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Author's Note: Please include feedback. This story has 3 parts. This is part one. ENJOY!

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Ok, so there you stood, so ready for the huge surprise for your 21st birthday, from your best friend, Steller, that she had been talking about for all week long. She had the works on you and everything, blind fold and all. As she unwrapped your blindfold, there you stood in pure for in front of your eyes were 5 tickets to the up and coming concert staring The Used and My Chemical Romance. You were so happy, jumping up and down and screaming at the top of your lungs, "AHHHHH!!!!!! I GET TO SEE BERT AND GERARD!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!" and so and so forth.

She looked at you and said, "So Ivy, whatta think? Some present huh?!?"

"ONLY THE BEST PRESENT EVER!!!!" you yelled. You had just gotten off work from Hot Topic (all your friends also work there, Samantha, Jessie, Kim, and your 'lesbian lover', Steller!) it was currently Tuesday and the concert was on Saturday. The rest of the week went by like it was a year, you were so exited a minute felt like it took an hour. But soon enough, Friday night was here and you and all your buds had just left to go to the hotel you would all be staying at till Saturday night, the concert! But of course you'd also be staying there till Sunday 'cause you already knew you were gonna be a lil' bit tipsy! :-D

You left the apartment at 5 and got to the hotel around 9. (long ass drive) You got checked into the hotel, Days Inn (I know, cheap, but hey, you're young and poor, what more is there to say?) you get to your room and automatically decide your sleeping with, Steller because you are 'lesbian lovers' haha. Samantha and Kim are sleeping together and Jessie is sleeping on the pull out sofa bed. But as soon as you get into the hotel, you whip out some 'party favors' *wink wink* and start to pour some shots because your now 21 and have the right to partaaaaaaay! You get lil' tipsy, but before you know it y'all are all sound asleep...

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You are woken up to Steller hitting you with a pillow screaming, "GET UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S CONCERT DAY!!!!!!!!" Y'all had to go shopping and get some hot stuff to wear for the concert today, so you head over to the closest mall. Once inm you spot a Hot Topic and all burst out into laughter, knowing that all of you were supposed to be at work if it went for the concert, but decide to go into it anyways. You end up buying a MCR tee and a black pair of jeans with frays all over them, and a new studded belt and some awesome accessories. After all of you buy what you all need, you decide to head on over to Victoria's Secret and get some new panties *wink wink* before being thrown out of the store for throwing the bras everywhere and screaming, "BRA FIGHT!"

You all head over to the food court to get some lunch because all of you have a serious case of the munchies, everyone but goes to Chick-Fill-A but you are a vegetarian, so you decide to go to Wendy's and just get a salad and little baggie of chips, (Doritos to be exact) and eat lunch, all talking about how exited you were about the concert TONIGHT! You are most exited to see Bert & Gerard, who cares about the concert, you just want to see their hot asses!

It was about 7 and the doors opened to the concert at 9. You got there and there were only 2 people standing there waiting! You knew that you were gonna be in the very front row!!! AWESOME! So you all start to head over to the stadium,..

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Chapter 2

There you were, standing up in the front row, the lights dimmed, and waiting for The Used to come out and do their performance. All of a sudden, you see Jeph walking toward the stage, very closely followed by Quinn, Brandon, and then BERT!!! He was looking very hot, he had black eye liner on and that made his beautiful blue/gray eyes stand out, a lot! You screamed at the top of your lungs, sooo exited because your dream has come true, you were now soooo close to Bert McCracken, knowing that soon enough, you would be hearing his amazing singing and awesome screaming.

He started saying, "Has anyone out there made any new friends today?" and the crown roared, (I know, I stole that from when he said it at TOC concert) "if you have your friend beside you, I want you to put your arm around him/her and give them a huge kiss on the cheek!" as you did so, kissing Steller, Samantha, Kim, and Jessie, and even though Bert said to kiss on the cheek,you all went for the lips ;-).

You looked up and saw Bert walking all over the stage kissing all his band mates. (hotness!) then the concert began, and you knew every single word to all the songs. After about the 3rd song, he looked down at you. You got goose bumps and smiled the prettiest smile you could smile, knowing he was looking directly at you, and you got lost in the time and it seemed to last forever. You were brought back to reality by him saying, "Hi there" into the mic. At you! You screamed hi as loud as you possibly could and he just laughed.

The concert went on, and before you knew it, The Used was introducing MCR to come on out. Right before Bert was about to walk off stage, he looked back over the crowd and stopped at you, and he just smiled, *oh my fucking god! Bert McCracken looked directly at me and SMILED!* you though to yourself. Kim looked at you and just laughed, quite aware of what just happened. She was smiling too...

Then MCR waked out onto the stage, but Gerard was no where to be seen and the rest of the band started playing, (Vampires Will Never Hurt You to be exact) like he was there. But just as the lyrics were about to start, you hear his amazing voice, but you still couldn't see him, but all of a sudden, Gerard walked out on stage and he was looking pretty hot. He had his hair messy, but really, really cool looking. He had red eye shadow under his eyes, and that made his amazing eyes stand out like woah!

He kept on singing the song and after it was over, he looked into the crown and said, "To all you ladies out there, one day, some poser lead singer dude is gonna be like, 'show me your tits and I'll let you back stage' and you know what I want you to do? Tell him to fuck off, because all you y'all are much better then that." and he went on to sing some more, and before you knew it, he was introducing Bert to come back on stage to sing 'Under Pressure' and you knew that this was the last song of the night and you were kinda upset, but you were still happy, knowing that you were gonna hear both of their amazing voices! After it was over, Bert looked down at you again. He smiled again and Gerard happened to be looking down too, but not at you, at Samantha! She was about to faint because Gerard looked down at her and said, "Hey there sweetheart!" (just for you Angela!)

Chapter 3

you were about to walk out to go back to the hotel, but all the other chicks started laughing. You looked back at them and was like, "what? What's so funny?" and Samantha whipped out 5 back stage passes! You were gonna get to go back stage to see MCR and The Used!!!! (be happy bitch!)

-Bert's POV -

"Hey Gerard, you know that there were supposed to be some contest winners?" you said to Gerard.

"nah man, what were they gonna win?" Gerard asked you.

"some backstage passes to hang out with us." you said.

"Aww, cool man. You know who they are?" he asked.

'I know that the contest winners name was Steller and she won like, 5 passes" you said.

"cool, cool. When are they comin'?" he asked you.

"any minute now. Oh and by the way Gee, I saw you looking at that chick in the front row! You even called her sweetheart!" you teased to Gerard.

"so, she was cute." he said, putting on some sunglasses.

"man, you know that that chick went home and fainted because you called her that!" you said.

"haha, prolly!" y'all teased.

"man, I heard you say 'hi there' to someone, who was that?" Gerard asked you.

"I dunno who she was dumb ass, but she was really cute! Man, wouldn't it rock if they were the ones to win the contest?!? Cause man, when I saw that chick in the front row, It was like the first time I had ever had butterflies, EVER! You know, like I just wanted her then and there." you said re-applying some eye liner and some sun glasses.

"yeah, same here with the girl I saw, it was like, I just wanted her to be mine, or to know that she was mine. It was really weird." Gerard said as you re-applied some eye liner and some sunglasses right before to contest winners walked in.

-normal POV -

"Oh my god, Samantha, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! YOU ROCK OUT LOUD!!!!!" you screamed at the top of your lungs. You found an escort to take y'all backstage. Once you turned the corner, there stood all the members of the Used and MCR taking, but you saw Bert and Gerard off to the side talking and managed to hear Bert say, "I dunno who she was dumb ass, but she was really cute. Man, wouldn't it rock if they were the ones to win that contest?!?" you thought to yourself *could he be talking about me? Nah, couldn't be* on the inside, all of you wanted to scream and jump on the person you liked most, for you Bert or Gerard, but all managed to keep it very well hidden.

-Bert's POV -

*holy shit! It is them that won! Fuck yes!!!!!!*

-Gerard's POV -

*hell yes man, they did win!!!!*

-normal POV -

Gerard walked over to Samantha and said, "hey sweetheart" and you could really tell that she just wanted to melt into a love puddle but somehow found a way to keep herself as a solid. But she did go weak in the knees and started to fall, but Gerard caught her just in time and swept her up and said, "woah, you ok?"

She just looked at him and said, "amazing , never better!"

Bert walked up to you laughing at Samantha and looked at you and said, 'if your gonna do that, can you warn me first?"

You just laughed and said, "I think I can resist from melting into a puddle, but I'm not making any promises buddy!"

"oh, we're buddies now? Awesome!" he said with the oh-so-famous Bert smile and just laughed.

"Well, you're the one who said hi to me in front of everyone!" you said, smiling a half smile.

He just looked at you and said, "you wanna go to my dressing room and chat? Cause they way it looks from here, your little friend and Gerard are already doing that!" you looked over and saw her and Gerard walking into a door with a sign on it that read MCR dressing room. So you agreed and followed Bert to a room that had a half ripped sigh on it that looked like it was supposed to say The Used dressing room. You went to ask him why it was ripped but before you could ask......my first clincher!

Chapter 4

Bert had his lips locked with yours. You were a little bit taken of guard by this, but he pulled you closer and you started to kiss back.

But he then pulled away and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know where that came from."

"Trust me, you don't need to say that, how often do I get to kiss a rock-star?!? Rather then that, how often does a rock-star kiss me?!?" you said while trying not to raise your voice from being so exited, but that failed terribly!

He just laughed and said, "Good to know" and went in for yet another kiss, this time, it was 'far from a peck on the lips'! (wink wink)

*man, he's an amazing kisser* you thought to your self...

- Samantha's POV -

"so, what's you your name sweetheart?" Gerard asked.

"I'm Samantha!" you said.

"Cool, I'm..."

"Gerard Way, I know, I'm a big fan!" you cut him off to say.

"Awesome, a fan! So, you wanna go back to my dressing room? It's kinda loud in here." he said looking over at Quinn, Jepha, Ray, Bob, Mikey, Brandon and Frank playing spin the bottle. (Yes! Hot guys kissing!)

So you agreed and followed him back to the MCR dressing room. Once there you heard him say, "So Sam...can I call you Sam?" he asked nervously.

"Hun bun, you can call me whatever you want! But yeah, Sam is what most people call me anyways..." you reply.

"Cool. So any who, I was gonna ask you, do you have a boyfriend?" he asked.

"Umm, nope, why?" you asked blushingly. But before he even answered, he was kissing you and man, was he a damn good kisser! He pulled away really quick and said, "Umm...yeah so...about the whole boyfriend thing...you don't have one?!?" he said rather nervously and pulled out a cig.

"No, but I'm gonna go ahead and say it, I really hope I'm about to have one, because you're a damn good kisser!" he smiled a half smile and said.

"I was really hoping that you were gonna say that!" and went in for another kiss,...even though his breath was very strongly coated with the smell of smoke, but you didn't care, IT'S GERARD WAY!

-Normal POV -

"So yeah, umm, Bertie, honey, you don't even know my last name, in my book, that's not even friends!" you said playing around with him.

"Well, according to this piece of paper, you name is Ivy Smith! So HA! IN YOUR FACE IVY!!"

You just laughed and said, "well, you know my name, but I'm gonna guess and say that's about it!?!"

"Just about! You wanna cig?" he asked taking out his pack and lighter.

"sure." you said, excepting it because you've been a smoker for about 3 years now.

"Oh, I know one more thing about you!" Bert said.

"What?" you asked.

"You smoke!" he said.

"Well duh! That's kinda obvious! But yeah, I was kinda hoping you wanted to 'get to know each other' a little bit more..." you said walking towards him in your sexiest walk with you eyes on him the entire time. He grabbed you and pushed up gently against the wall and started to kiss you again, biting your lower lip which made you slightly gasp which allowed his tongue to pass into your mouth, gently massaging his with yours. Which you completely accepted! As you were kissing, you could feel his hands run up your back and it sent chills up and down your entire body. As he began to undress you, you did the same for him, slowly finding the hem of his shirt and lifting it over his head. Soon enough you were both undressed.

"Wow...you have an amazing body..." breathed Bert into your ear. This, yet again left you with chills. You sighed softly, and this let Bert know what type of effect that he was leaving you with.

"Mmm...I want you so much...let's go over to the bed, huh?" suggested Bert. You managed a nod, and he led you over to the queen size bed. He backed you up to the edge, and when your knees hit it, you plumped down surprised. You giggled quietly, and this sent Bert over the edge. You looked into his eyes as he laid you back, and all you could see was lust, passion and utmost desire for you. He laid down beside you, and paused looking your body over. He smiled warmly, and traced his hand lightly around your belly button. You sighed softly, as he continued. Bert then lightly moved his hand down to the top of your pelvic bones, and moved back and forth between them along the sensitive area. You closed your eyes in anticipation for his next move. Finally, he moved his hand between you soft folds, and pleasured you the best way that he knew. When you thought you couldn't take anymore, he pulled away, and looked you dead in the eyes as he licked the juices away from his fingers. You moaned as you watched him, and before you knew it he was on top of you, spreading your legs.

"Oh, God...Bert...please! I want you..." you moaned impatiently.

"Mmm...Well you want me babe..." he paused as he slid into you, "and I need you..." You both moaned as you felt each other. Bert started the pace as a slow, yet passionate one, but sooner rather then later, it turned into a fast rhythmic one, almost as he needed more and more, and to go faster way the only way that he knew how. You could feel that he was close, yet he was trying to hold it in, trying to please you as much as he could.

Finally, you felt a huge sensation start from your toes and your fingertips, rapidly going throughout your entire body and finally reaching your core. You screamed, and the automatically set Bert off.

He screamed, "LOOK! Look at ME!" You did as he asked, and you had the most erotic moment of your life. Looking into his eyes, you felt your heart melt, and it was exactly the same for him. Finally, you two settled down, with you on your back, and Bert laying beside you with his head on your chest. (Thanks for the help w/ this scene Angela!)

Chapter 5

-Gerard's POV -

*wow, she is a really good kisser!* you think to yourself. You began to continue kissing but Sam pulled away and said, "Wait..."

"What? Something wrong?" you asked her really nervous that you had violated some sort of code in her book.

"Umm, does this mean that Gerard Way is my boyfriend?!?" she asked you really excitedly.

"Damn straight sweetheart!" you told her and began to kiss her again. You loved the way that she kissed you, she was an amazing kisser, and had the most amazing, softest lips ever. And at that very moment, it hit you like a ton of bricks, 'OMFG!!!! I am now her boyfriend and know nothing about her! Holy shit! What if we start talking and I don't like her at all?!? Oh damn!' you opened up your eyes to find Samantha looking at you with a puzzled, yet so adorable look on her face.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Nothing, its nothing, just thinking bout how good of a kisser you are!" you said.

"Aww, how sweet! You know what you get for saying that don't you?" she said oh-so-seductively, biting her lip.

"Something special?" you asked her looking her up and down.

"Very special" she said while coming in for a very passionate kiss. You start to unbutton her shirt and she starts to undo you tie. She unbuttons your shirt and you undo her pants. Soon enough you are both naked and she lowers her self down onto you. You let out soft sighs into each others mouths. You go in to kiss her. She greatly accepts and bites your lip. She began to ride you faster and faster with each second that past by. You could tell that it was coming but you wanted to make sure that she went first, pleasing her was the utmost priority. All of a sudden, she let out a huge moan as an amazing feeling rushed up and down her body a million times again. You both came at the same time.

She gently got off of you can laid down beside you in the couch, catching your breath. You put your arm around her and say, "wow, some win huh?" laughing.

"Most deff', the best ever" she says kissing you again.

Samantha's POV -

"oh shit Gerard! What happened to Ivy and Jessie and Kim and Steller?!?" you say while throwing on your clothes and him doing the same saying.

"I don't know baby! They were all playing spin-the-bottle with all the guys when we came in here! Well, except that one chick with the black hair and pink highlights in it."

"Yeah, that was Ivy." you say peeking out the door to see all the guys playing video games. Jessie gets up and motions you to come to her. You get out the door and run to her.

"What were y'all doin' in there? And where is Ivy?" she asks.

"We were just talking, But I..."

"Bull shit you were talkin', we could here y'all all the way in here, plus you're sweaty!" Jessie cut you off to say.

"Haha, yeah well, what can I say? He's pretty good!" you say bursting out laughing.

But then come back to reality and say, "wait, what doyoumeanyoudon't know where Ivy is? Where did she go?"

Chapter 6

normal POV -(recap, Ivy and Bert just had sex *wink wink*) -

"wow, this has got to be the most amazing birthday present ever" you said, resting your head on Bert's chest.

"It's your birthday?!?" Bert said smiling down at you.

"Yeah, well, yesterday." you said looking back at him smiling.

"Wow, how old did you turn?" he asked.

"21 and loving it! I mean, this is my birthday present!" you said laughingly but then you got a huge smack in the head by a little thing called reality. You had just had sex with someone you hardly even knew and just like any other rock star, he was gonna push you aside and go find another chick who won backstage passes to his concert, plus, where the hell were all your friends?!? You were brought back to earth by Bert snapping his fingers in your face.

"You ok Ivy? Something wrong?" he asked you.

"Bert, can I ask you something really important?" you asked him getting up and putting back on your clothes, and not to mention, feeling kind of dirty knowing what you just did, celebrity or not!

"Yeah, shoot" he asked while putting his clothes back on.

"Did you just do this to have sex with me?" you asked very nervously.

"What do you mean?" he asked, walking up to you worried that something was really wrong.

"I mean, are you just gonna go back to your tour bus, wait for the next chick to walk in with a back stage pass and do the same with her as you did me?" you asked him trying to hold back the tears that you knew damn well were coming.

"Ivy Smith! Is that really the kind of guy you take me for?!? I mean, if all I wanted was sex then you would be headed back home by now, most likely crying for feeling like a slut knowing that I so just used you for sex rather then standing here with my arms wrapped around you wiping you tears away." he said as you had just come to realize that his arms were indeed around your waist as if he was afraid that you would leave and never come back and his hand on your cheek wiping your flowing tears away from your cheek.

"I'm sorry" you say to him putting on your puppy lip face and wrapping your arms around his neck. And then it hit you again, where is everyone else?!?

"Bert, where are my friends?!?" you ask in a panic, worried that they might have left you or something.

"What, who?" he asked in slight confusion.

"You know, the other people I came here with, where are they? And where is Sam? Didn't she go with Gerard?" you started firing questions left and right at him.

"Wait, wait, wait. Slow down! I'm sure that they are still out there!" he said.

Samantha's POV -

you look around noticing that not only is Ivy not here, neither is Bert. You also notice that Kim seems to be hitting it off really well with Jepha, because they are making out and Steller is making out with Frank. And then you just catch what Jessie said.

She said that they could hear you and Gerard all the way in the lounge! But you were really quiet about it; there is no way that they could have heard unless they had their ears to the door! Plus, she said that Ivy went into the other dressing room with Bert. And remember just how much she likes and how he had said hi to her in front of everyone and out of no where you blurt out, "IVY!!!!!!" figuring out that things prolly went the same for her and Bert as they did with you and Gerard. And right as you said that, you hear the door crack open and see Ivy peeking out and waving for you to come over to her.

She slides out the door and quietly shuts it and says, "What?" "What were you two doing in there?" you ask her, very well knowing the answer, but still ask.

"well, uh, we umm,...uh,..." she said, blushing and trying to hide her smile and laughing so hard because she knows that you know, she pulls you arm and quickly pulls you into the dressing room where you and Bert were and as soon as the door shut you both burst out laughing and kept on hugging each other knowing what happened without even needing words.

All of a sudden, you hear Bert say, "wow, what did I miss that's so fuckin' funny?"

"Oh, hey Bert! We were just laughing at an inside joke." Ivy said with out skipping a beat. She had always been good at coming up with lies off the top of her head, you weren't very sure ehy though.

"Oh, ok. But yeah...any who... I am gonna guess and say that I don't need to introduce myself to you, right?" Bert said trying to change the subject because he had a strange feeling that Sam knew about what him and Ivy had just done.

"You'd be correct there Bert. I know a lot of stuff about you." you told him.

"Like what miss missy?" he said egging you on.

"Well, Robert Jordan McCracken..." trying to finish the sentence but Bert cut in to say,

"wait, what?!? How the hell do you know my full name?"

"The internet honey! It has everything!" you said laughingly.

"Wow, obsessive fans really are obsessive." he said.

"Yup, but yeah...you smoke, you don't drink any more, oh, and one more very important thing Bertie, you just had sex with Ivy!" you said jumping on his back because he had his back turned to go and get his pack-o-cigs.

"Wow, chicks really do love to gossip, a lot, and really fast!" he said trying his very hardest to push you off but you refuse to give up.

"Yup, and from what I hear, you're pretty good!" you said laughingly.

"Not as good as me!" you hear Gerard say from right inside the door.

"Prove it!" you hear Ivy say, running over to him.

"Fine! I will!" he took her arm and pulled her outside and began to bang his fist on the wall and making sounds and Ivy screaming out 'GERARD! OH GERARD! YES!' and then they came back in and Gerard looked at you and winked and the look at Ivy and said, "Damn, that was amazing"

"well, sorry Gerard, but I'm gonna have to say that Bert is better." Ivy said running over to him and hugging him.

"Bull shit!" Gerard said punching you playfully in the arm.

"But yeah, being as all this has been done, y'all wanna go and meet the rest of the guys?" Bert said swooping up Ivy in his arms and running out the door.

"Umm, well I will take that as a yes then huh?" Gerard said, giving you a piggy back ride into the lounge.

 Chapter 6 -

normal POV -

"hey guys!!! I'm Ivy!" you say plopping down in the couch next to Jepha.

"Hey! You were the contest winners huh?" Quinn said from behind you.

"Yeah man!! And guess what?!?! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!" you screamed.

"HAPPY B-DAY IVY!!!" Gerard said walking over to the group with his arm protectively around Sam.

"Well, well, well, found yourself a new chick Gee?" Frank said.

"Yeah man, guys this is..."

"SAMANTHA, HIS GIRLFRIEND!" Samantha screamed at the top of her lungs.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD SAMANTHA!!!!!!!! IM SOOOO HAPPY 4 U!!!!" you screamed jumping on her and giving her the biggest hug ever. Then you looked over at Gerard and gave him an evil-ish grin and then tackled him with joy!

"Break her heart ill break your neck" you whispered in his ear.

He just laughed and said, "I promise"

"oh hey, Bert. What about this one over here, you with her?" you heard Quinn say. You blushed and looked over at Bert who happened to be laughing and just walked over to you, put his arm around you, looked you straight in the eyes as if he could stare into your soul with just a glance and said, "yeah, she's mine!"

you just laughed and began to look at his face, studying it, loving every feature about him.

"Stop looking at me like that" he said taking your hand in his, lacing his fingers with yours, brining you back to reality.

"Like what?" you said.

"Like I'm some sort of treat stuffed with a delicious inside." he said brushing a stray hair out of your face.

"Sorry, your just so cute with your eye liner and such." you said smiling at him, stealing his sun glasses from his shirt and putting them on.

"Wow, nice look," Ray said from behind you. You turn around and make a kissie face and make a poser model pose, with one hand behind your head and the other on your hip.

"You think? I kinda like it!" you said. You looked over at the clock and noticed what time it was. It was 2 in the morning and you were starving.

"Any body else hungry 'sides me?" you said hoping that someone else was too.

"YES!!" everyone said. So you all decided to go up to the near by Huddle House. You and all the girls got in your car, a black, convertible, dodge avenger. (Niiiiiiiice!!!) You were about to get moving when you saw Bert and Gerard running over to the car. Jessie and Steller automatically started to get out because they knew that they wanted to ride with you and Samantha. And Steller really wanted to ride with Frank, (remember how they had hit it off so well before, when they were making out?) and Jessie really wanted to ride with Jepha, for the same reason that Steller was riding with Frank! So you all pile into the Huddle House. You go straight for the juke box and start playing the first song on there, which happened to be the Ramones!

"Aww man, I love this song!" Jessie said. You run over and slide into the booth right next to Bert. Gerard sitting next to you, very closely followed by Sam. Then everyone else crowded into the huge L-shaped booth.

Surprisingly enough, for it to be 2 in the morning, there were a lot of people in there! And knowing just how rambunctious you and Steller get whenever its way to quiet and a lot of people around.

"Steller!" you loudly whisper across the booth to her.

"Ivy!" she replied back.

"Meeting, under the table, NOW!" you say trying to hold back the laughter. So you look at Bert and say, "back in a bit, emergency meeting!" and he just laughs and says "if you get lost, scream!"

"Will do!" you say and disappear under the table.

"What?" Steller says.

"Chick, we soooo need to have a food fight!" you tell her trying to be really quiet and soon enough you are joined by Kim and Jessie and Sam.

"Right, so what are we planning?!?" Kim says with anticipation.

"A food fight!" you tell her reminding her to be really, really quiet. You all agree to order something sticky or smothered in whipped cream and slam it in someone's face. But little did you know, the guys were planning the exact thing on y'all. Once the 'meeting' was over, you started to crawl back to the booth seat. You looked over and saw that one of Gerard's shoe laces were undone and one of Bert's was undone and it was perfect, you just HAD to tie them together!! But as you were trying to be ever so gentle about it, Bert moved his leg. Your reaction time to this was a little slow and he had already felt the slight tug on his lace from where you were holding it. He looked down at you and saw what you were trying to do.

"Hey you!" he said, pretending to not notice. So you just laughed, crawled back up into the seat.

"Meeting over so soon?" he asked all of y'all.

"Yeah, well, its was pretty much short, sweet and to the exact point." Jessie said, winking at you.

"Umm, ok..." he said looking at you with slight confusion. The waiter came to your table and asked what everyone wanted. As everyone was going down the line, you realized that all the girls were ordering the same thing that you were gonna order, a strawberry waffle. (Which is a waffle smothered in strawberries and whip cream, Mmm!) but you still ordered it too.

"Wow, all you girls got the same thing!" said Bob, the waiter.

"Yeah, umm, it's what we always get back home so, yeah!" you said trying not to laugh and remain clam. Soon after, Bob brought out the food and right as you were about to slam the waffle in Bert's face, you felt something really nasty and cold slam into yours.

You wiped off your eyes and looked up and saw that all the other girls looked the same. All of you had whipped cream all over your face, and all the guys were laughing hysterically at y'all, because y'all looked sooooooo funny! So you all got up to go to the bathroom to wash up, but right as you were about to turn to go, you turned around, swooped some whipped cream off your face and wiped it all in Bert's face and laughed.

Once back from the bathroom (which was the nastiest b-room ever!) you took a strawberry from your waffle and looked at Bert and ate it like you were staring in a porn flick or something and he laughed and said, "No Ivy, I told you to save that for the bed room!"

"Mmm, but it's sooo good!" you moaned playfully.

"Damn chick, I ain't gonna lie to ya, that's fuckin' hot!" Frank said from the other side of the table sitting next to Steller. And at that very moment in time the best idea ever popped into your head from a while back, a long time ago, you and Steller were at a restaurant at a really long table like this one and you were playing around and got up on the table and sexily crawled over to her and started dancing erotically on the table. So you knew you just had to do it, so you ate the strawberry and got up on the table quite sexy and started to crawl over to Frank.

Once half way there, you stopped and started 'dancing' on the table, you glanced over at Bert who's jaw was practically touching the floor and then looked at Gerard who was doing the same. You then turned around to see Steller crawling over to you. Once there, she began to do the same, doing the o-so-famous hooker dance that you too do al the time against each other.

About five minutes later, you and her both were pretty tired of dancing, so you kissed each other on the lips and crawled back to you seat. When you sat down you looked at Bert and he was just in utter shock. He was so cute. You just kissed him gently on the lips and that pretty much brought him back to reality and said, "damn, y'all need to do that more often!!!!!!!!!!!" and then you looked at Gerard who was just laughing and looked at Steller and said, "that was pretty hot!" and then you looked at Frank and he was looking at you kinda weird, but you just laughed and got back on the table, crawled over to him, laid down on the table in front of him and you were gonna say that it was rude to stare, but you looked down and noticed something else and decided to say something different, even through you knew that it would be pretty embarrassing for him, you still just had to say it.

You looked him deep in the eyes as said, "Now Frankie, tell your pants its rude to point!" he looked down and just said, "that's very rude!" you just laughed, took a strawberry off of Seller's plate and ate it the same way you did before, you really wanted to tease him because it was so funny to you. You got up and crawled back over to your side of the table.

"Man, I sure am happy I wore pants and not a skirt! Or else y'all would so be looking at my o-so-pretty undies!" you said laughing.

Bert just laughed and said, "I've all ready seen em!" you looked over at him with an ashamed/scared look on your face because the only one of your friends that knew so far was Sam because she assumed it, and was right! You ten looked down at your feet and slip under the table. He slid down, following you.

He looked at you and said, "Ivy, what's wrong? Do they not know?"

"Steller, Kim or Jessie. And I tell Jessie everything!" you say shedding a tear, because it hit you again, hard! You just had sex with Bert McCracken and you hardly even know him! You used to always joke around about it, saying that when you met him, you were just gonna do him! But now that you have done it, it's so much different. I mean sure, you are indeed 21, but you were still a virgin! You lost your virginity to Bert!

"I'm sorry." he said, wrapping his arms around you, pulling you closer to him, resting your head on his shoulder.

"Hey Bert, can we talk to her alone for a minute?" you hear Jessie say, looking up to see all the girls looking at him.

"Yeah, sure." He said, kissing you and crawling back over to the booth.

"Hey" Jessie said, wiping a tear from your face.

"Look it's really ok, you don't have to cry! I mean c'mon, its Bert! I mean you didn't even know him like a day ago, but you were still known to be brought to nothing more to a babbling idiot at the very mention of his name!" she said.

"Are you sure? I feel really bad about it." you said trying to blink the tears away from your eyes.

"YES!!" she said.

"Ok, thanks guys." you said, putting on a sad smile.

"Awwwww" they all said, giving you a group hug.

"But my question is why aren't we doing this to Sammy? I mean, she did the same with Gerard!" you said winking at her.

"Oh my god Ivy! I told you to keep that a shhhhhh!" she said.

"Awwwwww!" they all said giving her a group hug. So you all were feeling better and crawled back to your seat in the booth.

"Better?" Bert asked you.

"Yeah!" you said, kissing him gently on the lips.

"good." he said kissing you back.

"Well, can we go back to y'all's place because I'm beat!" you said looking around at the guys.

"Yeah" "sure" "no problem" were all your responses. At the moment in time, all the guys from MCR and The Used were all staying at the same hotel. So you all seceded to go back there.

"Awesome!" you said.

Chapter 7

-Sammy's POV -

you were sitting on Gerard's bed, watching TV, everyone had their own room. Between all of you, y'all had almost rented out the entire hotel!

"Hey babe!" Gerard said walking over to you, planting a kiss on your forehead.

"Hi!" you said, smiling back at him. He walked over to the door and opened it and put the Do Not Disturb sign on the knob and then walked back over to you and started kissing you passionately. He bit down on you neck and started making his way back over to your lips. Him kissing you passionately, tongues exploring the inside of your mouth while his strong arms pull you tight against his body. He slowly pushes you down onto the bed, pulling your shirt off. Only breaking the kiss to pull your shirt over your head and to look into your beautiful eyes.

"Please, don't stop." you whisper as you raise up and plant your lips back together, feeling the electricity flow back and forth between you. You un-tuck his shirt and just rip it open, sending buttons flying everywhere and start to pull at the infamous bat belt buckle. With the belt off and his pants undone, he leans back to undo your pants, giving you a perfect opportunity to gaze at the beautiful expanse of his pale chest all the way down his stomach, stopping right before his pubic hair starts. Your body aches at the sight of the most gorgeous body you have ever laid eyes on.

You look into his face and see there, through the smeared make-up left over from the show, all the longing and passion one person could ever hold. You raise your hips so he can pull off your pants, revealing emerald green lace tanga shorts that match the emerald lace bra perfectly.

"You look perfect." he breathes into your ear, lowering himself against your body. You can feel his heat pulsing through you and for some reason it feels like love. You pull him back into a passionate kiss while you slide your panties off and toss them to the floor. He pulls off his pants and boxers and lets them fall to the floor, revealing himself completely to you. You feel ready to explode with desire for this man that you have spent the last day with, barely knowing him, yet loving him like you have known him forever.

You hold your hands out to him since he is now standing at the foot of the bed after taking off his pants. He takes your hands and lets you draw him down against your body. You can feel the extremely full hardness of him pressing almost painfully against the top of your thigh.

"Please, be gentle with me." you beg.

"Just trust me." he whispers, resting his forehead against yours. You feel the tip of him push against your wetness, meeting some resistance at first but eventually sliding in. He slowly slides the entire length of himself into you, filling you up completely and making you scream out in ecstasy.

He then begins to move, slowly at first and then harder and faster until the two of you are writhing at an almost feverish pace. For the next hour and a half you make love. There is no other word to describe the act of passion between you than that; making love, hard and desperate at times, slow and wanton at others. You lay together, nude and uncovered, due to the heat in the room, for about 45 minutes just basking in the after-glow of the single greatest sexual experience of your life. You then realize just how much you love him, barely even knowing him, and then wonder if all he is using you for is sex.

"Gerard, you not just using me are you? I mean, do you really like me as much as I like you?" you ask him, lifting yourself up on your elbow.

"Honey, if all I wanted was sex then you would be long gone by now. Plus, your way to nice, sweet, beautiful girl to do that to, I don't think I would have the guts to hurt someone as beautiful and sweet and nice like you." he said, looking at you, planting a sweet kiss on you lips.

"Yeah but, you didn't answer my other question." you said tracing your finger around his belly-button and back up to his chest.

"Which was? I was kinda blown away by the first one." he said looking at you with the cutest smile on his face.

"Do you really like me as much as I like you?" you said looking deeply into his eyes, a look that clearly said 'I want the truth'. He looked at you in complete and utter shock and then sighed, "Nope" he said acting very, very serious.

"W-w-what?!?" you said, trying to hold back the tears.

"I love you" he said laughingly.

"Oh my god Gerard! You are so full of shit!" you said laughing and playfully hitting him on the arm. He just laughed and kissed you gently on the lips. You smiled, breaking the kiss and rested your head his chest and drifted fast away to sleep.

Normal POV -

once back in the room, you plopped down on the bed and looked at Bert. "God, because of you I am so damn sticky from the whipped cream!" you said slapping your hands together and pulling them apart showing him just how sticky you were.

"God, I need a shower, really bad." you said. Without warning, he scoops you up and carries you to the bathroom. Setting you on a towel on the counter, he turns on the water, adjusts the temperature, and then lifts you into the shower. Thinking about how good the warm water feels cascading down your body, you don't even flinch when he runs his soapy fingers through your hair and begins to wash it for you.

He gently washes, rinses and conditions you hair before moving on to the rest of your body. When he slips his hand between you legs you have a sharp intake of breath and you wince.

"I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?" he asks sounding concerned.

"A little but don't worry, it's a good pain." you say smiling up at him. He continues to wash you and this time when he tries to wash between your legs he is unbelievably gentle. Your head rolls back as you revel in the feeling of pleasure mixed with pain. When you roll your head back around, you open your eyes slowly and glance down. Upon doing so you see that he is fully hard. You look back into his eyes and then kiss him hard and deep. You run your hands over his body and down to envelope the thickness of him with your hand. He moans slightly and lets head fall back. With your free hand you reach up, grab his hair, and lower his face to yours. You kiss like you are going to swallow each other whole. He crouches down just a little bit and wraps his arms around your waist. When he stands back up he takes you with him, lifting you up and then lowering you ever so slowly and gently down onto him. His sliding into you, lubricated by the running water and soap, hurts just a little but the waves of pleasure that crash over you wipe that thought from your mind.

He puts your back up against the wall of the shower and you begin to bounce up and down, sliding on the tile. He manages to glance up and notice that every few seconds you were searching the area around you with your eyes still closed for something to grab onto, as if in bed seeing a pillow with all your might. You really didn't want to grab onto his back again because there were still prints on his back from when you had dug your fingernails into him to release the pressure. He reached up and laced his fingers with yours, giving you something to squeeze.

The two of you made furious fiery love in the shower until you can't take it anymore and tell him you have to stop. He kisses you deeply, rinses what little soap is left from your bodies and the two you step out of the shower. He wraps a big fluffy white towel around you and begins to dry you off ever so gently. Once dry you do the same for him.

When both of you were at a happy dry, you walked out into the room with his arm wrapped protectively around you.

"Bert, I don't have any clothes, besides the ones I wore over here." you said.

"Umm, you can just wear a pair of my boxers and a shirt" he said pulling out both. He gave you a plain black pair of boxers and a very oversized MCR tee. Not that he his big or anything, you're just really skinny so...

"Better?" he asked walking over to you in a pair of boxers, no shirt.

"Yuppers!" you said giving him a thank you kiss on the back of the neck.

"What side of the bed do you want?" you asked him, ready to lay down for obvious reasons.

"Umm, I don't really care." he said lighting a smoke.

"Do you mind if I smoke in here? because I can open the window." he said.

"No, its ok." you said plopping down on the side of the bed facing the window.

"Bert?" you said really softly, for some reason hoping he wouldn't hear you.

"Yeah babe?" he said, putting out the cig and plopping down on the bed.

"do you have the same feelings for me that I have for you?" you asked looking at him with a very serious look, some what wanting the truth and some what just wanting him to say 'yes' truth or not.

"Damn it Ivy. I'm not gonna lie to you, I love you!" he said looking back at you with his beautiful blue eyes.

"Good, I love you too Bert McCracken!" you said laughingly.

"Say that again" he said looking back at you with love.

"I love you Bert McCracken!!!!" you said a little louder.

"One more time" he said whispering in your ear.

"I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!" you screamed. And he just laughed and rested your head on the soft spot between his shoulder and his chest. Happy as you had ever been, you quickly fell asleep.

"GET UP IVY!!!!!!!! GET UP!!!!!!!" you heard by someone's voice but you weren't quite sure because they had opened the blinds to the room and it was quite bright outside and you just knew right off the bat that it wasn't Bert because he hated light just as much as you did! But you knew that it was indeed a guy. You managed to open you eyes to see an ever so exited Frank jumping on your bed where Bert was supposed to be sleeping.

"What are you doing Frankie? What time is it?" you asked, trying to push your self to get up but for obvious reasons you were sore. But still managed to get up.

"Well, for one, I'm jumping on your bed! And as for your other question, it happens to be, umm, 10:30am." he said in-between jumps.

"WHAT! 10:30?!?!? Why the hell didn't someone wake me?" you said utterly shocked at how late it was.

"well,.." ha said, pausing to sit down on the bed, "you seemed so peaceful just sleeping there and Bert said that if you didn't wake by the time he left to just let you sleep and that he would be back around 11-ish." he said.

"Oh, ok. Well, where did he go?" you asked sitting down next to him Indian style on the bed.

"Dunno, him n Gerard left early and didn't say where to." he said.

"Oh. And why exactly did you wake me?" you said laughingly at his childish way of waking you.

"Well, Steller wanted to talk to you." he said laughing back.

"Okie dokie, will you wait for me to get ready and then walk with me back to your room?" you asked him.

"sure." he said. You went into the bathroom and made a silent scream. You couldn't believe how sore you were from last night, it hurt to do anything! But you grabbed Bert's tooth brush and brushed your teeth, you did indeed have many second thoughts about it but you cant stand morning breath so,...you did that, brushed your hair down and walked back out.

"Nice look!" he said looking you up and down and you just laughed 'because you were wearing Bert's boxers and his oversized shirt. "Yeah, I think so too, but its all I have besides what I wore last night so."

"well, yeah, Steller looks just about the same in my clothes! God man, y'all are all so tiny that you just drown in our clothes." he said laughingly as you grabbed the key to the room.

"Yeah...Frankie?" you asked looking at him in a confused look.

"What?" "How did you get into my room in the 1st place? I had the key in my pants pocket!" you said.

"Well, Bert told me n Quinn that if it I need to be awoken then the room was unlocked." he said.

"Oh, good to know that he cares enough to leave the door unlocked." you said playfully.

When you reached Frank n Steller's room you walked in and heard Frank say, "I'm gonna go down to Jepha's room, he has the x-box"

"ok" you n Steller said at the same time.

"See ya" he said as he walked down the hallway.

"So...what's poppin? You asked her.

"Umm, Ivy?" she said.

"Yeah?" you said really softly, wondering what was up.

"Umm, me n Frank did something last night, if you know what I mean." she said looking back at you and winking.

"OH MY GOD STELLER!!!!! THAT'S SO COOL! NO WONDER HE WAS SOOOOO HAPPY THIS MORNING!" you said back at her giving her the biggest hug.

"Yeah," she said laughingly.

"Who else knows?!?" you said, hoping that you weren't the first she told because your not good with secrets.

"Umm, just you." she said,

"o0o, are you gonna tell the others? I mean, we are all best friends! You can tell them anything! I mean, they will just hug you and most likely talk about their night that prolly went the same for them as it did for us!" you said.

"Oh, so you did it too?!?" she said looking back at you with a smile.

"Yeah, and just between me and you, I'm still really, really sore." you said putting your hands right along you hip lines.

"Wow, he must be good!" she said laughingly.'but I still need to take a shower, I'm still REALLY sticky from last night when we got hit in the face with...whatever it was." she said.

"Pppfffttttttttt" you said, trying, unsuccessfully to hold back a huge laugh. Remembering last night in the shower.

"What? What's so fun...OH MY GOD IVY!!!!!! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE THE MOST KINKY PERSON EVER!" she said figuring out what was so funny.

"Cha, but it was Bert's idea!" you told her trying to stop laughing but you just couldn't.

"Wow, so...is he any good?" she said playfully.

"Nah man, I'm sore from sleeping!" you said playfully.

"Oh my god Ivy, you are so kinky! I swear!" she said hitting your arm.

"Yeah well...is Frank any good?" you said, giving her a smirk across your face.

"Oh yeah!" she said, looking off into space as if remembering back and then laughing.

"So...what's the plan? Are you going to tell the others? I mean, they are gonna find out some how or another!" you said, trying to restore the seriousness that was long gone.

"Umm, that's what I really wanted to tell you, I was kinda hoping that you would go with me to tell." she said.

"Well duh! Did you even really need to ask? I mean c'mon!" you told her.

"Ok, umm, can you go and get them?" she asked.

"Yeah, where is everyone at?" you asked her as you got up to get a pen to write it on your hand.

"Umm, Kim is with Brandon, room, umm, 237, and Sammy is either in 236 or 238. And Jessie is with Mikey, room 234." she said.

"Ok, ill be back soon." you said, leaving the room.

"Ok, off to get Jessie. You said. You get there and knock on the door.

"YEAH?" you hear her voice from inside.

"Open up Jess, it's me, Ivy!" you said to the door.

"Hey girl!" she said opening the door and giving you a huge hug, obviously very happy.

"Umm, are you busy?" you asked.

"Umm, nope, why?" she said.

"Umm, me n Steller are having a meeting in her room." you told her.

"Oh, ok. Hold on a second, lemme get some shoes." she said.

"Ok" she disappeared into the room and came back with her flip flops on and you just laughed noticing that she was also wearing boxers and an oversize tee.

"What's so funny?" she asked you.

"Nothing, its nothing." you said.

"Umm, ok. So what's this meeting about?" she said.

"Steller wants to talk to y'all, I'm just here for her." you said.

"Oh, ok. So who's next?" she said.

"umm, well, Sammy is either in 236, Gerard's room, or in 238, which is where all the guys are because the x-box and Kim is in 237 so they are all in a row so,.." you said, reading the palm of your hand which and all the rooms and names on them.

"Uh, ok. I'll try to get Kim and you try to find Sammy." she said.

"Ok "you agreed as you knocked on 236. You got no response so you went over to 238. You knocked and got a lot of answers and you said, "Open up!" and the door flew open and you saw Ray standing there.

"Oh, hey Ivy, you looking for Sammy?" he asked.

"Yeah, she in there?" you asked.

"yeah! SAMMY!!! ITS IVY!" he yelled and went back into the room.

"Hey honey!" she said, and you almost died laughing noticing that she was also wearing boxers and an oversized shirt.

"It's the look ain't it?" she said.

"Yeah" you said catching your breath from laughing and turned around to see Kim also wearing the same thing but resisted laughing.

"Ok, so, what's up?" Sammy asked.

"Steller called a meeting to order." you said.

"Oh, ok. Umm, which room # is hers?" Kim asked.

"Umm, uh...I don't remember. Hold on, lemme ask Frank." you said running back the "x-box" room. You pounded on the door and to your luck, Frank opened up.

"Hey, what's up?" he asked.

"Umm, I forgot your room #." you said laughingly.

He just laughed and said "230"

"thanks a bunch!" you said kissing him on the cheek and leaving. (Not that you liked him, that's just how you always left, with a kiss on the cheek or a hug.)

"230" you called back to the girls. Once you reached it you opened up the door and flew onto the bed and pounced on Steller.

"I found all your prostitutes, and I was wondering if I could borrow them for like 30 minutes." you said sitting on top of her.

"Yeah man, but the once with the wavy black hair uses the 'plus tax system' so..." she said pushing you off.

"Ok, seriously though. I called a meeting to order because I had to tell you all something, that Ivy already knows and plus something that she said, and I completely agree!" (Talking about the whole thing that they prolly did the same thing too) she said winking at you.

"Umm, ok, shoot" Jessie said.

"Well, me n Frank got really close last night and we did 'something' if you know what I mean" she said looking at you to see if that sounded right.

"AND,.." she said before anyone else could say something.

"the other thing that Ivy said that I agree with, she said that, well you tell them Ivy because you're the one who said it." she said.

"uh, ok. I said that she should just go ahead and tell y'all because the way I figure it,. y'all prolly did the same thing and then we would just have one big group hug and just talk about how good they are in bed" you said laughingly at the last part. You looked around and noticed that all they girls were laughing and nodding.

"So I was right?!? Y'all did!" you said.

"Yup" "yeah" "yuppers" were all the responses that you got.

"Yeah but, out of all of y'all, Ivy was prolly the most kinky about it!" Steller said.

"Hey! It was Bert's idea!!" you said and the others just looked at you with a funny confused look.

"well, I was sitting on the bed and I told him that it was all his fault I was so stick because he nailed me with something smothered in whipped cream and all of a sudden he scooped me up and took me into the bathroom and we did it in the shower." you said laughing so hard you were crying. "And to tell you the truth, I'm still really sore!" you said laughing even harder placing your hand back along you hip line.

They just laughed and Kim spoke up and said, "Well, I don't think I can top that but we sure as hell didn't do it in a bed. I was sitting outside on the deck and Brandon starting kissing the back of my neck and it just went from there." she said laughing.

For the next half hour, all you talked about was your previous night. And for some reason, you weren't shocked at all about the fact that all of you had sex the previous night! You and Sam twice! *wink wink*

Chapter 9 -

you were sitting back in your room watching TV after just getting back from Frank's n Steller's room talking with all the girls. All of a sudden you heard a knock at the door.

"YEAH?!?" you said, thinking that it would be on of the girls.

"Open up!" you heard a voice from the other side. You knew it was a guy but it didn't sound like any of the guys.

"Who is it?!?" you yelled back through the door.

"Your secret admirer" the voice said. You started to freak out. You didn't know who the hell it was. Hold on a second, uh...I need to put some clothes on" you said through the door, trying to buy some time to call the room with all the guys in it to come for help.

"Oh! Even better! C'mon babe, lemme see your sexy body" the voice said and you were stunned. But you still walked over to the phone, you went to pick it up but heard a really loud bang on the door and the voice said "open the fucking door Ivy!"

you tried to push the voice out of your head to make the call, but as you put the phone to your ear, you didn't hear the dial tone and looked down to see that the wire was cut.

"OPEN UP IVY!!!!!" the voice said again. You panicked and wondered why no one else is hearing this! The man is loud enough! What if something bad happened to them?!? What if he hurt them?!?

"WHO IS IT?!?" you screamed out from the other side of the door.

"I told you babe, your secret admirer!" he said.

"What's your name?" you said.

"It's a secret, Ivy" he said in a cruel seductive way.

"How do you know my name?!?" you yelled.

"As I recall, permits never lie and might I say, you look really pretty in this picture" he said. You looked around the room and noticed that your purse was missing. Out of all the times, this was the one time you wished you had a peep hole.

"OPEN UP!" he screamed.

"Why should I? What do you want?" you yelled.

"I want to see you again." he said.

"Again?" you asked, shedding a tear.

"Yes, don't you remember when you were younger? Remember Billy?" he said and it hit you like a ton of bricks.

Flashback:
Billy was your first true love. He was your first boy friend, the first to say he loved you, and the first guy you ever lost...
"BILLY?!? Where are you?!?" you screamed running through the woods. You thought that he was just playing a trick on you, knowing that one of your biggest fears was being lost in the woods.

"C'mon Billy, stop playing! I don't like this!" you yelled.

"This isn't funny anymore!" you yelled again falling back against a tree and braced yourself to be ready for him to pop out and scare you.

After about 2 minutes you opened and he was still no where to be seen.

"BILLY? C'MON, STOP! THIS ISNT FUNNY!!" you screamed again. You felt your heart drop on the ground when you came upon a pile of something that really resembled Billy. He was alive, but just by a string.

"BILLY!!! Of god, what happened?!?" you asked him looking into his eyes, you looked him down and noticed that he had his had firmly gripping he side, he had been stabbed, badly. "Oh god, what happened? Who did this to you?" you said.

"I dunno, uh...I was about to pop out of a tree when, ugh...I felt something really sharp go into my side. There was a hand over my mouth so you couldn't hear me scream. I looked behind me and saw someone...ugh god...running away." he said still firmly gripping his side. It was gushing out blood and you knew that he wasn't going to live, it was way to cold and he had lost way too much blood. But you weren't about to leave hi m there to die in the woods. You knew that it wouldn't help to try and get him to walk so you just sat there for 2 hours and was forced to watch him suffer and right at 12:01, he died.

You then felt something really cold being pressed against your mouth and nose and it smelt really bad and you knew it was alcohol. Soon enough you were passed out. You woke up to find Billy gone and you were laying in his pool of blood...you heard a voice that said something that sounded a lot like, "that was a really fun night sweet heart, we sould do it again some time." and the man disappeared.
End flashback

"Oh god! GO AWAY!!! YOU KILLED BILLY!! GO AWAY!" you sobbed to the door.

"Sorry sweet heart, it's just been way to long, and I need a little blood shed. And you were the first girl to pop in my head. And it was super handy that we just happened to be staying in the hotel. Wouldn't you agree? Sweet heart." he said. "NOW OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR!!!" he screamed.

"HEY! HEY YOU! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" you heard Gerard's voice from down the hall.

"BERT, GET THE GUYS!" he yelled.

"WHATS GOING ON?!?" you heard Bert's voice, you almost melted inside and you were so happy to hear his voice.

"BERT!!" you screamed at the top of your lungs, hoping that he would hear you.

"IVY!!! HEY MAN, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?" he yelled at the man who was apparently still standing there.

"Gotta go sweet heart, see you soon. Really soon" he said.

"HEY MAN, GET THE FUCK AWAY!" Bert yelled and you heard the man jump and assumed that he was now long gone. You opened up the door and ran to Bert. You hugged him like there was no tomorrow.

"Hey man, who the fuck was that?!" Gerard yelled back at us. Bert looked back at him telling him to just leave us be for minute.

"Are you ok?" he said. You shook your head and began to sob into Bert's shirt. "What did he do to you? Are you hurt?" he asked. You shook your head, but you were still not ok. You just couldn't shake the image of Billy's dead body out of your head and the words that followed them 'I need a little blood shed...I'll see you soon, really soon'

Chapter 10 -

c'mon babe lets go back to the room. Bert said scooping you up in his arms and carrying you back to the room. Once there, he laid you on the bed and you just curled into a ball into his arms and sobbed of about an hour.

He had to take you to the bathroom and hold your hair back because at this point you were throwing up from crying to much and from being so depressed and Bert still didn't know who he was, what he said, and why you were crying.

After about 30 minutes of throwing up and sobbing. You eventually felt ok and Bert carried you back to the bed, he laid down with you and you just curled back into a ball in his arms.

"Who was that Ivy?" he asked you stroking your hair out of your face.

"He killed Billy" you managed to get out between breaths (you know like after you have been crying for a while your breathing is really off and short)

"what?!? Who is Billy?" he said looking more concerned. You went on to tell him about Billy and all of that.

"Oh god Ivy, I'm so sorry. Shhhhhh, its ok." he said making soothing sounds to calm you down.

"he said that he wanted some more blood shed and that I was the first parson he thought of and that he would see me soon, really soon" you told him, still crying into his shirt.

"What?!? Ivy, look at me." he said pulling you face up to meet his with his finger under your chin.

"as long as I am here, he is never landing a single finger on you." he said, kissing you lips gently and hugging you like you were going to float away if he let go.

Then there was another knock at the door. You looked up with a panicked look on your face but then heard Gerard say, "Bert, open up man, everyone is here." he got up and opened the door. All the girls came running over and you started crying again. They got you up and took you into the bathroom to clean you up and calm you down a little bit.

Jessie turned around and said, "We will get her to tell us Bert, you tell the guys, ok?" she said.

"alright" he said looking at the ground. She walked over to him and said.

"Bert, she loves you. You're all that she has besides us, and we can't always be there for her. She loves you! Don't leave her" she said and walked back into the bathroom.

Chapter 11 -

They girls took you into the bathroom and ran some cool water on a rag and washed off your face to cool you off. You were crying again and felt like you had to throw up. Kim held your hair back and sure enough, you did. You only did it once and felt better after you did. You went on to tell al of them what happened. They all gave you hugs like Bert did, as if you were gonna fly away if they let go. You felt safe.

You then remembered hearing Jessie tell Bert to tell the guys the full story. You had guessed that Gerard told them what he knew and that was it and heard "what the fuck man?!?" from one of the guys, it sounded a lot like Frank.

You got up to walk out to see what's up but collapsed because you were so weak from crying and throwing up. You were so weak that you couldn't even support yourself to get back up to sit down. Apparently you hit the ground hard because Bert walked in and asked what happened.

You were too weak to do anything so Steller said, "she heard someone say something and wanted to go see all the guys but collapsed."

"She is way too weak to do anything; she has cried and thrown up way to much. And I know that you have noticed because I sure as hell have, she needs to stop throwing up because she is losing weight that she ain't got and she is losing body heat, which she is seriously lacking now." Sammy said.

"Oh god. C'mon babe." he said, lifting you up in his arms. He carried you into the room and you felt like nothing more then a rag doll, to weak to even move. But managed to prop yourself up to be sitting against the head board.

"Oh god Ivy. Are you ok?" Gerard said. You just nodded and gave him a sad smile.

"I can't believe that we couldn't hear him the whole time, I'm so sorry Ivy." Frank said, putting his arm around you. Right then you felt as through that out of all the guys Frank was your closest friend (of course excluding Bert and all the girls and Bert noticed too, and he was really ok with it)

"it's ok Frank. Really." you managed to get out, very soft and very weakly, but still managed to get out.

"NO! Its NOT! I mean for god sakes, look at you! You collapsed under your own weight in the bathroom and god, you don't even weigh 100 lbs.!!!!!!" he said getting up and pacing around the room.

"Frankie, I'm fine!" you said, a little louder. He was about to say something else but Bob got up and stopped him and whispered something in his ear. He just walked up and gave you a kiss on the forehead, said he was sorry and left the room. You were gonna get up to chase after him but as soon as you stood up you fell back on the bed, he was right, you were way to weak. But you refused for him to be like this, he was your friend!

"Ivy stop, you're too weak!" Kim said, trying to stop you from getting back up.

"Leave me alone! I'm FINE!" you said, getting back up. You managed to keep your stance an began to walk but as soon as you went to reach for the door you blacked out

Chapter 12 -

you awoke to see a really bright light above you. You immediately shut your eyes because it was so bright and you despise light. Your eyes eventually adjusted and you studied the room around you and it didn't take long to realize that you were in a hospital room. You reached down and pressed the emergency button and a nurse came running in.

"Mrs. McCracken. I'm so happy to see that you're awake. You have been out for a while!" she said checking something on you.

"Wait, what did you call me?" you asked her.

"Mrs. McCracken. That's what the people who brought you hear today said your name was. Ivy McCracken." she said looking at you confused.

"Oh, yeah. Right. Umm, are they here?" you asked, stunned that the girls would actually enter you in as Mrs. McCracken.

"Well, there are about 15 people out there asking for you and they came in here in a huge bus. Is that who you mean?" she said fluffing your pillow.

"Umm, yeah." you said shocked that EVERYONE came.

"well Ivy, we cant let all them in at once, the most we can allow is 5 at a time, it's a hospital rule." she said

"oh, umm. Ok. Can you tell Bert, Jessie, Frank, Steller and Samantha to come in." you asked.

"Yes ma'am." she said walking out the door.

"WAIT!" you yelled back to her.

"Yes?" she said.

"Why exactly am I in here?" you asked.

"well, the man who carried you in here said that you blacked out and that you had lost a lot of weight all of a sudden from throwing up too much." she said.

"Oh, ok, thanks. Umm, did you get all of those names?" you asked wanting to make sure that she got it right.

"yes, Bert, Jessie, Frank, Steller, and Samantha." she said.

"Ok, thank you." you said and she walked back out. About 2 minutes later Bert ran in and gave you the biggest kiss ever. You kissed him back and broke it away with a smile.

"Oh god Ivy you scared me so bad!" Jessie said giving you a hug and a kiss on the cheek. You kissed her back and just smiled.

"God chick, what the hell, you never give up do you?!? You just had to walk to prove us wrong!" Sammy said giving you a kiss on the forehead and a hug. Once again you just laughed and smiled. You looked over at Steller and she got up on your bed and crawled over to you much like what you were doing to Frank at the Huddle House. You just laughed at her craziness. But she just laughed and gave you a kiss on the cheek and a hug and crawled off the bed. Then you looked at Frank. "I'm sorry Ivy." he said and gave you a big hug. "I'm gonna lay off the kiss because that's Bert's job. And being as we have had our chance, we are gonna leave you and Bert a lone for a minute!" you just laughed and watch them leave. You managed to blow Jessie a kiss and just laughed.

"God, it's so good to hear you laugh again." Bert said shedding a tear. You reached up and wiped it away.

"Please don't cry, you're gonna make me cry!" you said tearing up.

"God no. you have already cried enough for today! That's why you're in this brightly lighted dump!" he said reaching up and turning off the lamp above your head that was ever so bright.

"Thanks" you said closing your eyes to adjust to the much desired change. "The nurse said that I . lost weight from throwing up to much. What did she mean, why was I throwing up?" you asked him.

"You were crying for so long that it made you throw up a lot and you lost too much weight and body heat. And you went to come to see all of the guys from the bathroom and collapsed under your weight," he said with a serious look of concern in his eyes.

"But I don't even weigh 100! How can I collapse under that?!?" you asked in shock.

"That's what Frank said." Bert said to you wiping a tear from your cheek. His hands were so warm against your cold self. You reached up with your eyes closed and kept his hand there and began to cry again remembering why you were crying in the first place.

"Oh god, Billy" you mumbled under your breath but Bert still managed to hear it.

"Shhhhhhh, it ok. Please don't cry again." he said continuing to make soothing sounds rubbing his hand up and down you back. You didn't like not being able to cuddle into a ball like you did in the hotel so you got out the bed and sat in his lap in the chair he was sitting in next to the bed and just sat there for about 10 minutes. As soon as you had set in his lap he could tell quite noticeably just how much weight you lost, it had to be more then 5 lbs. *god, I need to get her out of here, she cant stay this way* he thought to himself. As he ran his hand back up your back, you could feel just as well as he could every single indentation from your rib cage.

"Bert, I'm hungry." you said, looking at him with a smile on.

"That's good. Let's get outta here. Ok?" he said picking you up.

"Wait" you said and he stopped. "I wanna see if I can walk." you said he let you go and as soon as you looked down and noticed that you were still wearing his boxers and shirt you laughed really hard.

"What's so funny?" he said.

"I'm still wearing your stuff, are all the girls still wearing theirs?" you said in-between laughs.

"Yeah, they were gonna change but figured you would be mad so they stayed in theirs, you should see the looks that they are getting" he said laughing.

'I bet!" you said. "Ok, let's try this again." you said, getting back up. And to your much surprise, you could! But with some help from Bert of course.

As soon as you walked out, the nurse came running up and said, "I was just coming to tell you that was have to give you one more shot before you can leave." she said.

You looked at her and said, "For what?" and raised one eye brow because you hate shots.

"It's to slow down your metabolism for one day to help you gain a few pounds, you lost a lot of weight!" she said.

You looked back at Bert and whispered, "I really, really hate shots, can't you talk her out of it?"

He just smiled and said, "No baby. Now c'mon." he said grabbing you hand and pulling you into the room. "Ugh, I really hate shots Bertie!" you said sitting in his lap a burying your head in his chest. He had your arms crossed but Bert tickled you and managed to grab hold of and arm.

He held it out and told the nurse, "She really hates shots. Be gentle."

 "Its ok sweetie, I'll be gentle." she said you felt the needle slip into your arm and you buried your head deeper into Bert's chest.

"Shhhhhh, it's ok Ivy, its ok." and as soon as you felt the needle leave your arm you let out a pathetic whine.

"Aww, I'm sorry Ivy but it will do you good, now, you need to eat with in the next hour and this isn't gonna make you sleepy at all so you should be good and if something happens then come back and we will take care of it, ok sweetie?" she said reaching for a box. You nodded and looked over at her and laughed.

"I know that I am only supposed to do this for kids but I just had to sweetie, now, which color do you want? Red, blue, yellow, orange or green?" she said trying to hold back the laughter as she offered you a band-aid. You reached out and grabbed green and Bert put it on you and kissed your arm where the "boo-boo" as he called it to make it better.

"Can I go now?" you asked.

 "Yes Ivy, you can." she said. You thanked her again for the band-aid and for being so sweet to you and you and Bert headed back to the waiting room. To your surprise, you could walk just fine you took in a really fast and deep gasp when you said everyone sitting there waiting for you.

"DON'T even think about it Ivy Smith!" he said. It was as if he was reading your mind because you were about run over to everyone and jump all over them and give kisses and hugs and what not.

"But-but-but Beeeeeeeeeeeeert! Please!?!" you said with your best puppy dog face.

"No, Ivy! You're really weak!" he said but all of a sudden he scooped you up and started running towards them screaming "I GOT A KEEPER!!! I GOT A KEEPER!!!" and everyone looked up and met us half way.

"IVY!!!" you heard everyone say.

"Wow, you're more then just a rag doll now!!" Gerard said. Giving you a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Yeah man! Sweet as sugar, tough as nails!" you said laughingly.

"So happy to see your ok!" Mikey said giving you a big hug and a kiss on the cheek too.

"Aww, thanks!" you said and for about 10 minutes that's about all you did, was get hugs and kisses and on the way out you were giving a piggy-back ride from Bob. (Hehe, YAY from piggy back rides!)

Chapter 13 -

Once y'all returned back to the hotel, everyone got really quiet. Sammy looked at you and said "Ivy, we were talking when we were waiting for you to wake up and thought it would be a really good idea If we just stayed in the tour buses tonight and get back on the road and start heading for Chicago. Plus, that dude might try to come back to your room and stuff," she said.

"Yeah but...what about," you tried to say but was interrupted by Jessie saying,

"I already took care of it, I had James (the secretary at her office) get all of our stuff and bring it out here." she said pointing to the back of the bus loaded with all our stuff.

 "Oh, awesome, but what about..." interpreted again by her saying

"and I even got him to bring Makon"

"OH MY GOD JESSIE!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!" getting up and giving her a huge hug.

 "Who the hell is Makon?" Bert asked.

"My dog! Makon!" you said.

"Makon?" he said raising one eye brow.

"Yeah! Makon Bacon!!!!" you said. Everyone just burst out laughing at the name, including you and all the girls, everyone who ever met Makon loved him.

"Wow, how did you come up with that?" Ray said in-between laughs.

"It was Steller's idea!" you said and she just laughed and ran over to Frank.

"Yeah, that's my girl!" he said laughingly.

"So...is he not here yet?" you said.

"Not yet, Sherry had to bring him because James is allergic to dogs."

"Oh. Bert you're gonna love Makon! He is the sweetest dog ever!" you said jumping back on his lap.

"I'm sure!" he said but then his smile was quickly wiped off his face as his hands ran back up your back and his hands could once again feel every single indentation there in-between your rib cage.

"umm, Bert? I'm still really hungry." you said trying to get his attention away from it because you knew that it was unhealthy, but you couldn't help it, it just happened.

"Oh, right! Sorry. Hmm, guys, anyone else hungry?" he asked not wanting to make you the center of attention.

"YEAH!!!" everyone roared.

 "ALRIGHT!! Well, as soon as Makon gets here then we are heading out to, umm, babe what's your favorite restaurant?" Bert said.

"Umm, Olive Garden!" you said perking up.

"SWEET!" they all said so apparently you're not the only one who loves Olive Garden! Right then, there was a knock at the door and a bark.

"MAKON!!!!" you screamed, jumping up from Bert's lap and opening the door, he was sooooo happy to see you. He jumped up on you and almost knocked you down.

"Awww, I missed you so much you said to him kissing him on his head.

"IVY, DON'T HOG MY MAN!!" Kim yelled, Makon loved Kim just as much as he loved you! He jumped up into the bus and ran over to her, he got to meet everyone and as soon as everyone met him, we were off to Olive Garden! (YAY!)

You were sitting on Bert's lap and you couldn't help but notice how quiet he was. All the other guys were laughing and having a ball but he was really chill.

"Bert?" you asked looking at him with a smile.

"Yeah baby?" he said looking back at you.

"Can I talk to you?" you asked.

"Yeah, shoot." he said.

"No, I mean, in private." you said.

"Uh, yeah. C'mon." he said grabbing your hand and leading you into the back of the bus.

"Aww come on man, she just got out of the hospital! Cant you wait?!?" Gerard said looking at y'all seriously thinking that you were gonna have sex.

You walked over to him and said, "Sorry, just can't keep my self off of him!" and winked. He got the message and just laughed.

When you got to the back he looked at you and said, "What's up?"

"Why are you so quiet? Is there something wrong?" you said sitting on his lap again.

"Sorry, I was just really worried about you, I still am! I mean god Ivy! Give me your hand." He said taking you hand and making you run your hands up and down your rib cage.

"Do you feel that? Ivy that's really un-healthy!" he said. You knew that they were sticking out a lot but not this much, you really could feel every single indentation that there was.

"I'm sorry baby, its not like I meant for this to happen. I mean, they have always stuck out when I bent over, I just need to eat some more!" you said trying to cheer him up.

"I know, it just worries me." he said. But think god, just at that moment, Makon came in to liven up the moment because you really didn't know what to say, or how to respond to it.

"Makon!" you said getting off of Bert's lap and on the floor to pet him.

"Hey baby! Did you miss me?" you said kissing his head. You got back up on the couch and Makon jumped up next to Bert.

"Hey buddy!" he said petting his head. "He is a really sweet dog." he said.

"yeah, he is a lover boy." you said resting your head on Bert's shoulder.

"Hey guys, is it safe?" you heard Gerard say from behind the door. "No shit man, what'd youthink?" Bert said playfully throwing a shoe at the door.

 "I know, I was just playing man. But any ways, just came to say that we have finally arrived at our destination but all the girls gotta come back here and get dressed so...come long Bert!" he said grabbing Bert by the collar of his shirt.

"Fine, but only because you got me by the collar!" he said winking at you. All the girls came back in their boxers and oversized shirts and all of you burst out laughing at the very site of y'all together.

"Wait, before we get dressed, I gotta take a picture of this!" Kim said. "Well to get it good we need someone else to hold the camera." Sammy said.

"Yeah, hold on." you said. You came back with Mikey. He took the picture and left y'all to get dressed. But Jessie came up with a really cool idea for each of you to pick out am outfit for someone else. You got to pick out an outfit for Steller, she picked one out for Sammy, who picked one out for Kim who picked one out for Jessie who picked on out for you.

"Wait, I have a good idea!" you said right before everyone started digging through clothes.

"What?" everyone said.

"Lets tease the guys, to some degree...pick out something sexy yet really stylish!" and they all knew exactly what you meant. You ended up wearing a pair of black lace up combat boots that came up to just below your knee, some fish net hoes, a black mini-skirt and a off the shoulder black top that had The Used written at the bottom left side and a grey print of a rose in the back ground. You let your hair hang down to its full length which was about just below your shoulders (incase you for got, it black with pink and blue streaks in it) and you put on black eye shadow, liner and mascara.

When you looked in the full length mirror you said, "Woah, I look like a gothic slut! And I like it!" and everyone just laughed. You looked around and you all looked really hot, but out of all of you, Sammy looked the best because she had on shorter combat boots, panty hoes with a really cool print going up them, (black) a mini-skirt that was a black base color but had pink and green plaid in it, and a black wife beater. With an air-brushed look to it that had the words 'Freedom' on I and a lot of sparkles on it, it looked really cool , but everyone else swore up on down that you looked the hottest, but we all finally came to an agreement that we all looked just right!

Like gothic sluts! (Haha) when you walked out every single guy and their mouths wide open and staring. "Damn, y'all look amazing!" Jeph said. Y'all just laughed. You walked over to Bert and sat beside him. You were about to sit in his lap again but you really didn't want him running his hands up n down your ribs again, so you just sat down beside him.

"You look really hot!" he said looking you up and down.

'Cha, I know it!" you said laughing.

"Well, y'all ready to go?" Ray said.

"YEAH!" we all said and walked out the bus. It was so funny how many looks you were getting, even funnier then the ones that y'all were getting in the hospital for wearing boxers and oversized shirts. You really couldn't take it any more and just had to scream, "WHAT?!?!?" at the next person that look at you and rolled their eyes, this time it just happened to be a cheerleader type looking girl who was obviously still in HS. Everyone just laughed at you and kept on waking.

"Nice" Bert said in your ear.

"Well, she thinks she is soooo much better then me so I thought I should say something!" you said, looking back at her. You got into the restaurant and once again, more looks and the very first thing that Bert did was cover you mouth so you wouldn't scream. Gerard, Brandon, Frank, and Jeph all did the same to Steller, Kim, Jessie and Sammy.

Y'all just laughed and as usual, they had to sign autographs, and take pictures and all that stuff. You got there, ate and came went back on the bus. You were talking to Sammy when you felt two strong, warm arms wrap around your waist and a kiss on the back of you neck. You just laughed and looked back up at Sammy; she just looked at you and smiled. You turned around to see Bert staring into your eyes.

"Its pretty cold out here, and you not that covered, come back inside with everybody!" he said taking your hand and leading you back inside.

"Hey Makon!" Bert said on the way in.

"Hey buddy!" you said petting him as you walked by. He kept on leading you back into the back of the bus, but once again, Gerard just had to open his mouth and say,

"Bert really, cant you wait?!? She has only been out the hospital 3 hours!" he said laughing.

Bert walked back in and said, "Dude, c'mon! Look at this hotness! How can you not want this?!? I mean god, look at Sammy! Man, I'm taking advantage of this!" he said, winking at him and punching him in the arm.

You just laughed and winked at Sam. But he didn't lead you to the back this time, he stopped and the bunks and climbed into his and helped you up into it. When you got in, you cuddled up to him.

"Ivy?" he said.

"Yeah Bertster?" you said. Looking back at him.

"I'm really happy you ate something." he said smiling at you.

"Yeah, me too, I feel full now." you said and laughed. You just laid there for a while, really comfy and really happy but then you remember back in the hospital.

"Bert?" you said turning around to completely face him.

"Yeah babe?" he said.

"The nurse at the hospital called me Mrs. McCracken." you said looking back at him trying to hold back the smile inside.

"Yeah, umm, that's what we registered you as, Mrs. McCracken." he said smiling at you and you just had to smile back.

"Why the idea?" you asked, resting you head on his chest.

 "Well, to tell the truth, I just thought it sounded good, ya know? Ivy McCracken." he said and as he did so it sent the biggest chills up you entire body.

"Wow, that does sound good." you said laughing, even though you were dead serious. He just laughed and put his arm around you. You were really afraid that he was gonna start feeling your rib cage again, be he just wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer to him and at that very moment, it dawned on you, Bert smells really, really good. It wasn't any type of spray on, fake scent...it was just HIS smell, and you loved it.

"Bert, you smell really good." you said.

"I do?" he laughed.

"Yeah, it's not like any spray on scent, its just, YOU!" you said looking up at him.

"Hmm, that's cool." he said. "Yeah, I like it." you said, looking up at him with kissing him gently on the lips.

 "Well, this is really nice and all, but fish nets aren't that comfy, so if you will excuse me, I need to change" you said, getting up and jumping down from the bunk. You expected it to be a really loud thump but forgot that you had already taken off you boots and it was really quiet as to your surprise. You walked back to got to get some pajamas.

The door was shut and really hoped that no one was in there because your fish nets were really starting to get uncomfortable. So you knocked and thankfully, no one was in there. So you walked in and started searching for some pajamas, but you started thinking, maybe you should find something a little more 'nice' to wear, so you started searching through your back and came across and really nice night gown from Victoria's Secret . It was made of silk and it was red with white lace trim at the cleavage and the hem and grabbed the matching pain of panties and bra. You locked the door and changed.

You were really happy that the bunk was close to the room because you didn't want everyone to see you like this, just Bert. You opened the door and the bus seemed to be empty, so you waked over to the bunk and saw Bert peacefully sleeping there. You noticed that he had got to the point to where all he had on was his boxers, like the night before.

He looked so cute just sleeping there and you just had to laugh remembering back to when you and Sammy were driving up to the concert where you first met they guys and she said, "I swear man, if I ever saw Gerard with no shirt on someone would have to hold me back because I would pounce on him!" and you had said, "I know, I would have to do the same if I saw Bert!" and there you were. Looking at him with out a shirt.

But you just laughed and tapped him on the shoulder and said, "Love? Are you awake?" he just smiled and scooted over, but he still didn't open his eyes, he didn't see what you were wearing, but you would make it work. So you snuggled up really close to him and as soon as he felt the silk touch him he turned around really quick and smiled. You smiled back and just laughed at his reaction.

"I thought I would wear something nice tonight" you said biting your lip.

 "Damn, you make it really hard to remember that you just got out the hospital!!" he said looking you up and down

-Samantha's POV -

"hey honey!" you said getting back on the bus.

"Hey babe!" he said as you slid in to the table next to him.

"You guys looked really hot tonight! Y'all trying to tease us aren't you?!?" he said laughing.

"Yeah, it was Ivy's idea." she said.

"I was really worried about her today Gerard. She lost weight that she just didn't have!" you said looking really concerned.

"Yeah, she scared me too babe, but she is better now, and that's important." he said smiling back at you.

 "Where is she anyways?" you asked looking around.

"Well, she went back into Bert's bunk, with Bert." he said winking at you.

"Gerard, she can't do anything tonight, she is in no condition!" you said getting concerned. "Baby. Calm down! I think he knows well enough to resist at least till tomorrow!" he said.

"well, yeah, but sometimes SHE won't think that clear and if she gets in the mood the she will talk herself into being fine and knowing her the way I do, if she is in the same bad as him, she is gonna be in 'the mood' Gerard!" you said.

"You really are concerned about her aren't you?" he said starting to get more serious.

"YES! She is in no condition to do that tonight! And if she does, or says, or wears something then she is telling him, 'hey, I'm fine' and he will accept it!" you said to him, trying to convince him to do something.

"Well baby, what do you want me to do about it? It's her choice! Plus, Bert prolly knows that she is in that condition and even if they do have sex then I'm sure he will be really gentle with her, even though he his kinda forced to being as she is soooo tiny!" he said.

"Yeah you're prolly right." you said.

"well, being as we are here in the big old city of Chicago, and we have the night off, whatcha wanna do?" he asked trying to change to subject.

"Umm, oh! I know! I saw this add for a fair here in town! They main attraction is this huge Ferris wheel! All the other guys went and the girls too! Wanna go?" you asked, trying to hint that you really wanted to go.

"Sure babe! Let's go!" he said taking your hand. It was within walking distance, so you just walked. As soon as you got there, you went straight to the Ferris wheel. There was a really long line but some how you managed to get to the front because Gerard signed some autographs and took some photos.

You both climb into the car, close the door, and the wheel starts to move. You are just above the heads of the people below when Gerard comes up to you and starts nibbling on the back of your neck. You start to turn when he clamps his teeth on the muscle on the back right side of your neck and your knees go weak.

"Oh, God!" you moan when he catches you and brings your mouth to his. You kiss for what seems like an eternity while you remove each other's clothes and lower yourselves to the floor of the car. You are desperate to feel him inside of you and you make it known with the welts your nails are leaving on his back. He plunges himself into you with just as much desperation.

Your scream is drowned out by the sound of the crowd below. The two of you move together, slowly at first and then building speed, using the swaying of the car to your advantage. You are circling around the far side of the wheel when you reach an explosive orgasm. You lay together in each others arms for just a few minutes before you hurriedly get up and put your clothes back on. You are both pretty much composed when your car comes to a stop at the bottom and the door is opened.

You both stumble out; clothes and hair all disheveled, and run laughing back into the bustle of people. "God damn Gerard, you just couldn't wait could you?!?" you said laughing as you were running. You walk a little farther, this time leaning your head on Gerard's shoulder, when you walk up to another booth. You don't really pay attention to what it is. You are too happy right now to care.

You stand in line for a few minutes and when you get to the front Gerard hands the beautiful girl in the booth some money. She is about 5'6" with shoulder length black hair, light caramel colored skin, smoky grey eyes, big breasts and a tiny waist. You just happen to look in time to see that this is a kissing booth for charity and Gerard is leaning in for the kiss.

You grab the back of the neck of his jacket and pull him back, "I don't think so, buddy." you say.

"It's just for charity, you know I try to help as much as I can, besides I already gave her my money." He tried to rationalize. You look at him for just a second before leaning in and planting a deep kiss on this girl. He looks at you wide-eyed as you pull out of the kiss and slowly open your eyes. The girl is smiling and seems to be on the verge of laughing at Gerard's open-mouthed, wide-eyed, stuttering stare.

"Thanks Babe." you say to the girl, wink and then lead Gerard away by the arm, still staring at you.

"That was hot!" Gerard finally manages to choke out. You laugh and continue to lead him through the group of people. You wonder off to a few more stops at other games, winning prizes and what not before you decide that you really wanna go back to the MCR bus.

On the way back, you remember Ivy. "Gerard, do you think that Ivy and Bert really had sex? Both of them knowing what kind of condition she is in?" you ask him concerned about Ivy.

"Well, I dunno, if you're that worried then go back to their bus and check up on them!" he says, walking back over to the MCR bus.

"Alright, I'll be back in a minute!" you yell back at him and go to open the door to the bus

- Normal POV - (recap, last thing Bert said.)

"God, you make it really hard to remember that you just got out of the hospital! He said looking you up and down.

 you just laughed at his cuteness and said "now Bert, you know that that was over 4 hours ago!"

"Yeah, but Ivy, I mean, I'm not trying to be the bad sport here, because I want it just as much as you do! But I mean, you still are sick and I'm only going to do this if you truly believe that your well enough to do this!" he said acting really concerned about you.

"I know baby, but I think that I should be fine as long as you're gentle with me" you tell him in your o-so-famous seductive voice followed by you biting your lower lip and tracing your finger around his belly button and moving your way downward.

"Are you sure?" he asked looking back at you with passion and lust in his eyes.

"I'm positive" you say and lean in for a deep, passionate kiss. He begins to romantically undress you, kissing every piece of exposed skin. And before you knew it, you were completely naked, Bert still kissing you deeply. He leans forward and starts kissing your inner thigh. He kisses down to you knee before making his way back up then going to the other thigh, never touching the one part you want him to touch more than any. He slowly works his way back up your thigh and finally lays his lips exactly where you want them. He continues kissing you there deeply and passionately sending shudders through your entire body. You lean your back against the wall and let the pleasure wash over you in wave after wave.

Right when you think you can't take it any more he leans up, completely disrobed. You didn't even notice him taking his boxers off. He stands up and you grab him and pull him forcibly to you, kissing him, swirling your tongue around his, tasting yourself mixed with the flavour he always has. In the depths of the kiss he slides himself into you and you let out a scream, the sound of which is muffled due to your mouths being pressed together. The two of you move in perfect rhythm, kissing and touching each other like you were trying to memorize each other with your hands.

He began to move at a more rapid and you screamed with joy when the feeling of it pushed you over the edge. Your scream, not caring who hears, being as the bus was empty anyways. Just a few seconds later you feel Bert's body stiffen and he holds you tight as he is driven over the edge as well. The two of you lean on each other, breathing heavily.

"I love you, Ivy." he says, out of breath, looking into your eyes.

"I love you too Bert." you say completely out of breath. The two of you just laid there for a while and it all of a sudden got kind of cold, so you decided to put you bra, panties, and night gown back on.

A few minutes later, you heard the door the bus open and close and then heard Sammy call out, "Ivy? Bert? You guys awake?" she said still just standing in the front part of the bus. You jump down out the bunk and tell, "Yeah" and walk into the front of the bus and pour a cup of coffee and offer her some.

"Sure!" she said, "I love coffee!" she says.

"Yeah, I know I have lived with you for 2 _ years!" you said laughing at her.

"So, whatcha doin' over here? Where's Gee?" you ask her. "I just came by to check up on you n Bert. And Gee is back on the other bus watching TV or something." she said laughingly and taking a sip of coffee.

"Wow, nice gown!" she said looking you up n down. "Yeah, I thought do too!" you said winking at her.

"Ivy!!! You know just as well as I do that you can't do that! You are not well!" she said very seriously.

"Well, I'm fine now and he was really gentle and if it got to be too much then I was gonna tell him! I swear!" you said being really serious.

"Ok, fine. Speaking of him...where is the little devil?" she asked looking around.

"He's still in bed." you say looking back at the bunk.

"Oh, ok. Well I'm gonna go back to the other bus. Go get my boo in bed! Gotta show tomorrow!!! I'm so exited! We get to see them play from back stage!" she said jumping up n down.

"I know!! I'm sooo happy!" you said joining her in the jumping.

"Calm down you two, its just s show!" you heard Bert say from right behind you, wrapping his arms around you.

"Yeah but, it's so cool! We get to see you from back stage!" you say to him.

"Yeah, well, I'm gonna go, ok? I will see y'all tomorrow for breakfast!" she said, leaving the bus. You let go of Bert and run after her.

"Sammy, wait!" you yell, stopping her.

"What?" she called back to you. You ran up to her and got really close and said.

"Honey, you are really bad at hiding things"

"w-w-what do you mean?" she said looking at you funny.

"Well I mean look at you, you're glowing! I know you did something, and I'm gonna guess and say out of the ordinary!" you say.

"Oh my god, are you physic or something? How did you know?" she said really fast.

"Well god, you should see yourself, your practically glowing from happiness! And your hair is kinda messed up" you say reaching up to fix it.

"So...tell me! What did y'all do?" you asked her.

"well, we got onto the Ferris wheel and as soon as we started moving, he bit down on my neck and it made me go weak in the knees and it just went from there and since its sooooo big and sooooo slow, we were done by the time we had to get off!" she said with so much happiness.

"OH MY GOD! That's so sweet!" you said.

"Well, see you later!" she says and goes on back to the MCR bus. You ran back into The Used bus and saw Bert just sitting there.

"What was that about?" he said

"I had to ask her something." you said and winked at him.

"So, we weren't the only ones tonight were we?" he said as he raised one eye brow.

"Nope! And they did it in the Ferris wheel!" you said looking out the window to the Ferris wheel.

"Wow, that's cool." he said, "C'mon, lets go back to bed." he told you as he grabbed your hand. You climbed back into the bunk and were fast asleep in a matter of minutes.

 Chapter 14 -

"RISE N SHINE SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!!" you heard Bert say from out side the bunk.

"Hey!" you said really sleepily.

"What time is it"

"ummm, it be 9" he said back.

"Mmmmmmmmm, I'm tired!!" you say.

"Well, guess I will just have to pull you out of bed!" he said as he reached up and scooped up in his arms.

"Bertster! Stop! Put me down!" you yelled and eventually he put you down in the back room so you could get dressed. You looked over and saw Kim in there too.

"Hey girl!" you say.

 "Hey!" she said back,

"I dunno what to wear, I have a lot of stuff but...woah! Nice little get up you got there" looking at your night gown.

"Yeah" you said laughing.

"I'm gonna guess and say that you did something last night!" she said.

"Well, someone is a good guesser!" you say making fun of her for pointing out the very obvious.

"oh please, shut up!" she said, "but yeah...any who...I need you to find me something to wear and I'll find you some thing, you agreed and picked her out a pair of Dickies baggy shorts, a pair of DC sneakers and a black shirt that said in red, 'I LOVE TATER TOTS!" on it. And she picked you out a black, zip up, Dickies dress. REALLY COOL!!!

"Wow, we must have a thing for Dickies today." she said.

"Yeah man, apparently!" you agreed. You both walked out together out to the kitchen to find everyone in there.

 "hey guys!" you both say at the same time and get a bunch of tired mumbles, except from Bert and Gerard who reply with very happy "hello!" 's. and everyone just laughed. You lean back against the counter and sip on your cup of coffee.

"So, what are we doing until the show?" you ask attempting to break the silence.

"Umm, dunno? Where is john?" Gerard asks.

"Who's John?" Jessie asks.

"He is our manager." he replied.

"He should be on our bus" Frank says.

"Well, is he the one with the schedule?" you ask.

"yeah" Frank says. "Well, I'm gonna go find him, be back in a minute.

"Want me to go with you?" Bert asks.

"no babe, I'm sure that ill be fine!" you say and leave to go find John.

"HEY!" you hear a voice call after you. You look around and see some random dude walking towards you.

 "Can I help you?" you ask him because he looks a little homely.

"I was wondering if you had any spare change on you?" he asked.

"Umm, yeah, I think I do in my pocket." you say and you look down to get it but all of a sudden you feel him slam you really hard against the side of the MCR bus.

"Ugh!!! What the fuck man?!?!?!?!" you ask and he looks you in the eyes and says,

"Wow, you haven't changed at all Ivy" and then you realize that it's him, the guy who killed Billy! You wanted to scream so bad but had had his mouth over your mouth, to wide for you to bite. You wanted to knee him where it hurts but he had his legs wrapped around yours so you couldn't move. You hand nothing to do but stand there and try your hardest to escape. He let one hand free for 2 seconds and then you felt a really sharp pain in you neck, he had stabbed you with a needle with something in it that in less then 10 seconds your whole body starts to give out from beneath you. He lays you on the ground and pulls out a huge knife out of his pocket; it didn't look clean, at all. But there was nothing you could do; your body was completely dead.

"this is the same knife your little boyfriend died from, I never washed it, hoping that the day would come when I could find you and just keep the chain going ya know?" he said while looking at the knife.

"God, you bastard!" you said weakly.

"Shhh shhh shhh, don't speak." he said putting his finger over your lips. You wanted to reach out and bite it or something but it was all that you could do to talk.

He looked down and said, "wow, nice dress, easy.' he said reaching fro your zipper, and all you could do is lay there and let it happen. He began to un-zip it and you just wished that someone would notice that you had been gone a while and come looking for you.

"Please help me god, please help me!" you thought to your self. "Not the night of the big show, please! God please don't let this happen to me!" you prayed. As you glanced you felt him feeling on your breasts.

"GET OFF OF ME!!!!!" you screamed as loud as you could, but it wasn't that loud because you were so weak.

"Shhhhhh, one more scream and I'm gonna have to use this! We don't want that now do we?" he said, never taking his eyes off your body.

"My, my, my, you sure are thin! What are you, bulimic? Anorexic?" he said rubbing his hands up n down your rib cage the same way Bert did and you began to cry wishing that it was Bert doing it and not him.

"I lost 7 lbs because of you, I had to go to the hospital because I couldn't stop crying which made me throw up food that I didn't have in my stomach! I lost 7 lbs I didn't have! I wasn't even 100! Now I'm only 92!" you told him, trying to not scream, you knew he wasn't afraid to stab you.

"Aww, I'm sorry sweet heart!" he said, kissing you aggressively on the lips. You tried to keep you lips shut but you felt his knife's blade run down you side, knowing that it was drawing blood, you could feel it.

"Please! Stop!!" you said.

"Shh shh shh honey, just relax and this will go over smoothly and we can just pretend this never happened! But come to think of it! I'm kinda in the mood for some blood shed so...I'm just gonna do it any ways! Go ahead, scream, I'll just cut you more ::thrust:: and more ::thrust:: and deeper! ::thrust::

"ugh, god, please stop! PLEASE!!!!" you screamed. And he just continued to run the knife longer and deeper.

 "UUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" you screamed and he stabbed you. That was it, he had the knife in as far as it would go. He left it there till he reached his climax, put his clothes back on and then ripped it out.

"UUGHHHH!!!!!!! OH GOD!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!" you screamed out and heard Bert scream,

"IVY?!?!?!?!?!?"

"Sorry it had to end this way sweet heart!" the dude said and disappeared behind the bus and ran away. You were in so much pain, you knew that you were gonna die.

"IVY!!!!" Bert screamed out at the very sight of you, your body covered on blood, a huge stab wound in your side.

 "SHIT!!!! GERARD!! SOME ONE!!!! HELP!!!! OH GOD IVY!!!!!!" he screamed.

 "BERT?!?!? What is it? HOLY SHIT!!!! IVY!!!!" Gerard screamed,

"CALL 911, TELL THEM WE HAVE A FRIEND WHO WAS STABBED, BAD!!!!!!"

"What?!?!?!?!?!?!" were the responses from inside the bus and everyone came running out.

"MIKEY! CALL!!!!!" Gerard screamed, taking off his coat putting it on your stomach.

"OWWWW!" you screamed out.

"Oh god Ivy, I'm so sorry! I should have gone with you!" Bert said, trying to keep himself from breaking down. He looked down and noticed that you were bleeding in a certain area.

"SHIT! IVY? DID HE RAPE YOU?!?!?!" he asked standing up knowing the answer.

"Yeah, oh god...it hurts so bad!" you said really pathetically.

"Oh Ivy...it's going to be ok! I swear!" Jessie said, Sammy was over in the corner throwing up from the very sight of it and so was Kim. Steller was right with Jessie and Gerard, piling on layers of cloth to try and control the bleeding.

"Here comes the ambulance!" Frank yelled.

"Hang on Ivy, I will be ok!" Bert said. The paramedics lifted you into the ambulance and Bert got in with you. You could feel your self getting sleepy and right as you closed your eyes, you whispered, "I love you Bert McCracken"

"I love you Ivy McCracken" he said and with that, you drifted off to sleep.

Chapter 15 -

"LET ME SEE IVY!!!! I DON'T CARE IF SHE IS AWAKE OR NOT! SHE IS MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!" you could hear Bert's voice from outside the room. You looked around and noticed that you were in a hospital room. You didn't know what was wrong with you. You went to put your hand on you stomach but felt the sharpest pain ever, you looked down and saw that your side had a huge bandage on it with multiple blood stains on it.

You reached down to press the emergency button, the nurse that Bert was yelling at came running in and locked the door so he would stay out, he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw you look at him.

"Ivy!" he screamed.

You just smiled at him. "Yes Mrs. McCracken?" she said. And it sent chills up and down your body, like when Bert said it before.

"Why am I here?" you asked pathetically.

"Well, it's a pretty complicated, I think it would be better if someone else told you. That young man out there and many other people are wanting to come in to see you but I can't let them in without your consent. Is it ok?" she asked.

"How many people are here?" you asked her, all you saw was Bert, never taking you eyes off of him.

"Umm about 15" she replied.

"will you let them in at once or is there a space rule?" you asked, like in the first hospital when you could only have 5, still looking at Bert.

"Well sweetie, you are only allowed to have 4 at a time. What 4 do you and first?" she asked with a chuckle.

"Just him" you said looking right at Bert.

"The young man with long black hair?" she asked.

"Yes" you replied.

"Ok, just press the button if you need anything, ok?" she said leaving the room.

"Ok" you said and watched him as he gave her a death glare as he walked in.

"oh god Ivy!" he said coming over to you, kissing you for what felt like for ever.

"They weren't sure if you were going to live and we were all so scared for you and..." he told you as he was crying, for the 1st time, a guy was actually crying for you. You felt loved, more then ever before, you were in love and were loved in return.

"What happened?" you asked putting your hand back on your stomach.

"Do you really wanna know?" he asked wiping a stray hair from your face.

"Yes, please just tell me. All I remember is seeing my stomach covered in blood and looking over to see a man running away and you coming out the bus. And, oh god, I remember you said staring to ball crying. "oh god Bert, I remember, when he stabbed me, when he ripped it out, when he raped me, oh god, Bert, you said he started to cry again and started to kiss you, Bertie, I wanna go back to your bunk, to falling asleep using your chest as a pillow, breathing in your scent, just, I wanna go back! You screamed. Shhhhhhh, its ok, we will soon, I promise. Shhhhhh he said making soothing sounds to calm you down. "I want a hug so bad! AND I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT!!!!!!" you screamed out.

"Oh god Ivy, I'm so sorry. If I had of gone with you then we would be in my bunk, sleeping together. God, why now?" he started. You heard a knock at the door and looked up and saw the nurse pointing to all the girls wanting to come in, you nodded and told Bert that they were coming in and he got up and went to the bathroom, he didn't want them to see him like this.

"Oh my god, IVY!" They all said coming in seeing you crying and just looking at the bathroom door, wishing he would come back out, you didn't want to be away from him, you felt safe with him. Jessie got up and went into the bathroom.

"Bert?" She asked.

"What?" He asked from over the sink. She walked in and shut he door behind her. You were still just looking at the door until Steller and Sammy called your name, you looked at them and smiled a sad smile.

"Hey guys" you said.

"Hey, are you ok?" Sammy asked wiping your tears away.

"Not really" you said looking down at you stomach and at that you noticed that your lower half hurt really bad too. You made a painful moan and asked them what it hurt there.

"He raped you" Kim said trying to blink a way the tears.

Jessie's POV -

"Bert, do you remember when told you the other day, in the hotel room right before I went into the bathroom?" you ask him waking over to him.

"Yes," he said

"Bert, she loves you. You're all that she has besides us, and we can't always be there for her. She loves you! Don't leave her and then you walked back into the bathroom. yeah, and I meant it, right now she Is out there just looking at the door, waiting for you to come out. I meant what I said, we won't always be there for her Bert, we all plan to get a job, and do our own thing, she told me that she doesn't, all she wants is to spend her time with you. Together or not, she always wants to be your friend. She told me that she got the worst chills she had ever had in her life when you said that you liked the way Ivy McCracken and that she almost melted into a love puddle, but kept her cool, because she felt safe in your arms Bert!" You said to him, balling crying. You went to rub his back.

"don't touch me Jessie." He said, you knew that he was in pain. honey,

"we don't care to see you like this, all she wants is you, she is prolly wishing so hard right now that we would leave you 2 alone, so I'm gonna do that now, go out there to her, because I know as well as you do that you didn't call her Ivy FUCKING McCracken for nothing!" You said, crying so hard and walked out...

Normal POV -

"c'mon guys lets leave them alone ok?" Jessie said and no one asked questions. She came up to you and kissed your forehead and left. You looked over and saw Bert come out of them bath room, crying.

"I'm so sorry baby!" He said.

"Please don't be, it's not your fault!" You said.

"C'mon" he said, he took off your blankets and picked you up ever so gently. He took you into the bathroom and helped you button your extra clothes that Jessie sneaked in to you.

"What are you doing?" You asked him.

"We are leaving." He said. You let him help you with your clothes and you didn't ask questions, all you wanted was to go home with him and sleep next to him, with his arms around you.

"What do you think you're doing?!?" The nurses asked. He just gave them the death glare and they left us alone.

 You walked into the waiting room and everyone there, you were so happy to see the all. They all knew that you were supposed to be in your bed and suffering and whishing that you were home. And Jessie just slipped Bert a look that said, thank you and mile long. She knew that you didn't want to be there. She could read you like no one else.

You all piled into the bus. You didn't stop in the lounge area, he just took you straight to his bunk and you laid there, with his arms protectively around you.

"Ivy?" He said.

"Yeah? I love you, so much. More then anyone thing in this world." You felt one of his hands move into his pocket and returned to your hand, he slipped on the most beautiful ring you had ever seen in your life and said, "I want it to be real, I want to be able to know it's the truth when I say that you are Ivy McCracken."

You wanted to roll over to kiss him right then and there and say yes, but you couldn't because of your side. And he knew, so he turned you over and leaned down to kiss you passionately, you kissed back and said, "is that your way of asking me to...marry me Ivy!" he said. You just laughed and shed a tear of joy and said, hmmm, I" dunno, can I keep the ring if I say no?" and winked at him, he just laughed the cutest laugh ever and kissed you.