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Life Can Change When You Find Him By Leex3 Disclaimer: All fake in my sick little mind.
*** (This is all in Franks Point Of View) How much can life change when you find a little piece of paper? A lot. Here...s my story. "Okay Mikey, be right there!" I shout to my friend going up stairs into Gerard's room, asking him if he wants to come with us to get the Pizza. "Hey Gee you in here?" I knock then come in to find him not there. On his bed is some lyrics. You wanted to see them so badly. He's been saying to us how much he...s working with them. I lift up the paper. My eyes can't believe the words he's written. And the scary part is. There to me.
Boys Do Cry Everyone knew Gerard was gay. But. He likes me? A LOT. It scares me. I mean I'm Bi but...I love my girlfriend. She's amazing. But there is part of me wanting something. But I don't even know what it is. I quickly put the paper back to where I found it. I soon hear footsteps come to Gerard's door. "What are you doing in here?" Gerard asked me. "Oh, I just wanted to know if you wanted to come with us to get the pizza? Me and Mikey are going. You wanna join?" I ask him pulling out my pack of cigarettes lighting one up. "Umm...sure I'll go" Gerard said in a low tone. "Okay Lets go then!" I said grabbing his arm dragging him down the stairs laughing. Both of us. He...s got a really nice laugh. I just noticed this to... We arrive downstairs and I get my coat. I smile as we leave. Going into the cool April air. I love April the best time of the year to me. "Hey Gee?" I ask. Come on Frank you can do it. Tell him! "Yeah?" Gerard said to me lighting up himself a cigarette. I smile. "You look nice today" I smile again. I notice a smile creep on your pale lips. Wait when did I notice his LIPS?! "Really?" He said in a kind of excited voice. "Yeah...you do." I said in a low voice. I can see Gerard is happy now. I'm glad I made him happy. Wow...he has a nice smile to. Wait...what the fuck am I thinking? Do I like Gerard? I mean I know I used to but I guess I still do? I'm really confused. I mean Amy never held me a door. She never said I looked nice. She wasn't there for me in high school when I was getting beat up all the time. No, Gerard was there for me. For everything he was there. I looked at him one more time as he jumped into the car. He looks pretty hot jumping. I never noticed seeing the only time he does is when he is on stage and I'm to busy rolling on the floor. Ha ha. I just noticed something. I can't stop thinking of Gerard. He...s my last thought when I go to sleep. My first thought when I wake up. I'm in love with Gerard Way. We arrive at the pizza place. I let Gerard out. Damn, that boy has a nice ass. There's not use of trying to stop myself anymore. I'm in love with Gerard Way. I need to break up with Amy. I really do... We get the pizza and bring it back in the car. I let Gerard in. Damn his ass.... Gerard puts his head on my shoulder. I smile. I love it. To feel him. For him to feel me. His skin on mine. I just love it all. We arrive home and we go inside the house. All three of us share it. Its warm. Its cozy. It's really loud to. But I love every minute of it. "Be right back guys" I said as I jogged up to my room to get my cell phone. I pick it up and dial her number
riiinggg 'Hi, you reached Amy, leave a message.' "Hey Amy, it's Frank. Were DONE. I can't live my life with someone I don't love." I hang up. I'm not hurt or sad for her. It sucks for her ! HA HA. I rush downstairs and see Gerard watching TV cuddled up on the couch watching a movie. I sit next to him. I also notice Mikey isn't here. "Hey Gee? Where...s Mikey?" I asked getting more close to him. "He went to see Alex." He said and sighed. "What...s wrong?" I ask "I feel alone. I mean...everyone has a girl...but me.." He said with his eyes getting a little glossy. "No." I said in a EXTREMELY low tone. "What was that?" he asked looking at me. I sigh, "I broke up with Amy." I said to Gerard looking into his eyes. Getting more close. I'm touching him now. He looks shocked. "Why?! I thought you to were doing so well?" He asked like he cared. I knew he didn't. I smile knowing he wouldn't want to hurt me. "Because," I said. "Why?" He said looking at me. "Because I wanna do this." I said as I shift my body so I'm on top of Gerard. I kiss him with full passion. Like how me and Amy used to. Yeah we kissed. But only like on the cheek. This feels right to me. Right as I've ever was. The kiss ends. I'm still on top of him. He looks so shocked right now. "Ummm..." He was so shocked for words. "I know you want me." I whisper in his ear. Sending them down his spine. "And I want you to." I whisper kissing him again getting up. Gerard still didn't move. He...s really shocked I see this. But I guess I would be to if the man your in love with just made out with you to. "H-h-how did y-y-you know?" He said stuttering. He...s so cute when he does that. "I read what you wrote today. And I'm glad I did" I said to him kissing his cheek. "Frank?" Gerard asks. "Yeah?" I said. "Will you go out with me?" He asked me that question I've been wanting to hear for a LONG time. The question has finally left his soul. Left his lips, into the air for me to hear. I smile big. Really big. "Yeah Gee. I will." I said kissing him hard once again. Cuddling with him. "You know in the song 'Cemetery Drive'? The lyrics '-and the collision of your kiss made me so hard,' was to you because when we got drunk we made out with each other and damn it got me HARD" Gerard said to me laughing kissing my lips lightly. "Really now?" I ask looking up at him. "Yep" He said sticking out his tongue. Haha. "Good," I said moving to I'm at eye level with him. "Because it made me hard to." I said feeling up and down at his crotch. He let a soft moan leave his beautiful lips. "Mmmm...Gee I wanted to make you moan like that for a long time." I said kissing his neck sucking it softly.
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