Disclaimer: NOT REAL. I SWEAR!

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He's so close. His head rests on my shoulder as we lay together, fitting together perfectly like pieces of a puzzle, as the sun sets on the horizon on top of the hill. Our black hair is messy and tangled and I can't tell whose hair is whose. The breeze caresses us as it passes, like Mother Nature was kissing our skin. I wish this could last forever, but we only have a few hours.

He shivers a bit and snuggles closer, seeking the warmth of which my skin holds. I don't want this moment to end. He's like the angel I was seeking for so long. He whispers my name and asks me if this was all real, if this was all a dream. I ask him why he would ask. " Because this is too good to be true." He answers simply.

I turn and press my lips to his, nothing sensual, just slow and caring. It's beautiful. We pull away, his lips brushing mine ever so slightly. The shawdows of trees cast a dark glow on his face, the sun make his pale skin shine a perfect gold. His honey brown eyes shiny and glazzed with happiness.

His eyes suddenly ar filled with sadness "Why us?" He asks. His voice barely audible behind hidden tears, fears that are unknown to me. I can't even answer the question, so I just think of the best answer I can think of. " Because God is angry at defying his rules, so this is our punishment." " But I don't want to go this way. Not because of something he created to punish us!" He argues. " It's ridiculous. All we have is this day to appericiate our love for one last time because this hideous diesease is going to take us away and apart."

" Why can't HE understand how much we love each other?" " I don't know." He's crying silently now, curled into a ball at my side. " No one understands. And now, we might never wake up tomorrow."

And he's right. The AIDS have taken over our body, eating away at the life we have left and tomorrow, we might never awake. That's why we're here on this hill. It's a goodbye. The sun is a remider of our impending doom, our death. " Gerard, I want you to know I love you. Even if this terrible diesease takes us away." " I love you too, Frank."