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Info: In this story your going back and forth between Frankie and Gerards point of views. In the story your both bisexual and they both have girlfriends Frankies girlfriend is Ashleigh (me! Why... cuz I made it that way! And Frankies mine!) she has blackish reddish hair just below lip length getting shorter as it goes back and she spikes the back shes about 5'4 curvy hazel eyes kinda green (kinda like Frankies eyes) she has her ears pierced 5x's each and first holes are gauged to a size 5 right side lip right side nose and left eyebrow. She has 5 tattoos barbded wire on right wrist the saying 'Life is beautiful... Death is romantic... and vampires live 4ever (words beautiful, romantic, vampires and 4ever are red while the rest are black) on left wrist the saying 'Vampires will never hurt you' on left shoulder blade crucifix with black roses entwinded over it on right shoulder blade and Jack and Sally (Nightmare Before Christmas) on upper right arm

Rebecca (or Becky for short) is Gerards girlfriend she is about 5'5 curvy with light brown eyes some what tan but still a little pale she has chin length black hair with hot pink strips she has her ears pierced 5x's left side nose and right eyebrow she has 2 tattoos: music = life on right side of neck with = in a heart and music above life below and a star on her left hand between the thumb and forefinger

You 2 were best friends and have been for years you went to the same catholic school you parents made you go to you both were considered the bad girl outcasts but you didn't care you both had been going out with Gerard and Frankie for 3 years this was your sophomore year around April so almost the end of school

*story start*

::Beep Beep:: God damn cell phone it was already 7 30 and time to get up dammit why did I have to go get drunk with Gerard last night I asked myself since I now had a major hangover so I popped some Advil and jumped in the shower 20 mins later I was running from my basement bedroom to the kitchen to grab a bite to eat then to go pick up Ashleigh no one was hoem so I grabbed a bowl of cereal and scarfed it down then ran out to my car 'shit im running late again Ashleighs going to kill me' I thought cuz it was the 6th time in the past 3 weeks I had been late as soon as I pulled into the drive way I got out and ran up to her front door ::knock knock:: Ashleigh then appeared in the doorway in her school uniform and her NMBC messenger bag "sorry im late I woke up late" I said apologetically "well wake up on time Frankie 6 times with in 3 weeks Sister Kate said if im late one more time I would pretty much be fucked" "well come on then" so I grabbed her hand and pulled her out to the car we both jumped in and and I sped off to the school

when we got there and parked we saw Gerard and everyone else hanging out under a huge oak tree we always are at 'damn why does he have to be so cute' I thought to my self (me; fyi both Ashleigh and Rebecca (Becky) know Gerard and Frankie are bi but the other person doesn't and neither do the rest of the guys) we got up to them and Gee pulled me into a huge hug and kissed me hard in the cheek

*Gerards POV*
I saw Ashleigh and Frankie walking our way from his car hand in hand 'damn why does he have to be straight' I thought to myself he was just so fucking adorable as soon as they got up to us under the huge ass oak tree I pulled him into a huge hug and kissed him on the cheek 'if only it was on the lips' I thought

*Frankies POV*
he kissed me hard on the cheek 'if only it was on the lips' I thought then kissed him back we all hung out under the oak tree till first bell rang signaling to be in first hour in the next 5 mins so we all got up and I kissed Ashleigh good-bye and Gerard did the same to Becky they had first hour English together while me and Gerard had social studies (me; I don't know classes in a catholic school I haven't been to one since kindergarten/first grade so deal)

*after school* (still Frankies POV)
Bell just rang so I hung back in class with Gerard, Becky and Ashleigh when everyone was out I went over to Ashleigh and grabbed her hand and laced out fingers together while Gerard put his arm around Beckys waiste we then walked out to our cars and talked for a little while "so are we all heading to the party tonight?" Gerard asked looking between me, Becky and Ashleigh I asked Ashleigh if she wanted to go "I'll go if Becky goes...im not getting stuck with 4 or 5 drunk guys" she said so we all decided on going so we said our good-byes and I took Ashleigh to her house "come in please no ones here especially my brother" she said looking at me with puppy dog eyes I could never turn down so I agreed and we walked in her house she made a check of every room in about 2 mins and no one was there as she had said so we went up stairs to her bedroom where she threw her messenger bag on the floor and kicked off her school shoes "hmm what should I wear?" she said more to her self "I know what you should wear" I said mischievously as I walked up and put my arms around her waiste and started kissing her neck and she tilted her head so I had easier access I started biting her neck and she let out a soft moan I turned her around then and pushed my lips against hers and we walked out way back to her bed when we were both laying down I started up-buttoning her shirt "Frankie I don't know if we should do this right now I mean... what if someone comes home" and I sat up and looked at her "your right well maybe we can tonight since no one will be home for a few more days I have to house to my self" "ok that sounds like a plan" she said as she got up and didn't bother buttoning her shirt so she walked over to her closet and pulled out a pleated red and black skirt with a shirt that was black and had a red skull on it she pulled her shirt off and slipped the other one over her head then un-zipped her school skirt and slipped it off revealing black boyshorts she then slipped on the new skirt on then went to her mirror and redid her black eyeshadow red eyeliner make-up then came back over to me and sat on my lap "so what are you going to wear?" she asked "hmm well let me see what I have left here" since I always tend to have clothes at her house from staying over (me; you have been going out for 3 years and your parents know you 2 have had sex already!) so she went to her closet and looked for a minuet before pulling out black dressy pants a black button down shirt and a red tie "I think this shall do well" she said as she handed me the clothes so I stood up and pulled my shirt over my head and I noticed her staring so I walked over to her "does she see something she likes?!" I said joking around "she sees something she really likes!" she said putting an emphasis on really I went back over pulled the shirt on and buttoned it then took off the khaki pants from school and pull on the black dressy ones then tied the red tie and looked at my self in the mirror "wow" I said shocked at how well dressed I looked "so he cleans up well I see" Ashleigh said from behind me kissing my neck a few times "I just called Becky and her and Gerard are done so were gonna meet them up at the school (the party is taking place in a wooded area behind a public school)

you pulled up about the same time Becky and Gerard were so you got out and saw Gerard was in almost the exact same thing but with a black and red striped tie and then I noticed Becky and Ashleigh they had on the same thing but Becky's was blue while Ashleigh's was red "this is what we get for knowing each other this long" Becky said joking around but I looked back at Gerard and he was looking at me also we made eye contact for about a second then he looked away he looked really hott 'not like he would ever like me though' I thought Chap 2

*that night*
We had just gotten home from the party and I was pretty wasted Ashleigh was a lil drunk not as much as me but was still drunk Becky was the one to drive Gerard home he was completely wasted and was on the verge of passing out... when we got back to my house no one was there as I knew they wouldn't be home for about a week more my dad had decided he wanted a lil 'break' so he went outta state to visit some friends and my mom on some business trip who knows where so I got home and turned the lights on and turned to see Ashleigh taking off her shoes she turned and looked at me and smiled she walked up to me and looked me in the eyes and smiled again she had a gorgeous smile that I couldn't resist so I leaned in and kissed her she kissed right back after a few mins I lined her bottom lip with my tongue wanting to 'explore' she parted her lips and my tongue went in and mingled with her tongue before we finally pulled apart to breathe when we did I took her hand and led her downstairs to my room when we got down there I turned on one of my lamps showing off my black and red room my bed with a black comforter while the mattress it self was on the floor I walked back up to Ashleigh and looked at her she was so pretty I thought I wanted to be with her the rest of my life but then I thought back to that night

*RW to party*
I had been drinking quite heavily when I felt someones hand on my shoulder I turned around to be met by Gerard he looked like he was about as drunk as me if not more he grabbed my hand and pulled me away from everyone else into a bit of the wooded area when we got there he turned around and crushed his lips into mine I was shocked for a second before I reacted yea usually I prolly would have pushed a guy off if they thought I was gay I get to much shit as it is but it was Gerard and I had a crush on him so I kissed back and we stood like that for a min then he pulled away and looked at me almost in horror 'Holy shit I cant believe I just did that' is all he could say over and over again and there was no way to comfort him so I just let him sit there and think after I said I didn't care by the end of the night though he was himself well at least his drunk self and I figured he had long forgotten what he had done

*present*
I looked her in the eyes and I could see every emotion in her eyes she was just so happy to be with me right then I leaned in and kissed her again this time while kissing though we had made our way back to my bed and fell down on it I then started playing with her shirt and pulled it off and kept kissing I then reached behind her and unclipped her black bra she had on and began massaging one of her breasts I felt her playing with my pants she then got them up-zipped and un-buttoned then pulled them off I then pulled her skirt off her hips and threw it on the floor where the other clothes had been thrown she then lifted my shirt off and threw it also on the floor I was left in my boxers and she was in her boyshorts but before we could do anything else my cell phone rang 'dammit why now' I thought then got up and walked over to my dresser and picked up my cell and answered it "Hello?" there was a short pause then I heard a voice "Frankie?" they asked "Yes who else would it be?" I know I was being a smart ass but that's what im best at "Ok well this is Becky and we just got into a car accident" she said in a hurry "What?! Where are you?!" I asked I was worried now for her and Gerard "We're both at the hospital im fine but for a few cuts and bruises but Gerard.." her voice trailed off "Ok don't tell me on the phone we'll be there in a few" I said then hung up and looked back at Ashleigh she had started getting dressed again I walked over to her and kissed her back while she was bent over "Baby we have to go to the hospital" I said trying not to get her worried but failed horribly "Why? What happened?!" she asked as she stood back up then slipped her shirt on over her head "Well Becky just called me and told me that her and Gerard had just gotten into a car crash and are at the hospital" she looked worried so I continued "shes fine though she said she had a few cuts and bruises but shes fine... but Gerard I don't know about she couldn't get it out" she then grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes "Get dressed we need to hurry" she said and rand upstairs most likely to put on her shoes I threw on some jeans and a plain black tee and rand upstairs I threw on my Chucks then we headed out to my car

when we got there I went as fast as I could without getting caught and we were at the hospital within 10 mins we got there and saw Becky sitting there just staring off into space Ashleigh rushed over to her to comfort her while I went up to the receptionist to ask about Gerard "Yes may I help you?" she asked "Yes you can tell me where my friend is" I said hastily "Who is your friend sir" "Gerard Way" "Gerard Arthur Way is in room 219 on floor 7 but he can not have visitor right now" she said politely "Screw that hes my best friend and I ran to the stairs and ran up to the 7th floor when I got there I ran down the hallway til I came to room 219 I opened the door and saw Gerard laying there looking quite unconscious with his leg up in a sling and his arm in a cast I walked over to him and sat down in a chair before I totally lost myself I just broke down crying and I didn't know why I looked up at him I then lost it and started talking to him "Gerard I cant believe this is happening to you you shouldn't be here but you are... why did we have to go to that party if we hadn't you wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be crying like a baby... but then again if we hadn't gone to that party I prolly would have never gotten that kiss you gave me I loved that kiss more then anything I know it prolly didn't mean anything to you but it meant everything to me" I finally stopped talking when I felt a hand on top of mine I looked up cautiously becuz I was afraid of who it was and when my eyes met theirs my fear was true...

Gerard had heard everything I said and was looking at me with tears in his eyes "I heard everything" was all he said I looked and he ran his hand thru my hair "I didn't know you could hear everything I didn't think you were conscious or awake" was all I could say he just looked at me and kept running his hand thru my hair "that kiss you were talking about... it did mean something and it wasn't just cuz I was drunk... Frankie I like you and I have for a lil while now" he said and looked away "really? I always thought you were the straight edge guy" "no ive been like this for a lil while now and you were the first guy I thought was really cute but I thought you were straight that's why I never said anything and that's why tonight when I was drunk I was looser and decided I would try and kissing you was the only way I could think pf and then you kissed back which surprized me" was what he said well it was the truth I thought he was cute and I liked him so I kissed back "well I like you I always have and that's why tonight when you kissed me I kissed you back" he looked at me and he looked happier then he had been in a long time he then leaned over as much as he could without hurting himself more and kissed me again I kissed back and there was more passion in that one kiss by him then I had ever felt from anyone even Ashleigh I only pulled away when I heard someone clear their throat when I turned around I saw Ashleigh Becky and the nurse "Sir you are not allowed in here after visiting hours" was all she said before she rushed ovr and escorted me out of the room "ill be back tomarow to see ya Gee" "ok" and then I was forced to leave for the night Chap 3

*that night after hospital*
Me and Ashleigh had just gotten back to my house from the hospital and she wasn't talking to me so I figured she was kinda pissed about me and Gerard kissing so when we got to the house and into my bedroom/basement I decided I would try and talk to her "Ashleigh are you mad at me?" I asked cautiously "No im not mad at you" she said as she sat down on my bed I sat down next to her becuz I knew she wasn't telling me the truth "Ashleigh I know your pissed about something... is it the kiss?" "Yes! Ok there I told you im mad cuz you kissed Gerard and it looked like there was more passion in that one kiss with him then you've ever given me!" she said and it all kinda shocked me "Well im not gonna deny it there was more passion in that one kiss with him but you know I love you Ashleigh" "Frankie I love you too but you have feelings for Gerard that will never go away and you know that... most likely you both found out tonight the other likes the other and that's why that kiss came... I don't want you to be with me if its going to involve nothing in a relationship with me... Frankie you love Gerard and I know you do" everything that just came out of her mouth surprized the shit outta me "Ashleigh I do love you and yes I do have feelings for Gerard but I don't wanna ruin things with you that we've had for 3 years for a relationship that might not last with Gerard... I still wanna be with you Ashleigh" "Frankie I still wanna be with you 2... just if something does happen between you 2 tell me... I don't wanna hurt myself by staying with you and then you go to Gerard" "Ok I will tell you but I still love you now and I always will" and with that I leaned in and kissed her with as much passion as I could but it would never be as much passion as I kiss Gerard with after the kiss she changed into a pair of old boxers of mine and a baggy shirt and I stripped down to my boxers and we crawled in under my covers and fell asleep like that

*next day* I woke up around 11 that morning becuz I had Gerard on my mind and how I wanted to go see him I looked over and Ashleigh wasn't there only a note that said 'Hey Frankie by the time you read this I will be home most likely I need time to think about last night and everything. Go see Gerard I know you need to ill call you later tonight to check upon you and see how you are Love you, Ashleigh I just read over the note a few times before setting it down and going to go take a shower I jumped in the shower and jumped out about 10 mins later with a towel wrapped around my waiste and headed back to my room to find something to wear I decided on an old pair of black jeans that were a somewhat tight pair but not as tight as Mikey's then I pulled out one of my plain black tee's and looked in the mirror I looked myself up and down then thought of something I looked back in my closet and found what I wanted I put on a black dress shirt and a red tie like the night before I re-looked at myself and as quite satisfied so I headed up stairs and threw on my converse then went out to my car I got in and drove to the hospital

I got there in about 15 mins and went up to floor 7 room 219 I got in there and saw Gerard watching tv from his spot in bed and looked over when the door opened he saw it was me and smiled his gorgeous smile that I loved so much and I smiled back I walked over to his bed and sat down in the chair I had sat in the night before "How ya fell Gee?" I asked with a smile "better now that I have someone here and I don't have to keep flipping threw the same fucking channels 500 times" "Well there ya go im here to keep ya company!" so we just sat there and talked about the randomist things until the subject of last night got brought up "When I kissed you Frankie I meant it I meant everything I said last night... and I will understand if you don't have the same feelings... you know my approach to things its very straight forward" "Gee you don't have to explain yourself I like you too and I kissed back becuz I have liked you and I always wanted something to happen between you and me" "Do you still want something to happen between us? Like I know we both have Ashleigh and Becky but still why cant we have each other also" "Yea I still want something to happen with you and me" "Well then how about when I can get outta this hell hole we go out on a date?" he asked very hopefully "I would love that Gee" "Good cuz I wasn't gonna take no for an answer" he said as he leaned over again and kissed me

next thing I know im on top of the bed with Gerard and were making out quite heavily and his hand is under my shirt then I hear a tapping foot so I unwillfully pull away and look to see Becky and Ashleigh standing there 'shit' was all I could think "What the fuck is going on here!" was all Becky said "well Becky what do you want to happen we like each other do you really think nothings going to happen you knew I liked him and knew something would happen when we got into this relationship" "Gerard I know that but why the fuck in a hospital bed!" that made me let out a lil laugh and made Ashleigh look at me "what are you laughing at?!" "nothing" they ended up staying and then leaving a lil while later so me and Gerard just layed in his bed for a while just watching tv and occasionally starting a conversation while he played with my hair when it was 9 the nurse came back in and looked at me "Sir its after visiting hours you have to leave" "But please can I stay I need to be with my boyfriend" I said and she looked back and forth between us then left the room

Gerard looked down at me "what?" "did you mean what you just said?" "what that I wanna stay yes" "no no no not that about wanting to be with your boyfriend" "well yea if its ok" I said as I looked down at the sheets and started fidgeting with it he then put his first 2 fingers under my chin and made me look at him "it is ok and I wanted that 2" he said as he leaned in and kissed me and he started making out again this time we got further then before though this time he took my shirt off and ran his hand down my thin chest and stopped at the top of my pants I then looked at him and gave him puppy dog eyes "whats wrong Frankie?" "its just were in a hospital I don't think we should do this right here" "yea I think your right well then why don't we go to bed im feeling tired" he said with a sleepy smile "ok let me just finish my stripping" I said jokingly and jumped outta the bed and slipped outta my jeans and converse and climbed back im the bed with him under the covers and he pulled me close to him "Frankie" "yea" "im happy we found out about each other" "yea I am too Gee" and with that he leaned in and gave me one last simple kiss on the lips then we fell asleep in each others arms

Chap 4

*3 years later*
Me and Gerard had been 'going out' for about 2 years and had ended up breaking up with Ashleigh and Becky but still good friends with them...the night they came in and me and Gerard had become official we had asked them to keep quiet about us becuz we were planning on telling our parents and the band later...well now that its 3 years later I guess it would be about time to tell them so I decided I should bring it up with Gerard "Hey baby" "Hey your self" "I think we should like talk ya know" "What do you mean talk?!" "No not about us! About telling our parents!" "Oh ok well maybe we should it has been 3 years ya know!" "yea I know so whose should we go to first?" "hmm...I donno why don't we go to your parents first then mine" "ok I guess" so we headed over to my parents house and talked with them "mom dad I think me and Gerard have something to tell you" I said nervously "oh hunny what is it?" my mom tried being nice about it even though she might have had a suspicion "well see...me and Gerard...have been kinda...going out for the past 2 years" I said and the _expression on my mothers face dropped dramatically "son I think you should just...leave" "but dad..." and I was cut off by Gerard dragging me out of the room "go get your clothes and I don't wanna see you in my house again!" is all my dad said to me so I ran downstairs to my room and grabbed everything I would need and I just broke down before Gerard came down he sat down next to me on the floor and tried comforting me he helped a little but not enough so we finished getting my stuff then went out to the car "do you think your parents will be a little more understanding?" I asked somewhat hopefully "I donno I guess we'll find out right about now he said as we pulled up in the driveway of his house

*Gerards POV*
we had just pulled up to my house when Frankie asked m if my parents would be a little more understanding "I donno I guess we'll find out" I said as we got to the garage and got out of the car I pulled Frankie into a quick hug before we walked into the house "Mom!" "I'm in here hunny!" my mom called from the living room so we walked in and we sat down on the couch "mom I don't know how to say this" "its ok hunny just tell me whats wrong or on your mind" "ok well um...me and Frankie here have kinda been..." "going out" Frankie finished for me my mom looked shocked but not as badly as Frankies mom "well that is your decision hunny" "well thank you mom...but Frankie got kicked out of his house so...we're gonna go get an apartment and live together" "well if that's what you want to do hunny" "thank you mom" I said as I got up and gave her a hug I then went up stairs to my room and got my clothes and things I needed we would be able to go back for the bigger things later we got back in the car and I looked at Frankie "Is everything ok?!" I asked concerned "yea just...how come your moms so kool about it and my parents flip out!" "I don't know I wish your parents would accept it but its their choice" "yea I guess so" so we headed over to this really crappy apartment building that we knew there was an apartment for sale in we went and we ended up renting it and moving stuff in that night

*2 months later* (Frankies POV)
We had finally got settled into the apartment and were doing fine living together wise...but there was still one little problem...we still had to tell the guys they were our band members after all...they should be understanding I hope

*that night at practice*
we had just gotten to practice and me and Gerard had decided on telling the guys tonight so after we practiced we asked the guys to sit down "um...we have something to tell you guys" Gerard said "Ok what?" Ray asked "well see...me and Gerard have been dating for the past 2 years" I said in a hurry they all looked shocked at us then looked at each other "we knew you 2 had been seeing each other...it was kinda obvious" Mikey said "well is it a bad thing we are?" Gerard asked his brother Mikey looked at Ray and Bob "well see when we found out we had a little bit of a meeting and made a decision" Ray said "and what would this decision be exactly?" I asked them "we don't think you should be in the band anymore" he said I looked at Gerard and he had the same _expression on his face as I had on mine "ok and why is that?" I asked sternly "well we don't think it would be good for the image if they find out to members of the band are dating" Mikey said "Mikey im your fucking brother and you agreed with this?!" "well yea...I don't have a problem with you being gay but I agree with them about it not being good for the image" "ok whatever Frankie lets go" so he stood up and grabbed my hand I looked at all 3 of them in disgust and we walked out of the band forever

*back at the apartment*
I cant believe they just kicked us out of the band!" I said to Gerard "well it was their decision and I guess they don't like the idea of us dating" "I guess not!" so we went back to the bedroom and stripped down to our boxers and got in bed and turned on tv and Gerard looked at me "well I would rather be with you and not be in the band then be without you in the band" "aww thanx Gee and I would rather be with you than in the band without you" he then leaned over and kissed me softly on the lips so I put my hand behind his head and pushed him closer to me to deepen the kiss and he pushed up against me so every inch of our bodies were touching he ran his hand down my chest to the top of my boxers and pulled away and looked at me as if asking for permission so I accepted by nodding and he pushed my boxers down and threw them over the edge of the bed I then looked at him for the same reason and he nodded so I pulled down his boxers and let them join mine on the floor Gerard continued kissing me then slowly made his way down my jawline to my collar bone and kissed there and bit a little then kept kissing down and finally came to just below my belly button then looked up at me and I nodded and he kept going down he finally came to his desired area and took me into his mouth and started going up and down and used his tongue in ways he had never before (me; I don't know how the hell gay/bi guys do this so just image it yourself!) when I finally came inside his mouth I heard try to get evrything he could then came back up to me and kissed me making me taste myself I then looked at him and did the same thing but with my own little tricks I got him to moan a little when I was done I went up and kissed him so he could taste himself also then we layed there together and fell asleep like that Chap 5

*1 month later* *Gerards POV*
Me and Frankie had been going great these last few months and it seemed like nothing could tear us apart...well almost everything. I had been walking home from the park which was about 15 mins away from the apartment when I saw people walking from the opposite side of the street. I sped up my walking pace already knowing who it is. I heard my name called behind me but I just walked faster trying to get away from them. I was almost to the apartment building when someone put their hand on my shoulder whirling me around to face about 5 or 6 people. "Why are you walking so fast Way?" the 'leader' as he called himself spat at me "No reason just really want to get home since its getting late and all" I said very unconvincingly "You don't sound to shure of yourself there Way...or is it because you wanna get home and be all lovey to your 'boyfriend'?" he said causing the other cronies behind him to laugh like hyenas "None of your business" "Oh well I think it is...see I have something to tell you about your lil boyfriend" he said with a smirk on his face "Oh and what could you possibly have to tell me about him that I don't know?" "See we saw him earlier and he looked really upset..." "Yea and your point being?" "Well we followed him and we saw something he did" "And what would this something be?" "See he went into an alley and...killed himself" my heart started racing was I supposed to believe what this 'gang' said about Frankie?! I know hes a lil unstable at times but not with anything he couldn't come to me about and I would reassure him everything was ok...so why was I supposed to believe them "How am I supposed to know this is the truth?!" I said trying not to sound worried but failing terribly "Well do we have any reason to lie to you?" "Well yea...you are just the biggest 'gang' here who hates gays, lesbians and bi's alike" I said getting more pissed off at them "Well I suggest you listen Way...your boyfriend killed himself I guess he didn't love you as much as he played you to be" "Shut the fuck up!" I yelled at them but right after the words escaped my lips there were 3 guys punching and kicking me "Next time listen the hell to us Way" he said as him and his cronies walked away leaving me huddled on the ground a mass of blood and in pain.

I finally got up and headed back to the apartment very slowly the whole time thinking about what he had said about Frankie...I didn't wanna believe it but if he's not at the apartment I can only think the worst

I got into the building and headed up to our floor and walked down the hall way hoping when I got in Frankie would be there sitting on the couch in his boxers waiting for me like he did every night or anytime for that matter...I got up to the door and took a deep breath when I finally got up the nerves I turned the door knob carefully and pushed the door open lightly when I heard the tv on my hopes went up only to be knocked back down again...there was no Frankie sitting on the couch like I had hoped for so I frantically searched the rest of the house no sign of Frankie anywhere I looked I finally stopped in the bathroom the last place I had to check and I knew he wouldn't be in there and of course when I push the door open there is no1 in there. Instead of closing the door and walking back to the living room or bedroom like any other rash person would think about doing I went into the bathroom and looked into the cabinet above the sink and found what I was looking for Chap 6

Next thing I knew I was laying on my bed and my breathing was becoming more and more shallow I then heard something come from the front room then the door opened and Frankie walked in...'how could he be alive...those lying little bastards'. He walked over to the bed and looked at me and noticed something was wrong he then looked in my left hand and saw what I had taken "Gerard...what..." "I'm sorry Frankie" "Baby don't...you can't leave me!!" "Its to far along...im sorry" I said as he leaned down and kissed me passionately as I took in my last breathe

*Frankies POV*
I had just walked in the apartment and there was no sign of Gerard anywhere I wondered where he was since he should be back from the park already so I went back to the bedroom to see if he was there when I opened the door I saw Gerard laying on the bed and when I walked closer to the bed I knew something was wrong I looked into his left hand and saw what I had dreaded I then looked into his eyes and they were filled with sadness "Gerard...what..." he looked at me and spoke those his voice was barley above a whisper "I'm sorry Frankie" "Baby don't...you cant leave me!!" I said tears filling my eyes "Its to far along...im sorry" he said as I leaned down and kissed him one last time knowing he would be dead in a few seconds when I heard him take his last breathe and I broke down. Gerard had left me and I didn't know why he did it either. I looked at him and I thought the only way I could survive was to be with him again. So I went and looked into the closet and found what I was looking for a 9 mm pistol and I looked in the barel one shot right where I wanted it. I cocked the gun once and heard it click I then walked back over to the bed and layed down next to Gerard I looked at his now flushed skin and kissed his lips one last time then put the pistol to the side of my head and took one last look at Gerard and pulled the trigger...I was going to be with Gerard now and forever. (i would also like to get feedback. thank you)