph?"

"Cant you wait till the show?"

"Fine. But I'll be back after the show"

He rolled his window back up slightly annoyed by the fact that a fan wanted his autograph on the highway.

"well that was a tad rude" Amy said.

"chyea. Someone wanting your autograph on the highway is just rude and well... scary"

As they were driving, they encountered a problem. TRAFFIC.

Frank sat back and put the radio on low. "Now's your time" Frank thought. Frank leaned over to the glove compartment and reached for his sunglasses (yes the same one that were in the "I'm Not Ok (I Promise)" video). His hand "accidentally" touched her thigh as he was getting the glasses.

"Sorry" Frank said giving a giggle and a slight blush.

"its ok" Amy said smiling.

He grabbed his glasses, closed the compartment and slipped them on. "Smooth" Amy said

"why thank you" Frank said. He stared over at Amy and put his arm around her seat. He took his other hand and placed it under her chin. He turned her face so that she was looking at him. He gazed into her eyes and moved in to kiss her. The car behind them beeped their horn and Frank hung his head down and proceeded to drive.

"I didn't even get to kiss her" Frank thought.

About an hour later, they arrived at Skate and Surf. As they were parking the car, Amy put her hair in low pigtails. She checked her makeup once over. As she was about to get out of the car, Frank grabbed her wrist. "you forgot about this" He said handing her her backstage pass.

"Thanks" She said giving a sly smile and brushing her fingers against his fingers. A shiver ran down his spine. When she did that, it made him go crazy.

He had a real urge to be alone with her at that instant.

They unpacked their things and set it on the side of the stage. "Hey! Gerard I'm gonna go down to the pit and watch the show from there"

"ok Have fun sis"

"oh, I will. there's gonna be major ass kicking going down" She said laughing.

After she said that, she gave them hugs and wished them all good luck. Frank eyed her walk away towards the stage. He bit his lip obviously wanting her more then before.

BRAND NEW was on stage and Amy didn't want to get noticed. She tapped the guard on the shoulder and asked him to take her down and put her up front.

The slutty chicks up front were pissed. The lead singer of BRAND NEW kept making eye contact with her but she rolled her eyes and looked away. He finally gave up and they finished their set.

Soon after, Frank walked out then Ray, Gerard, Bob and Mikey came out. The crowd went wild.

Gerard saw Amy and gave her a big smile and winked. They started off playing "you don't know what I do for a living" to get the crowd going. Frank saw Amy at the front dancing with herself, and having a good time. Through out the show, Frank kept eyeing her seeing her having a good time and get sweaty.

As they were about to play "I'm Not Ok (I Promise)", Gerard made a small announcement. "I'd like to invite my younger sister Amy up on stage for this next song. She's gonna play guitar on this song and she kicks so much ass its not even funny."

The security guy helped Amy on stage and Ray offered her his guitar. She started to blush because she was so honored that Gerard did this and because Frank was only 10 feet away.

Frank allowed Amy to do the opening cords for the song before both Frank and Amy took over and Gerard took over with vocals. Amy owned the stage. She walked over to Gerard and turned her back to him. Gerard knew what she wanted to do. He turned his back and leaned against hers. Gerard singing and Amy playing. So awesome.

They played for another hour and they closed the show with "HELENA".

After the show, they met with a few fans signing autographs and taking pictures. After that was said and done, they packed the van up and proceeded to go home. They all decided to go to a small diner to get some food considering they were all starving.

"So," Mikey said "Amy, that totally fucking ruled!"

"Thanks for letting me play" she said

"no prob. I was happy to lend you my guitar. It was a break I needed. ya know, if you ever wanna take over, you can" Ray implied.

"haha thanks Ray... uh guys, I'm gonna go with Frank tonight" Amy said giving Frank a wink. Frank smiled back.

Gerard had a few objections to it but he gave in.

"Amy's old enough to make her own decisions" Gerard thought.

After an hour or eating and talking, they decided to go home. The guys got in the van and Frank and Amy in the car. They said their goodbyes to the others and the van left the parking lot and headed home.

"Amy?" Frank said

"yea..."

"what gave you the decision of wanting to come home with me?"

"because I know what you think Frank. I know that you try to be alone with me and things always get in the way. So I figured if I come home with you, we could settle some tension between us"

"Tension?" Frank said a little confused

"the sexual tension Frank. I can sense it" she said

Frank smiled. He knew she was right. There was sexual tension between them and he knew it.

About a half hour later, Frank parked his car and helped her out. As they walked to his basement door (he lives with his parents), Frank unlocked it. He took Amy by the hand and led her in.

"Damn Frank its dark" Amy said giving a giggle.

"shhh.." he said giggling back. "Parents el sleepo" he said pointing his finger up.

Amy felt her way around the room and felt his bed. it was clean. clean sheets, freshly made that morning. She turned around and felt Franks breath on hers.

"Hey" he whispered

"hey you" she said.

He brought his face closer to hers and brushed his lips against hers. Amy couldn't take it and neither could Frank. She grabbed him and spun him around and kissed him hard. Their breathing became heavier and she felt him become hard under her.

She kissed him again. Their tongues crashing against each others. All these years of just being friends and flirting went right out the window.

Frank ran his hand up her shirt... she pulled away and took her top off. She lowered her face down to his and kissed him again. She pulled away leaving Frank wanting more. Amy tugged at the hem of his shirt and he raised his arms as she slipped it off his body.

Frank took her hand and brought it to his mouth and kissed it. "wait" he said "lets get under the covers" They both scooted back and slipped under the covers.

"Better" Frank said. He picked up where they left off. He took her hand and brought it to his belt. Frank let go of her hand and Amy unbuckled it. She slipped the belt off and threw it down on the floor with the rest of the clothes. She unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down with her teeth. She took ahold of his pants and slipped them off too. Frank thought that wasn't fair. She went back to kissing him. He pulled back and unclasped her flesh colored bra. Before he could say anything, he found his fingers tugging at her waistline.

Soon her pants found themselves in the pile of "un necessary" clothes. He ran his hands down Amy's back and slipped his finger under the string of her red lacy thong. without hesitation she helped him take those off.

Amy slipped off Franks boxers soon after... Once his boxers joined the "unnecessary" clothes, Amy kissed his neck, collarbone leaving little red bite marks. his chest, his hip bones... everything. Once she got to his navel, she traced her tongue along it then leaving a small love bite. This all was getting him aroused even more then before.

She moved down his pant line before reaching his cock. She looked up at him and raised her eyebrow. He knew what was about to happen and he knew he was going to like it.

Amy wrapped her lips around his member then moving her head in an up and down motion. The sheets were pulled up above her head. Frank took his hand and ran it through her hair and grasped the sheets. When he felt her mouth on his cock, he gasped. He was in pure ecstasy.

"oh... my... god" Frank moaned. Before he came, Amy pulled away satisfied with what she just did. She came back up only to see a smile on Franks face.

"Fuck me" she whispered into his ear.

He pulled her down and kissed her again before flipping her over. Frank now had control of the situation.

Amy put her hand in his hair as he kissed her. Her neck, collarbone, arms... everything. He took his hand and grazed it along her chest. He put his mouth on her nipple and sucked on it. Along his way, he softly bit it and Amy let out a small whimper of pleasure. He did the same to her other nipple. He moved down her chest.

As Frank moved down lower, Amy put her leg on his back. His tongue entered her. He could hear her gasp for air. Her grip tightened on the sheets and she grasped his hair... He could feel her gasping. He came back up just before she came.

"you ok?" He whispered. Amy nodded her head yes. He gave her yet another kiss on the lips. After he did that, he positioned himself on top of her and slid inside her. She took a breath in as he took small thrusts into her.

He took his hand and slid it up her arm and intertwined his fingers with hers. He leaned down and kissed her.

"oh... my... god.." Amy moaned.

As he kept thrusting into her. "Ugnh" she moaned. He placed his lips on hers and Amy moaned into his mouth. Frank reached his climax and so did Amy. He let his arms give way and he collapsed next to her.

"you ok?" he said trying to catch his breath.

"yea... I'm... I'm ok... how bout you?" Amy said panting.

"good... I'm good" he said smiling.

They wrapped their arms around each other and started to drift off. "Amy?" Frank said

"mmm"

"Gerard wont kill me will he?"

"he doesn't have to know"

"goodnight sweetheart" he said "I-I love you"

Amy's eyes shot open. It was then when she knew he really loved her.

As the birds chirped the next morning, Amy awoke. She felt the side of the bed where Frank's body was supposed to be empty. She found a pair of boxers and a MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE T-shirt next to her with a note.

"My baby,
I had to run out to the store for a minute but I'll be right back. I
promise. I left you a T-shirt (we had extras) and a clean pair of boxers
in case you want to be comfy.
I love you,
Frank xoxo"

She let out a sigh. She looked at the shirt and boxers and slipped them both on. She laid back down and pulled the covers up to her neck. She stayed snuggled in his bed until he came back.

About 15 minutes later, Frank crept down the basement stairs with a tray that had a glass of orange juice, an apple that was cut, peeled and cored, a plate of French Toast with extra powered sugar and a pink flower in a vase.

He sat on his side of the bed and took his shirt off and got under the covers. He needed to find a way to get Amy up. He put his mouth to close to her ear. "Build me up buttercup baby wont you let me down, and mess me around I need you more than anyone darling..."

Amy fluttered her eyes open. "morning sunshine" Frank said giving her a kiss

"morning" she said giving a smile "what's that?"

"French toast. made just for you" he said

"Frank you are too good to me... Breakfast in bed?! thank you" she said gazing into his eyes.

"you're welcome" he said giving her a kiss. "ok ok I'm stopping. now eat before it gets cold" "mkay" Amy said buttering a piece of french toast. "oh my lord Frank this is delicious! I didn't know you could cook sweetie"

"no ones supposed to know" he said putting his finger to his mouth. They both giggled. Frank put his arm around her and grabbed the remote for the tv. The tv flicked on. Of course being the little kid he is at heart, he put on cartoons.

"Childish are we?" Amy said

"what's wrong with cartoons?!" Frank said getting defensive

"nothing at all! here take a bite" Amy said trying to feed him. He gave in and opened his mouth and took a bite of the french toast he made.

"mmm Frank, thank you. that was delicious"

"you are very welcome" He said pulling her close. They both watched what was left of The Fairly Odd Parents.

"what time do you have to be home?" Frank said burring his face in her neck.

"I don't know and I really don't care. why?"

"wanna go to the movies?" Frank asked

"yes!! I haven't been to the movies in so long!"

"ok!" Frank said smiling "what do you wanna see?"

"what's playing?" Amy said laying there in his arms.

"how bout we go see... School of Rock?"

"ok... I wanna see it... it looks so funny"

"ok well then lets get ready" Frank said

They didn't bother showering. Both of them just got dressed in what they wore earlier the day before. He wrapped his arms around her once again. They wanted a repeat performance of last night.

"mmm how bout later" Amy purred.

Frank poked his bottom lip out and Amy tucked it back in. "ok... you win" Frank said with a smile.

They got whatever else they needed and proceeded to the basement door. Frank turned the knob and opened the door only to see Gerard standing there. Franks stomach jumped into his throat but Gerard look like there was something else wrong.

"Frank, its Ray. He's in the hospital..."

Frank and Amy ran to the car which Gerard was driving. They both climbed in and sped off towards the hospital. They pulled into County General and ran upstairs.

"uh excuse me, can I help you?" the nurse at the nurses station said.

"uh yea. we're looking for Ray Toro" Gerard said

"He's the 3rd room down" She said pointing.

"Thanks" all 3 of them said at the same time. They found room 10-B and his name was under it. All 3 walked in and Bob was already there. They walked over to the food of his bed.

"Hit and Run accident" Bob said automatically.

Ray lay in his bed. IV in his hand, heart monitor, oxygen tube in his nose, stitches... honestly it didn't look to bad. Right now he was sleeping. Frank and Amy sat on the window sill, Gerard in a chair and Bob stood up against the wall. Just then the doctor walked in.

"Before I say anything, may I ask who you 3 are?"

"oh, um, I'm Gerard, this is Frank and that's Amy"

"what relations do you have to Mr. Toro"

"Best Friend-Cousin-Bandmate" They all said at the same time.

"one at a time please"

"cousins, cousin, cousin" Bob said saving their asses.

"ok. I'm Dr. Moore. It looks like Ray is doing better than we all thought. He may even be lucky. He could probably go home by the end of this week. But right now, he needs to rest so I suggest you all go home for today" Dr. Moore said.

They all nodded and filed out of the room.

"Lets all go back to my place" Gerard said. Gerard, Frank and Amy got in Gerard's car and Bob took his. 20 minutes later, they all arrived at Gerard and Amy's place. They all went into the house. The carped was a light brown with some stains here and there. and a godfather portrait hanging upon the wall.

"shh" Gerard hissed

silence...

"did you hear that?" Gerard said

"oh shit yea" Bob said

"I'll go check" Amy offered. She got up from the couch and followed the sound. She followed it and it led to Mikey's room. Amy furrowed her brow and turned the knob.

She peaked her head in and was shocked to see what was in front of her. She backed her head away and closed the door. She then ran down the hall back to the living room. She jumped next to Frank and curled into a ball and burst into laughter.

"what happened?" Frank asked. Amy just kept laughing trying to form words.

"Mikey... was...."

"was what?" Bob said

"was... j-..je..."Amy said hysterically laughing. They all still couldn't get what she was saying. She took her hand and did the hand gesture. Gerard spit out his drink cause he knew what she was at least trying to say.

"Oh my god, are you serious?!" Gerard said

Amy shook her head yes. They other 2 quickly caught on. They all laughed.

About 15 minutes later, Mikey came out. "Hey mikey" they all said holding back a laugh.

"h-hi... when did you guys all come home?" he said fumbling with his glasses....

"So, Mikey," Gerard said putting his arm around his shoulders. "Have fun while we were gone?" He quickly turned red and pushed Gerard away and grabbed his black jacket.

"you always do this to me Gerard! you always make me feel like shit!" and with that, he slammed the door shut and left.

"Gerard! ug, you're being an ass and you sure as hell made him feel like shit" Amy said

"but I was just kidding" Gerard said "fine, I'll go get him" he said walking down the stairs and out the door.

"well... I'm gonna go lay down" Bob said walking to his room and shutting the door.

"well, baby baby, what do you want to do since we're ya know... alone?" Amy said in a seductive tone while kissing Franks neck.

"mmm" Frank softly moaned. --outside-- Gerard was in search of Mikey and he couldn't find him. "If I were Mikey, where would I go?" he thought out loud to himself. He thought of the one place where Mikey goes to think. "the playground" he said to himself. He walked a few more blocks until stopping at the playground. He put his hands on the chain fence and saw his little brother on the merry go round.

He grabbed onto the chain link fence and saw his brother sitting on the merry-go-round with a somber face on. Gerard sighed and went into the park. Memories upon Memories filled the playground. Over by the swings was where Gerard got his 1st scraped knee. and over by the slide is where Gerard and Mikey got their first "kisses" (they were pecks on the cheeks by Mary and Suzie). He came to a halt at the merry-go-round.

"what are you doing here?" MIkey said coldly not looking at Gerard.

"I came to apologize for my actions back there."

"you're never sorry"

"you should be lucky you have me who cares about you mikey."

"then why did you do it?" Mikey said stopping the spinning merry-go-round and looking at Gerard.

"look mikey" Gerard said sitting down "I'm really sorry ok? I didn't mean to embarrass you at all. At the time, I thought it was funny. Then I realized what an ass I was. Hurting you was the last thing I wanted to happen. It all happens to the best of us. I do it, Frank does it, Ray and Bob too. Its apart of life. Deal with it. We sin all the time. Can you forgive me?" Gerard said with pleading eyes.

"promise not to tell mom and dad?" Mikey sighed

"promise"

"ok you're forgiven." He said as Gerard pulled him closer to him for a hug.

Gerard kissed the top of Mikey's head and said "lets go home". Both of them got up and left and walked back home.

--Back home--

"Guys! I found the lost puppy!" Gerard said when both brothers entered the house. Mikey ran to the living room to play DDR on his PS2. Gerard went up following his brother. He walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer.

"Why does it seem like I'm the only one that's not getting laid" he said to himself.

"because you're afraid of commitment" a voice said behind him. His eyes bulged out. He knew the voice. He turned around only to see his ex-boyfriend standing in front of him.

"Landon... w-what are you doing here?"

"I want you back"

"no... I don't love you anymore. I've moved on..."

"I know you still do Gerard"

"Look can we like talk about this later?"

"no" Landon said. Gerard was getting pissed. He took Landon's hand and brought him to his room so they can talk it out. And if there were to be any fighting, Gerard wouldn't want Mikey to hear it. They entered Gerard's room and Gerard locked the door. Once he turned around, Landon's mouth was on his.

The weird thing was, Gerard wasn't fighting him. The next thing he knew, Landon was on top of him. Clothes on of course. He kept his hands down at his sides. Landon slipped his hand on the silver bat buckle and tugged at it till it came off. He threw it on the floor along with both their pants, shirts and boxers. He couldn't believe what was going on. He kept questioning himself and wondering why, why he was letting his ex-boyfriend of all people to do this to him.

Landon finally pulled away from Gerard. He got up and went to the top dresser drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube to use. He looked at the beautiful form before him. He straddled him again and looked at his face. His face looked like the face of an angel. Could be mistaken as a 18 year old instead of 27. Landon saw a tear trickle down Gerard's cheek. He took his hand to his cheek and wiped it away with his thumb.

"why am I letting this happen? I'm over him! Didn't I say that I've moved on?!" Gerard thought. Landon nuzzled Gees nose and planted a small kiss on it. He put some lube on his hands and ran it up and down his shaft.

He slowly put himself inside Gerard. Gerard gasped for air. As Landon began to thrust more and more into him, Gerard hoped and prayed that this will soon be over. Still, Gerard wasn't fighting him. He slipped his arms around Landon's waist and held onto him.

"Jerk me off" Gerard whispered breathlessly in Landon's ear.

"you sure?"

"yea" Gerard said. He only said that so that Landon would leave.

Landon pulled out of him with ease and took his manhood in his hand. He ran his hand up and down pumping. After the 4th pump, Gerard came. And so did Landon.

He fell back onto Gerard's bed and laid there in his arms. He moved a piece of hair away from Gerard's face. He soon fell asleep resting his head on Gerard's chest. Gerard kept gazing out the window as if hoping something would happen that would make Landon want to leave. He saw a car pull into the driveway and knew that his parents were home.

Marie and Brett didn't know about Gerard's sexual orientation. If they found out he was bisexual, they wouldn't be to pleased. They both raised Gerard and Mikey as Catholics. Sending them off to sunday school, learning the commandments.

"Thou shall not sin" Gerard said to himself "just a whole load of bullshit".

He shook Landon. "Landon... Landon... wake up" He woke.

"my parents are home. you have to leave" Landon understood and got dressed. He couldn't go up the stairs cause the parents would question that.

He opened the window as Gerard stripped the bed and changed the bed sheets,

"Don't come back again" Gerard said cleaning up.

He knew it hurt Landon but its what he wanted.

"okay" Landon said with his head down "but just don't forget all the good times we had".

And with that, he kissed Gerard on the lips on final time and put his heart and soul into it. Right after that, he was gone.

Gerard hid any evidence from their little tryst that went on. He threw the dirty bed sheets in the washing machine and cleaned up a bit. He still felt dirty. He ran upstairs and proceeded to strip himself of the clothes that covered him and drowned his sorrows in a hot shower...

He let the water run until smoke billowed out from behind the curtains. He then took all his clothes off and stepped into the steam and closed the curtains.

As the steam consumed him, wrapping him in a warm blanket, he thought of why he did what he did. The drops of water hitting his back smoothing out his tence muscles. He then recognized the feeling he had. Guilt was its name. He looked down at his legs. Red marks across his thigh. He picked at a scar when he urged to pick up the object.

"Its been 2 years since..dont fuck up..resist..remember what the shrink said if you resist temptation. you'll be feeling better about yourself"

He soon finished his shower and came out with a clear mind. He walked out of the bathroom and walkined into a somewhat messy room. He pulled out a pair of black jeans and a black shirt. He put his clean clothes on and styled his hair. Blowdry..flat iron..brush..repeat. Same patter he always did.

After he finished, he walked up to the main floor to greet his parents who just came back from Boston.

"Hey how was Boston?" Gerard asked.

"Very nice. we had fun. you boys behave?" his mom Marie said.

"Perfect angels" Amy said saving Gerard and Mikey the embarassment of earliers events.

"Dont meant to be rude, but Im gonna go out for a little while. Frank, wanna join me?"

Frank looked at Amy and she said it was okay. He didnt show any signs of effection or terms of endearment. Todays the day that Frank is going to tell Gerard about Amy and his relationship.

They got in the car and drove off. No destiniation of where they were heading. Soon they found themselfs driving past Woodbridge and down Route 440.

"Gerard, whats wrong?" Frank said.

Gerard sighed. "Landon came back".

"what?!"

"yeah. he said he loved me and that he wanted me back. Total load of bull. We had I guess you can say it was like goodbye sex. Then mom and dad pulled into the driveway and I kicked him out."

"wow..."

"yeah..oh told him never to come back again."

Frank nodded.

"Nows the time" Frank thought.

"uh Gerard. THeres something you should know.."

"Okay..shoot"

"uh Amy and I...uh have been starting to date."

"Other people?" Gerard asked

"uh..more like each other"

"wait..so you and MY sister?"

"yeah"

"how long?"

"Few days."

"Treat her good Frank. I dont wanna see her with a broken heart."

"Dont worry Gee, you wont"

"So, do you like her or ya know love her?"

"I love her."

"you know, I could have my objections to this.."

"yeah I know."

To Be Continued...