Disclaimer: I do not own any members of MCR. This story is just supposed to be something for you to read...NONE OF IT IS TRUE!....ok? good...dont sue me

CHAPTER 1

"NO! NO NO NO NO NO! You cant make me go!!!"

Thats what I said then, but she didnt care, my mom would never let me be right about anything, not even the fact that I had found the love of my life. She always had to be right, no matter what it meant she had to say, she was always going to be right. To her, it was good for us to move to New Jersey, it was good for us to start a new life. I was fine with my old life, it was hers that had been screwed up. Just because her boyfriend rapped her and went to jail dosent mean that we had to move across the country. But I guess I just have to deal with it...now back to the story.

"Jennifer Ann!! You will get your lazy ass up right now and you will get ready for school! Your not going to be late on your first day!" "But mom! cant my first day just be tomorrow? Lets just say that i got sick from being nervous about starting a new school!" "Jennifer! I will not take that nonsence! You will get up right now! Dont make me have to use force!"

That was it, my mom was fed up with me being so lazy. I cant beleive what she did...do all moms get super soakers and spray their children with freezing water first thing in the morning? Or is it just her? I hate it when she does that to me, it make me want to get up and take a nice hot shower..and I always do. Why do moms have such great morning tricks to get their kids up? I hate it.

"MOM!!! Now my bed is all wet! my sheets, my pillows, ME!" "Oh Jenny, you'll get over it. Now get up and take your shower!"

I got up and walked around the house looking for a towel. Every time I needed something it was no where to be found. Once I finally got my towel, I was heading upstairs for the bathroom when the phone rang. I was running back down the stairs to go answer it, but my mom got their first. She told me to go take my shower, and she would handle the phone situation. So I just went back to the stairs and turned on the water. It felt so good after being sprayed with that frezing cold water. After I ogt out of the bathroom, I went back to my own room and i got dressed and ready for school. I was wearing my black high top converse, my stupid plad skort that went to my knees, and my black button up blouse with a black tie. I put on a coat jacket and i was off to school. I hate uniformes. They were one of the things that i wanted to just destroy, just take them off of the face of the earth. But I knew that just one girl couldnt do it, so I just followed the rules...mixed them up a little bit with the tie and black blouse instead of white...but I still followed them.

I got to school a few minutes before the first bell rang, so I decided to just go to the office and get things settled so that I wouldnt be that terribly late to all of my classes. I walked up the stepps and went inside to find a group of boys standing in front of the cafeteria. One of them had long black shaggy hair...a very pale boy, and one of them had an afro. They all were like me, I could tell, because they didnt have their shirts tucked in...some of them had stained shirts on...and a few of them had their ties on very loosely. I decided to walk up to them and ask where the office was, since they were just standing there and I needed some type of direction.

"Umm...hi, im Jenny, im new here and I wanted to know if one of you could show me where the office was..." I felt like a total fool just randomly walking up to them...mostly 'cause they just stopped talking and stared at me. I felt a little better when one of them actually started to talk back, it was the one with the long black shaggy hair...the pale boy. "Uhh...yeah...I'll show you where it is. Uhh...guys, just stay here...I'll be back in a minute" "thanks" I said as we started to walk off.

Then, to my surprise, the boy actually started to talk to me. "Um..hi, im Gerard..." he said it in a cautious tone, like he wasnt sure if i was gonna talk back. "Hi, im Jenny" I said while reaching for his hand that he was holding out to shake. "Sooo...your new here? What grade are you in?" he asked..bitting his lip a little bit...he looked like he forgot that he was taking me to the office. "Yeah, im in 12, im a senior...You?" "Same here" he said. "Well Jenny, heres the office..go on ahead and do what you gotta do...and dont look the lady straight in the eye...she might kill you" he siad in a joking kind of voice. "Fine then, but if she asks me why im not looking at her, im gonna blame it allll on you!" I said to him, in a joking tone of voice. "Fine, I want to see that happen, so you know what, im gonna wait right out here and watch through the window on the door...you better not look her in the eyes!" he said, still in a joking manner.

I walked in the office and handed the lady at the desk my papers. I decided to just play along with what Gerard had said to me, so I didnt look her in the eye. "Okay there Jenny, heres your schedule...if you need any help finding any of your classes..just ask that boy that is staring at us through the window" she said, pointing to Gerard. "Okay, thank you." I turned and walked back to Gerard. As soon as I got out of the room I broke down laughing. "Whats so funny?" he asked me. I looked up into his eyes and said in a matter-of-faculty type of voice, mimicing the woman at the desk "If you need any help finding any of your classes, just ask the boy that is staring at us through the window" as soon as a said that, to my surprise, mr. pale boy Gerard started to blush a little.

"Okay then Gerard, looks like your my tour guide...where are my classes?" He looked at me a little surprised that I had just kind of demanded that he showed me my classes. "What? This is a big place, and I dont want to get lost...I think you better help me, just like the lady said..." "Fine, but first you have to come back with me so that I can introduce you to the guys and tell them where I'm going" "Thats fine with me." I said back to him, crossing my arms.

We both walked back to the boys that he was hanging out with earlier, and they stared at him with a wtf look on their faces for bringing me back.

"Guys, this is Jenny...The girl in the office told me to help her find her classes so I have to go with her." They all kind of stared at him...and then the afro boy gave me his hand to shake it. "Hi Jenny, I'm Ray..." "Nice to meet you Ray" I said, giggling that he had introduced himself. "Oh yeah, Jenny, this is Ray, as you now know...this is Mikey, Frank, and Bob" he said pointing to all of them. "Hi..." thats all that i said back, feeling kind of stupid...so i waved too. "Okay kid, lets go! Give me that schedule that you have!"

I handed Gerard my schedule as we walked off, and he just stopped where he was and stared at the schedule, pointing at the classes on the sheet of paper. "What?! I thought you were gonna take me to my classes!" I said to him, as he stood there. "We have all of our classes together...so do you know what that means?" he said getting a little excited. "No I dont know what that means, are you gonna tell me?" "It means that I dont have to waste my talking time and show you around the school, you just follow me around, and you'll be fine! Now...lets go back to the guys, your boring" he said...joking at the last part. I stuck my tongue out at him as we turned around and walked back to the guys. Gerard told them that I had all of his classes, and then Frank blurted out "Lucky!" in a childish voice...so of course, I stuck my tongue out at him too.

CHAPTER 2

Right after we left the guys Gerard started to talk to me as we walked, "So...where did you come from little missy?" he asked me. I couldnt help but giggle at his little question, but then I decided to answer him. "Well...if you must know, I came from California. What a surprise, right?" "Well, it actually is quite a surprise..you came from all the way across the country, you came on time to school on your first day, on time, and you had no problem talking to people that you dont even know...a group of boys none the less." he said in a matter-of-faculty type of voice. "Well, I didnt want to come to school today, my mom made me, and she made me come on time...and I didn't have a problem talking to you guys because you looked like the sort of people that I would get along with. You looked shaggy-ish, you dont have the uniforms on like a nerdy boy that is perfect, and you were the only people around, so I HAD to ask you...so ha!" "Okay then miss Cali Girl...how exactally did your mom MAKE you get up and MAKE you come to school early?" he asked me. I was a little shy answering that question, because the fact that an 18 year old had to be sprayed with a super soaker by her mother is kind of embarrasing. "Well...my mom is a very weird person, she has her ways to make me get up in the morning, and one of them is squirting me with frezing water in a super soaker...and thats the way that she did it today." Gerard laughed a little and I asked him what was so funny. "If you think about it, like, try to picture it, a girl in her pajamas, sleeping, getting sprayed with frezing water with a super soaker by their mother...thats kinda funny" he siad, still giggling.

We made our way to the classroom and Gerard stood outside of the door. "This is it...are you gonna come in?" he asked me, I think he knew what i was thinking about...just turning around and walking away...not even bothering going to class...but I had to go in...so I did.

When we got in the classroom, Gerard took his seat, in the back of the room, away from everyone else. The teacher walked up to me and said "Are you the new student?" I nodded my head and he then introduced me to the class.

"Class...this is..." "Jenny" I said, helping him out a little since he never asked me my name. "This is Jenny...she is a new student, and by what I've heard, she is here from California" He then turned to me, and quietly said "Im not one of those teachers who is going to make you explain everything about yourself in front of the class... now go sit by whoever looks interesting, and you can talk to them and get to know them, instead of everyone...cause I know for a fact that not everyone in here will get along with everyone"

After he said that, I went and I sat down next to Gerard. He turned to me and smiled, and then continued with a drawing that he was working on.

"Hey look! The new girl is sitting with the emo freak boy!"

Gerard turned his head and shot the girl an evil look, and I looked at him confused.

"Uh...I dont usually talk to alot of people besides the guys that I was hanging around with earlier...actually...they are the only ones at this school that I talk to willingly, I never talk to teachers...I argue with them, and if I do talk, then its cause they make me." he said, which explained everything. "Oh, so why do you talk to me?" I asked him "...just curious..." "Hmmm...I dont know... Usually if a random girl comes up to me and starts talking, I just walk away...It might have been cause...I just like...clicked with you...you looked like a person that I would get along with, so I took a chance." "Oooooo...okay"

Our first class went by like nothing...the teacher just let us talk and do whatever all day...he said that that was what he does when their is a new student...so that they can get to know some people...but it was kind of a waste, because I only talked to Gerard the whole time. ************************************** Our second lesson went by pretty much the same way. The teacher stood me in front of the class and spoke about me for a few minutes...told me to pick a seat, and then just finnished with their lesson that they had started. Actually, our second, and third class whent like that...but our 4th was just a little bit different...it was art.

I walked into the art room with Gerard and he went and took a seat and pulled out the notebook that he was drawing in earlier. I never saw what he was drawing, but maybe since this was art class I would get the chance.

"Jenny is it? Hi Jenny, im Mr. Brown, your art teacher. I know that so far all of your teachers have had you stand in front of the class and talk right?" "Yes.." I said, I wasnt quite sure where he was going with this. "Ok, well im not gonna do that, since this is art class, im gonna have you draw a picture explaining yourself, its due by the end of the week, and when its done and graded, you can stand in front of the class and present that. Everyone in here has done one...so go choose a seat, and whoever you sit with can help you, and maybe show you his or her artwork to give u an idea"

So with that being said, I walked over and took a seat next to Gerard. The teacher looked at me and then came over and wispered in my ear "Good choice of a work partner, he has excellent drawing skills." I just smiled and looked back over to Gerard.

"What did he just now say to you?" Gerard asked me with one eyebrow raised. "Earlier he told me that I had to do a drawing about my personality and what im like and its due by the end of the week, then he told me to go choose a seat and whoever I sit by can show me theirs, and give me some ideas about how to do it," Gerard nodded and i continued, "When I came over here and sat by you he said that I chose a good partner and that you have excellent drawing skills." Gerard looked at me and nodded his head and said "What does he mean partner? He hasnt told us anything about partners....I guess he gave you a hint to an upcomming assignment. Whatever...I guess you want to see my personal drawing assignment thing that I did..." "Yes please" I said with a childish smile on my face. Gerard pulled out his sketchbook and flipped through the pages...the teacher was right, he was an excellent drawer. He turned to a page with alot of different things on it.

"This is it." he said to me smiling, admiring his work. "Wow, its beautiful" I said to him, also admiring his work.

"Yeah...I know its really dark, but it explaines me. The rose is for love...and its bleeding, like a broken heart...its a long story about what happened... and the little monkeys in the corner are just some cheesy character that i came up with...he is called the breakfast monkey!" when he started talking aobut the breakfast monkey, he started to act a little childish. "Im hoping to one day turn him into a commic book...or maybe a tv show." "Thats cute." I said, looking at the little monkeys. "and the swirls and the music notes all over the page represent my love for music...I kind of would like to be in a band...I think that it would be really fun" he said. The page was beautiful. This is the best that I can explain it to you. A large black rose in the middle of the page with red blood comming out of the pedals, the blood was very noticable. Then all around it were swirls with a few music notes mixed into them, then in the four corners of the page were little monkeys. They looked really cute.

"You should get started on yours...what are you thinking about drawing?" he asked me...looking away from his paper that I was still staring at. "Oh, umm... I dont know...im kinda thinking about doing something a little like yours. I can make it with like...butterflys and swirls, that say we'll fly home in the clouds...and like..out of the swirls I can have little hearts...or little broken hearts..or both... and then back down on the ground i can have like...the world...so its like the butterflys are just flying away, just away from it all." "I bet that would look good...what would it mean? Cause you should explain it to me, because it would be good practice for explaining it in front of the class." "Okay...the butterflys and the we'll fly home would represent me like...going back home, back to california, where all of my friends and my family are...I dont know anyone here except for you, Frank, Ray, Bob, and Mikey..." he nodded a little while I tryed to explain it to him. "The swirls can be like...just to show that theyre actually moving, like..just to take up a little room and decorate the page...and the hearts and broken hearts in them would be the love and hate here in Jersey and back in California. Back in Cali, I've been in love, and I've been heartbroken, im guessing that its kinda like what you went through..." Gerard lowered his head a little when I said that, and he looked like he was holding back tears. "I loved her so much...but she just left me...its been hard getting over her..." he said in a wisper "Its okay...you can talk to me. If you want to talk to a girl, then now you have me, and if you want to talk to a guy, then you have one of the guys from earlier...okay?" He nodded his head and then gave me a big hug. "Even though I just met you today.." he began "I know for sure that we are gonna be great great friends. Its always good to have someone to talk to about things... thank you." I gave him a big hug back and siad "Who knows...we might become like...LOVERS!" I was joking, and it made him laugh. I could tell that for a few minutes, he would forget about the whole girl thing.

CHAPTER 3

At the end of the week, my drawing was done and colored. The drawing looked a lot better then I had expected. Instead of making everything look neat and perfect, u made absolutely every line straight, none of them were curved, so the swirls weren't like circles, they were like triangles, diamonds, and squares. It looked so awesome, and then when i presented it to the class, everyone just stared, not saying anything, blank expressions across every face, except for Gerards, he had a big smile on, showing that he was proud of all my hard work.

Even though I had only known Gerard for less than a week, I completely trusted him with everything, and I think he felt the same way with me. He came over to my house once or twice to help me with my drawing, and I would hang out with him and the guys a couple days after school. Actually, Im supposed to hang out with them today too...they said that where were going is a surprise, so they wont tell me. They suck. The other days when we would hang out, we went to some pretty weird places. Once we went to a cemetary, for no apperant reason, just to hang out and see the designes one the tombstones, and the other time we went to see a movie. Thats all...just 2 random places. But, I just keep thinking about where we are going today, and why wont they tell me!?

"Gerard?" I said to him, in the middle of science. "Yes? What do you want little missy?" That was his nickname for me, I have no idea why, but ever since my first day at this school, he had been calling me little missy. "Why wont you or the guys tell me where we are going to hang out today?" He looked at me with a weird face, I cant explain it, but it just made me stare into his eyes. I had never noticed how beautiful his eyes were. I think he noticed that I was staring into his eyes, cause of the way that I kinda jumped a little when he began to talk again. "We wont tell you because its a surprise. All that I can tell you is that its some place that you have never been to before" I was looking at him with a questioning look on my face when he remembered something. "Oh yeah, and on the way there, were gonna have to blind fold you" "What?! Why do you have to blindfold me?!" I almost yelled at him. The teacher looked at us, so we turned back to our books and he wispered, leaning into me "Because you cant know how to get there. Its a surprise and you cant know where were going or how to get there, so just stop bugging me about it."

At lunch, we all went outside and sat at a bench underneath a big tree, like we always did. "So Jenny, are you gonna be ready for your little surprise after school today?!" Frank asked me, with an excited voice. "Well, I dont know, will I be ready? Or will I have to go home and change or get something before we go, since you guys wont tell me, I just dont know" "Yeah, I think she'll be ready" Ray said, smiling. "Why wont you just tell me where we are going?!" I yelled, getting kinda mad, not really though. "Because little missy, its a surprise. You cant know anything aobut it until it happens, now just drop it and eat your food" Gerard siad. I sighed and began to eat my food, hopeing that the end of the day would just hurry up and come so that I would know what their stupid surprise was.

Finally, the day was over. As soon as the bell rang saying that the day was over, I ran over to Gerard, and jumped on his back. He held onto me and started walking. "So, whats my surprise?!" I asked him, I just couldnt wait until it came. "Just wait like...20 minutes max okay?" I jumped off of his back, and started to walk next to him. "So whos car are we taking? Or can you not tell me that either?" I asked him, playing around. "We are taking my car of course. What a stupid question!" "Well mr. obvious, theirs 6 people going, and your car only fits 5, so where are we all gonna sit?" "Whos lap do you want to sit on?" My mouth dropped a little when he siad that, I pushed him a little and we continued to walk. "Mine it is then, I'll just get Bob to drive."

We got to the car and all of the other guys were waiting for us "Finally your here! god! what took you guys so long!?" Ray yelled from the other side of the car. "Well, we were discussing the whole seating situation." Gerard began, "It looks like Bob is gonna have to drive so that little miss Jenny over here can sit on my lap, cause there isnt enough room for everyone, and someon has to make sure that she dosent peek while were driving." "Okay dude...so, do u want to blindfold her now or when she gets seated and all settled in?" Frank asked, waving the blindfold around. "You guys can do it once I get seated and ready, im not gonna hit my head getting into this small ass car" I said.

We all got into the car, I sat on Gerards lap, and he turned me sideways so that he could see my face and not just my back. "Okay, are you ready?!" he asked me, excitement in his voice. "Yeah, I guess so, just dont mess with me when im blindfolded, remember now, I may not be able to see, but I can still hear you, and feel you guys, so dont mess with me!" "Fine then, that just ruined the ride there." Gerard said, teasing me. He blindfolded me, and then the car began to move. At the first stoplight, Bob slammed on the brakes, and I hit the seat in front of me, which Mikey was sitting in. "Gerard! Hold her or something, I could feel that through the seat!" "Fine! shut up!" he yelled back at his little brother. Soon after Mikey said that, actually just a few seconds later, I could feel Gerards arm going around my waist. "Is this good, or are you still gonna fly into Mikey every time we stop?" he asked me. "Uhh... I dont know, I still might, im not sure. "Fine then" he said back to me, and he put his other arm around my waist too. "OoOoOo..look at that! Gerards hugging Jenny! Their so cute together!" Ray said teasing us. I could feel one of Gerards arms let go of me, and then he leaned over a little bit. I think he punched Ray, cause right after he leaned back and put his arm back around me, Ray yelled "Ow!!! Man, that frekin hurt!" I laughed a little and then Bob continued to drive when the light turned back to green.

"Were here!" Bob yelled from the front of the car, opening the door. I tryed to pull off the blindfold, but Gerard wouldnt let me. "No way! Your not taking that off until I say so!" he said to me, pushing my hand away from it. "Well how am I supposed to get out of the car?!" I said back to him. "Mikey! Come here!" he yelled to Mikey. "Help Jenny get out of the car, I cant, she's sitting on me with her FAT BUTT!" I tryed to hit him when he said that, but he grabbed my arm and said no.

As soon as I got out of the car, someone picked me up and put me over there shoulder. "Whos holding me!?" I yelled. "Ray is! now shut up or im gonna make him drop you!" Gerard yelled back, so I just relaxed as he walked into the house with me over his shoulder. He went down some stairs, and then eventually he sat me down, and Gerard came over and took off my blindfold. I was sitting in someones basement..I think...and all around me was band equiptment. Their were 2 electric guitars, a bass, a drum set, and a microphone stand about 5 feet away from me, and then there wer about 5 or 6 large speakers set up around the room. "Whats going on?" I asked, completely confused. "We are trying to start a band, but we want to know if we are any good. We know a few songs, and yeah, I just thought that we should run them by you to see if you like them, then after we can go to the park or somehting." He said, waiting for me to answer him. "Okay, that sounds cool." "Good...Okay guys, which song do you want to play first?" "Lets play Honey this mirror...blah blah blah...i like that song!" Frank yelled from his guitar. "honey this mirror blah blah blah?" I said looking at Gerard. "Its supposed to be Honey this mirror isnt big enough for the two of us, but its really long, so he says blah blah blah at the end." "Oh, okay" I said back, smiling. They began to play and I just stayed in my seat listining to the music, and then, once again, I started to stare into Gerards beautiful eyes. I couldnt help it, and then finally I snapped out of it. "And you can cry all you want to I dont, CARE HOW MUCH! you invest yourself in me!" Gerard sang. I loved his voice, it sounded so good. So, in the week that I have known him, I found out that he has all of my classes, he is an excellent artist, and that he is in a band, and that he is a really good singer. "So...do you like it?" He asked me when the song was over. Yeah, that sounds so cool. Whats next?" I said to him. "Well, were just gonna play one more song for you, and then were all gonna go to the park." he said. "Okay then, which one?" I said. He turned around and said "Should we play demolition lovers next?" everyone nodded, and you could hear a few 'sure's or 'whatever's. This song, oh my god, I just completely fell in love with it. It was so...I dont know how to explain it, I just loved it. While they were playing, I was listining to the words, and then I thought I'll let you know just how much you mean to me? where did he get those lyrics from...what is his inspiration? The song was then over, and Gerard asked me once again if I liked it. "Gerard, I love that song, its beautifull!" I said back. A giant smile spread across his face, and he said "Okay, thats all for today then, lets go to the park."

Frank and Bob said that they were going to go to the movies, cause there was a really cool new one out that they wanted to see, I forgot what it was called though. Ray said that he had to go home and do homework cause his mom would kill him if he got another F, so he was gonna bring it up to a D, and Mikey said that he was tired, and he just didnt feel like going to the park. So it was just me and Gerard left.

"Are you gonna leave to? or can we go to the park like I was planning?" he asked me. "Nope, im good, lets go"

We walked to the park together, and once we got there, we just sat on some nearby swings. "Gerard...when I was listining to demolition lovers, I was thinking." I said to him, swinging kinda low. "Thats good, everyone should think once in a while" he said, stopping his swing completely. "So whats on your mind?" he asked me. "Well... the words to that song, their just so beautiful, like...'I'll let you know just how much you mean to me'...where do you come up with these words?" He turned so that he was looking into my eyes, and I was looking into his, I didnt completely forget about everything that time though...I was still listining to him while looking into his eyes that time. "Actually...the song was kinda for you..." he said, struggling to get the words out. "Jenny, I like you, I have since the first time I saw you, I trust you, and I feel like we could be together forever, I loved it when i got to hold onto you in the car today, and I was so nervous playing infront of you earlier." he said, looking away a little bit, like he was nervous. I didnt know what to say, so I didnt say anything, I just did the first thing that came to mind. I leaned in and gave him a kiss. Just a peck, it only lasted a second, but as soon as i pulled away, he leaned in and gave me another one, only this one lasted longer. "Soo..." he said, "Do you have a boyfriend?" he asked me. "I think I do now." I said, and as soon as those words came out of my mouth, he got a huge smile on his face, and he gave me another quick kiss.

CHAPTER 4

Afrer we finished swinging, Gerard and I got up and started to just walk around the park. He held my hand and then began to talk. "So, its your first week down here from California, you met 5 guys, and now one of them is your boyfriend, how do you feel?" I started to laugh, because he sounded like a gameshow host. "Well, I really dont know. Right now im just really really happy, and thats all that matters now isnt it?" "Yes it is" he said, and leaned in and game me a kiss on the forehead.

We walked around the park for what seemed like hours, I guess it was, because I got home around 10. I changed and went straight to bed, I couldnt wait for the next day, cause I just couldnt wait to see Gerard again.

Soon the morning came, and I went to school and found Gerard and the guys sitting on the bench that we eat lunch at. "Hey Jenny!" Bob yelled, as soon as he siad that, Gerards head shot up, and the rest of the guys yelled hi, and Gerard came over and gave me a big hug. "So, hows the cute little couple doing?" Ray asked. "Shut up" Gerard said, and then I inturrupted him and said "We're doing just fine, thank you" with a smile on my face. They all started laughing, and Gerard blushed. "I knew that you liked her" Ray said. Gerard just looked at him with a 'shut up!' look on his face, "Yeah, when you kept saying how you couldnt wait for her to come over to your house and watch us play, god, you wer like a little kid waiting for Cristmas!" Frank said, teasing him. "Yeah, and when he immeadiatly offered to take her to the office when he first met her." Mikey said, joining in on the fun. I was laughing, and then I said "Oh really, you were like a little kid waiting for Christmas?" still teasing him. Gerard turned completely red, and then he said "Hey, at least I can get the girl I want, you guys are all to nervous to even talk to anyone you like!" He had completely turned the tables on the whole, tease Gerard game, now it was tease everyone except for Gerard. "Yeah, like when Mikey liked that girl who was 3 years older then him" Frank said, laughing. "Shut up Frank! You liked my mom for like, a week!" he said, then everyone started to laugh at Frank. "Oh really now?" I said, in an interested voice. "IT WAS FOR A WEEK!!! GOD!!! you never told me that she was your mom until I stopped likeing her!! if I knew that then I would never have liked her!!"

After everyone had a good laugh or two, the bell rang, and Gerard and I went to our first class, and everyone else went their seperate ways. "Soo..." he began, "Do you wanna hang out after school today? You can come over to my house again if you want." "Are you gonna blind fold me again this time?" I asked...looking at him. "Maybe..maybe not. So do you wanna come over?" "Sure." I said, walking into the classroom. "Good" he said, leaning in for a kiss. "Hey look!! The FREAKS like eachother!!!" a girl yelled from the other side of the class. It was the same girl from on my first day, the one that said the new girl is sitting by the emo goth freak. "Shut the fuck up Samantha!" Gerard yelled back. "What did you just say to her?" some tall blonde dude asked walking over to Gerard. "You heard me, I just told your girlfriend to shut the fuck up! Do you have a problem with that?" Gerard said, staring at the boy. "Actually I do. Never, and I mean NEVER talk to my girl like that! Ill let you off this time Way, but if you EVER speak to her like that again, then I might just have to teach you a lesson." he said, pointing his finger in Gerards face. "Really? You can actually teach someone something? I thought that you were to stupid to do that." Gerard said back.

"Boys!! Stop that! or am I gonna have to change someones schedule?" said the teacher. "And I know for a fact that you dont want me to do that, 'cause both of you are in this class, and both of you sit right next to your girlfriends. So just sit down and drop it, or your gonna get your schedules changed!" Gerard and the jock guy both sat down. "Is that seriously his punishment? he changes your schedule? he wont give us detentions or anythig?" I asked Gerard. "Yepp, he knows who is a couple, and who are good friends, he is a crewl man." Gerard said, laughing a little.

Our first, second, and third class all went normally, except for the little jocks/girlfriend incident. At lunch, we wer all sitting down, same spot as usual, under the tree at the bench. "So, when are you guys gonna do it?" Frank asked. Gerard threw his bread at him, and then just grabbed my hand again. I loved holding Gerards hand. It was just so perfect when I was with him, like no one could ever seperate us, except for Frank and his stupid questions, but that was only for a second. "What?! I was just asking!" Frank said, wipeing off the crumbs from the bread.

When art came, we all went and sat in our usual seats, but then the teacher came in and gave us a new assignment. I was kinda surprised..It was a big assignment, and I was so happy that I got to do it with Gerard. "Okay class, now, look at the person that you are sitting by." I looked at Gerard, and he looked at me, then everyone in the class looked at who they were sitting by. "Now, that person is your partner for this assignment. What you are to do is take a peice of MY paper..." His paper was big...and it was black. I loved using the teachers paper, cause your drawing always came out in black and white, and it was always big, his paper was about, 3 feet by 3 feet, and he only let us use it about once every other week. "Now, what I want you to do, is make a drawing. You and your partner must work together to make a drawing that you both like. It can be about anything at all, but make it look good, cause im gonna hang them up in the teachers lounge, with no names on them, and im gonna have the teachers vote on whichever one they like best. The one that they choose will be brought back to the class, whoever made it has to come up to me, and I will give them some white spray paint, and what I want those people to do is paint their drawing on the wall outside of my class. This is the chance for you to have something that you like on a wall of the school, and I have already talked to the principal about it, draw whatever you want, but no nudity please, unless it has a meaning. And if you want to explain your picture, then write it in a white pencil on the side, but make it go with the drawing, cause you will have to paint the words on too."

Everyone in the class started to talk as soon as he was done with the directions. Everyone got up to get a peice of paper from the teacher, and then sat back down at their table. I could hear a few people talk about what they were gonna draw. "Hey, lets make some stick people talking, it'll be funny, and the teachers might like it" A couple of guys said from across the room. "Lets make some hearts, and some dots...make them look like glittler. And maybe some stars, and jewlery!" Said a couple of girls across the room. They were chearleaders, they were wearing the uniform.

"What do you want to make?" Gerard asked me. "Okay, I have an idea...just let me explain it, and tell me if you like it or not okay?" I said. "Sure thing little missy" He siad back, and then started to lean his head on his hand. "Well, why dont we do something like...a big heart in the middle, but with a wooden spike going through it, or thorns wrapped around it, or something like that, and then we can have...some lyrics for demolition lovers on the sides, like just the lyrics, and they fade out in the middle and the heart goes on the faded out spot." "That sounds great!" Gerard said. "Lets do the heart with thorns. You do the heart, I'll do the lyrics, and we can both do the thorns together" he said.

Gerard started to write the lyrics, but he didnt write anything, he just looked at the paper. "What?" I said. "Which lyrics should we put?" "Hmm..." I said. "lets put: Hand in mine into your icy blues, and then I'd say to you we can take to the highway, with this trunk of ammunition too, I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets." I siad. "The very begining? Actually, I really like that. Your such a smart girl, you know that little missy?" "Now I do" I said back, smiling. Gerard gave me a peck on the forehead and began to write.

CHAPTER 5

By the end of the week, we were done with the assignment. The teacher held up all of them for the class to see what their competition was, but he didnt say any names. When he held up ours, everyone just stared at it. "I bet thats the one that the goth emo freaks did!" a girl yelled from the other side of the room. "Well, I dont care who did it, I really like it, and I'm voting for this one!" the teacher said.

It was Friday. The weekend was here, cause art had just finished, so it was now officially the weekend. "So, do you wanna come hang over at my house again?" Gerard asked me. "Sure. What do you want to do?" I asked him. "Well, I would like to have a serious makeout session, and see where things go from there, but we will probably be interrupted by Mikey saying that he wants to borrow my cd player or something like that." Gerard said, which made me laugh a little. "You know what I just noticed?" I said, grabbing Gerards hand. "What did you notice?" he asked me. "I noticed that we havent had a serious makeout session yet. We really need to fix that." I said, which made him smile.

When we got to Gerards house, he carried me into the house, like we just got married. When he got in, he yelled "MOM! were home!!! I brought Jenny with me!!! Were gonna go hang out in my room for a little bit!" "Wow, you just pretty much told her what were planning" I said. "Shut up and lets go" he said back.

When we got into Gerards room, he layed me down on the bed, and then sat over me, his face right over mine, he was on his hands and knees, so he wasnt even touching me. "So, are you just gonna lay there? or do you wanna have our first official makeout session?" he asked me. "Well.." I began, "Did you lock the door, or is Mikey gonna walk in on us?" I asked him. "the doors locked, and the windows are closed securley, wer all good." he said. I laughed a little, and then just quickly reached up and began kissing him. Just an innocent kiss, but then it started to get harder, and then I opened my mouth, giving his tongue access to search my mouth. And it quickly entered. We just layed there, kissing, for what seemed like hours, but really, it was only a few minutes. We had to stop to breathe. When we finally stopped, Gerard said one word. "Wow." is what he siad. "U like?" I asked him. "Oh yeah." he siad back. The way that he said it made me laugh. "Lets go somewhere, im hyper now." I said. "Lets go to the movies...allloooottt of stuff happens there." He siad back. "okay then, lets go mr. horny boy" Gerard blushed when I said that, I think its cause I called him mr. horny boy...but who cares.

We got to the movies, and Gerard went to buy tickets. "What do you want to see?" he asked me. "Does it really matter? Cause I dont think your even gonna be watching the movie, but thats just me." I said. "Fine, I'll just randomly choose one then" he said. We got the tickets, and went into the theatre. We got the seat in the farthest back, in the darkest spot. "Well, there arent alot of people in this place are there?" I said. "Thats a good thing" He said back. Actually, I noticed about 5 minutes after the movie started, that we were the only people in the theatre. The people that worked there knew that too, so they didnt bother walking in, cause they knew that if we were talking, we wouldnt be interrupting anyone. Halfway through the movie, Gerard and I were in another hard makeout session. Gerards hands were going everywhere, up my sides, down my sides, up my shirt, and now they were starting to go down my pants. I stopped him when he got to my underwear. "Gerard..." I said. "Yeah?" he asked me. "Dont stick your hands down my pants in a movie theatre, wait till we get back to your house." "Fine, if I have to" he said back, making me laugh a little. "Do you wanna just skip the movie and go back to my house then? cause its kinda boreing me..." he said. "Sure, lets go, but remember, no getting in my pants till we get to your house." "Fine...mom" he said. Laughing a little.

Durring the car ride home, I was playing around with Gerard a little, teasing him...you can say. "Sooo...what do you wanna do to me when we get back to your house?" I said. "Dont tease me" he said back, which made me start to laugh a little. "Well....I'll tease you if I wanna tease you. Its just fun like that." I said back to him. "Please dont, it isnt nice to tease" "No it isnt, its very naughty...but im a naughty girl" I said back to him. "Are you gonna teach me a lesson when we get back to your house? or will I just keep on being bad?" I asked him, starting to run my hand up and down his leg. "Your teasing me! thats soooo not fair! Your making me wait, and now your rubbing it in my face. Stupid red light." He said, getting mad at the red light. "You never answered my question" I began, "are you gonna teach me a lesson, or am I just gonna keep on being bad?" I asked him, grabbing onto his leg alittle bit harder the earlier. "Oh yeah, im gonna teach you a lesson" he said.

A few minutes later we got back to his house, he hurried up and got out of the car, but I just sat there. He ran around to the other side, and opened my door. "Why are you just sitting there?!" he asked me, I could tell that I was driving him crazy. "Well....Im a bad girl, and I wanna make you wait, so im not gonna get out of the car." I said back to him. "Fine, I'll just have to cary you then...AGAIN!" he said. Gerard picked me up, and carried me into his house. He set me down once we got inside, grabbed my arm, and ran to his room. As soon as he got in, he closed the door and locked it, but before he could turn back around, I grabbed his waist. He turned around, and immedeatly I kissed him. I kissed him hard, and he kissed back. He started to run his hands up my shirt, and then down to my pants. He grabbed my waist and started to push me twords the bed. The back of my legs hit the bed, and we stopped kissing. He just barely pushed me, but just hard enough to make me fall back. He pounced on top of me and started to unbutton my pants. "Gerard..." I said. "Yes?" he said back. "Roll over." As soon as those words came out of my mouth, he finished taking of my pants, and threw them to the floor. I got on top of him, and took of my shirt. I kissed his lips, then down to his neck, then his collar bone, and then I slid his shirt off of him. I kissed all the way down his chest and his stomach and he shivered alittle when I got to his pants. I unbuttened his pants, and pulled them down, revealing him in his boxers. I giggled a little and then worked my way back up to kiss his lips. he unhooked my bra, and threw it on the floor with the rest of our clothes, and then he pulled down my panties and I pulled down his boxers. "I love you Jenny" he said before entering me. "I love you too Gerard" I said, then he began. In and out he went, thrust after thrust, until we both climaxed, then we just lay there on the bed naked.

CHAPTER 6

I slept over at Gerards house all weekend, and on Sunday, he brought me home so that I could get some clothes to wear to school the next day, since I was gonna stay at his house once more. Im pretty sure that Mikey knew what we did every night in his room, since his was right next to Gerards, and since we were both so loud when we were..."doing it"...*wink wink*.

"So Jenny, when I said that I loved you the other day, it wasnt because I was about to fuck you, you know that right?" Gerard asked me. "Yeah, I know, and when I said that I loved you, it wasnt the sex talking for me either. I really do love you." I said back to him. He leaned over and gave me a quick kiss as we got out of the car and walked into his house. "Soo...Gerard....Jenny...Mikeys told us what you guys have been doing every night all weekend." Frank said, laughing a little as they walked into the house. "What did he tell you?" Gerard said...looking at Frank. "He said that you were doing it! congrats buddie!" Frank said, giveing Gerard a high-five. "And you little Jennifer...is he good? no, im just kidding, of course. Congrats kid!" Frank said hugging Jenny. He was staring at them, and then just started to laugh, and then they all started to laugh. "So, Mikey, you heard what we were doing all weekend? Why were you listining?" Gerard asked him. "I WASNT!!! its kinda hard to drown out the sounds of your brother and his girlfriend fucking with a pillow...so yeah...and I didnt wanna go bang on your door and tell you to shut up, cause then you would either get louder, or come out and punch me!" Mikey said. "Okay, just making sure you werent getting off on me and Jenny here" Gerard said, pushing his brother a little.

The next day at school went by as usual, except at lunch, that one girl from their first class walked up to Gerard and Jenny and said "Hey freaks, im just gonna tell you this now, you will not win that contest in art. Got it? If you win that, then I swear I will savatoge you and all of your little friends, and everyone in the school will hate you!" "Well, I cant help it if the teachers like our drawing. We already turned it in, and theirs nothing we can do about it, oh, and by the way, if you havent noticed, everyone in the school already hates us, so thank you!" Gerard said back, waving, as she turned around and stormed off. She was pissed, she wanted to be able to paint that wall outside of the class.

In art class, the teacher walked into the room a few minutes late, and as soon as he did, everyone sat down and got quiet, because today was the day that he was gonna announce the winner of the little contest that he had them do. "Okay class, as you all know, today im gonna tell you all who gets to paint the wall outside of our class. The teachers have voted, and the winning picture had a great number of votes. It had over twice as many votes as the second place picture. The first place picture is this one" he said, holding up the picture that Gerard and Jenny drew. "Will the creators of this picture please see me after class so that we can set a date to paint the wall."

Everyone in the class left when the bell rang, except for Gerard, Jenny, and the teacher. "I had a feeling that you would be our winning team." the teacher said. "So, when would you like to paint the wall, you can do it anytime you want, just tell me, and you can do it, I have the paint right now too, if it would be easier for you." he said. "Well...could we do it in a few minutes? I was gonna meet some of my friends out by our cars, but if I go tell them what we are doing, then we can just come back and do it today." Gerard said. "Thats fine, lets do that then" the teacher said. "I'll just stay in here until you guys get back, so please hurry, I just need to lock up the room after you get the paint, and I have to make sure that you are painting what you drew." he siad. "Okay, we'll be right back then" Gerard said, running down the hall so that he wouldnt keep his teacher waiting too long.

"Hey guys!!! me and Jenny get to paint the wall outside of the art room, so we cant go with you all today!" Gerard yelled from across the parking lot. "Can we watch you?!" Ray yelled. "Sure, whatever, come on!" Gerard yelled back, turning around running back to the classroom.

"Were back!" Gerard said, entering the art room. "Good, here are your cans of spray paint, the wall is around the corner, lets go" "oh wait, can our friends stay and watch us paint it? I never let anyone see me draw...like what im drawing until im done, and they wanna see me in action, so can they stay?" Gerard said. "Sure, just dont get into any trouble boys, and girl, im leaving now, so just throw away the cans when your done, and dont mess up!" the teacher said, walking to the parking lot. "Hey Gerard, Hey Jenny!" Bob yelled from down the hall. "Come on! were about to start!" Jenny yelled.

They finnished the painting, and then they were walking back to the parking lot, and when they got there, their cars were in different parking spots. "Dude...didnt we park across the lot?" Gerard asked. "Yeah...I was in the senior spots, now the cars are in the visitors spots...what happened to them?" Ray said. "I dont know, lets just leave, but check the car first to make sure that it wont explode on us or anything" Gerard said, kidding about the last part.

CHAPTER 7

The next day at school, the art teacher came up to Gerard and Jenny when they first got to school. "WHAT IS THAT?!" he said, pointing to the wall. Over what Gerard and Jenny had done, was black paint..so it was completely started over, and then over that, was a poster of the principal with a fake beard and mustache drawn on, and all around the wall....on other walls...not the one that they were supposed to do, was white spray paint, everywhere. "I have no idea, we didnt do that!" Gerard said. "THEN WHO DID MR. WAY?!" he said back. "I have no idea!!! I wouldnt do that! and neither would Jenny!!! we did our painting, and then we went back to the parking lot, but when we got there, our cars were in different spots, so we ignored it and went home! so that wasnt us!!!" Jenny said. "WELL YOU BETTER FIND OUT WHO IT WAS! CAUSE RIGHT NOW EVERYONE THINKS THAT YOU DID IT, INCLUDING ME!" the art teacher said back. "Okay, I have an idea...hows about you just go to the office and check the cameras to see who did it?" Gerard said to the teacher. " Good idea mr. way! lets all go now! I'll give you a pass to class." he said, walking them to the office with him.

fastforward till they find out who did it, it was samantha and her boyfriend, now theyre in the office being questioned by the police

"So, Samantha, why did you and James do that?" the officer asked. "We thought that we could get away with it and blame it on Gerard and Jenny, but it didnt work." Samantha said. "Your right, it didnt, now your punnishment is that you are expelled from this school, and you will owe a fine of $50, and you have 5 hours of community service each." the officer siad. He called their houses and told their parents, who of course, were very very pissed at their kids. {A.N. yeah, I made that short, sweet, and to the point...lol}

Over the next week or so, Gerard, Jenny, Frank, Mikey, Bob, and Ray would always hang out, and Jennys mom started to get a little annoyed that she was gone all the time, so once when Jenny was at the park with the guys, in a total makeout session with Gerard, her mom called her cell phone.

(J=Jenny M=mom)

J=Hello?

M=Hello? Jenny, where are you sweetie? I havent seen you since yesterday, and yesterday I only saw you for a few minutes, then you were off with those boys again.

J=Mom, im fine, im with the guys. And I know I havent seen you in a while, or spent time with you in a while, but im getting older, im in love, and im spending time with my friends. Im an adult now mom, so I'll just see you later, ok? im gonna go now, bye.

M=NO JENNY YOUR NOT GONNA GO NOW! Im your mother! why wont you just talk to me!

J=Can we just talk later? Im kinda busy right now.

M=How are you busy? Who are "the guys" anyways? You never talk to me anymore

J=MOM! the guys are Gerard, Ray, Frank, Bob, and Mikey, and im busy with them ok? I know that we dont talk that much anymore, but can I please just go? I promise I'll come home tonight if you let me go, and then we can talk all you want.

M=NO! and what did you mean earlier that your in love?

J=YEAH MOM! im 18 now! I have a boyfrined, and I LOVE HIM! ok! im spending time with the guy that I love more than anything and you keep interrupting it! can I just go now!!?

M=Jenny!!! you arent in love!!! we've only been in Jersey for a little over a month!!! How are you in love?!

J=Mom! I'll talk to you when I get home, im leaving now, bye

Jenny hung up the phone, and then faced Gerard. "You love me more then anything?" He asked her. "Yeah, I do" she said, leaning in for anther total makeout session.

CHAPTER 8

Jenny got home that night and found her mom sitting on the couch in front of the door waiting for her. "What are you doing mom?" Jenny asked. Her mom said nothing. "Mom, why arent you talking?" Jenny said, takeing a step closer to her mom in the dark room. "Mom, your scareing me, why are you sitting alone in a dark room?" Jenny said. She walked over and turned on the lights, and found her mom sitting on the couch. she had a towel wrapped loosely around her wrists, and it was covered in blood. "MOM!!!" Jenny yelled. Jenny ran over to her mom. She was dead. "OMG!" Jenny yelled. She went to find the phone to call the police, and found a note by it. it said:

Jennifer, Im sorry that I did this, but thats what I wanted to talk to you about earlier. I have been getting calls from the prision from your father. He said that he is getting out next week and he was gonna come and kill me if I didnt do it first. I wanted to talk to you so that you could help me, but you just avoided me. Im so sorry that I did this, but hey, I put some towels on my arms, so there is no blood to clean up. Jenny, just remember, that I love you, and I always will, no matter what happens. Now, have good luck with Gerard, and the guys, and now please call the police, we dont want my bodie to sit on the couch forever now do we? Love, Jannett

Jenny called the police, and they immediately came to her house. She was talking to one of the officers, and he said "Now, your 18 correct?" "yes" Jenny siad crying. "Do you have any place that you can go and live, because your mother didnt have a will, so the house is going to go up for sale, so are you gonna try to buy it, or do you have another place to live?" he asked her. "I might have another place to live, can I have a minute to call my boyfriend please?" Jenny asked him. "Sure thing sweety. Good luck, heres the phone. " he said, handing her the phone.

Jenny called Gerard and told him everything that happened, he told him mom, and by the end of the night, Jenny was moved into Gerards house. She shared a room with him, and they shared a bed. "Now, Im not expecting you to stay off of eachother every night, but if you must "do it" then please, dont do it every night, and dont be so loud" Gerards mom said. "Oh yeah, and Jenny, call me Donna please, I just wanted to get that out of the way."

Jenny and Gerard had a rough night that night. She couldnt sleep, so she stayed up all night, just laying there cuddling with Gerard, who also stayed up all night to keep her company. The next day they didnt go to school, but Mikey did, and he told Frank, Ray, and Bob what happened, and why Gerard and Jenny werent at school.

The next month was pretty hard on Jenny. She was more depressed when Gerard wasnt right next to her. "Gerard, Your all that I have now, Please, never leave me, I'll be so scared if you leave me" she said, laying down with him, one night. "Jenny, I love you, I will never leave you." He said, back to her, tightining his grip around her.

The next day at school, Jenny was called to the office. One of her teachers thought that she should go see the school counciler. Jenny went down to the office, and she was very depressed. She got into the office, and sat down with the councilor. "So, Jenny, my name is Mr. Louis, please, can you tell me how your feeling right now?" She asked. "Sure thing" Jenny began. "Right at this very moment, im very pissed and depressed. Ive found myself being very depressed when im seperated from Gerard, and Ive also found myself getting very mad at the people that seperate us, and right now, thats you. So, can I just go back to class so that I can be with Gerard?" Jenny said, staring Ms. Louis straight in the eye, like she was gonna kill her. "Well, Jenny, no you cant go back to class, but would it help you if we had Gerard come up here to be with you?" she asked. "Yes, it would help, can you please do that." she said, still very mad at the councilor.

A few minutes later Gerard was called down to the office, where he met up with Jenny in the councilors office. "So, Jenny, Now that you have Gerard with you, can you tell me how you feel?" she asked. "I feel alot better now, im happy now, whenever im with Gerard, im safe, noone can ever hurt me, so can we just go back to class now?" she asked. "Okay, go on ahead back to class" said Ms. Louis.

CHAPTER 9

The next month went by just as usual. Gerard and Jenny fixed their painting on the side of the wall, finally, the "did it" a couple times, and they would spend the day with the guys. The guys band was so good, that they finally signed with eyeball records, and started to make more songs for their first cd.

One night, Gerard and Jenny went out to dinner, and they were holding hands the hole time, they were just so happy together. Then, out of no where, Gerard got up, and walked over to the side of the table that Jenny was at. He bent down on one knee and said "Jenny, I love you so much, and I know that you love me too. Over the few months that we've known eachother, we have been growing closer and closer every day, but every day I have been waiting for the day to come when we would get the closest anyone could ever be, and today is that day. Jenny, Will you marry me?" he siad, holding her hand, still on one knee. "Oh Gerard!" Jenny said. "Yes!! Of course!!! Yes Yes Yes!!!" she said as he slipped the ring on her finger. The ring was kinda simple..it was just a white gold ring..with 2 small diamonds, and 1 in the middle of them that was a little bigger, and heart-shapped. She loved it though.

Over the next few months, Jenny and Gerard got married, just a small wedding in their backyard, nothing special, My Chemical Romance (the band that all the guys were in) released its first cd called "I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love", and Gerard and Jenny had a honeymoon in Hawaii. They had a small wedding to have money for the honeymoon...good idea..eh?

The next few years, the band got big, and Jenny got big to, as in pregnant big. They had a daughter, and they named her Elen Way, after Gerard and Mikeys grandma, who passed away shortly after their second cd was released. They lived in a 2 story house (with basement) in Newark New Jersey, but didnt spend all that much time their, becaue Jenny would go on tour with the band while she was pregnant so that nothing happened to her, and now she just got used to it. So they got a second tour bus, it was the "family bus" as they called it.

Gerard and Jenny would look back on pictures that they took with eachother when they first started dateing, they would always remember their highschool romance, that lead into their lifelong love.

{A.N. I have no idea if im gonna make a second fanfic called my lifelong love...I might...like a sequal to this..but idk}