Disclaimer: I do not know, do not own, do not sue. *smiles* All that is in this story is bull. Enjoy.

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'Where is she?' I said aloud walking across the living room to the window. My mother had been gone for 3 hours going to the grocery store. Some trip!

I sat down and flipped though the channels on TV for a few minutes. Finally, I hear a car door slam. Then a second. Was that a third?

'What the..' I began to say as I walked to the door and noticed a guy helping her with the groceries. I peeked through the blinds. All I could see was his back.

'Great, it's Jeff,' I sighed. I turned and walked to the counter waiting for them to come in. Mom opened the door and stepped inside.

'Why didn't you come help, dear?' She asked carrying the bags. 'You had Jeff,' I answered with my back towards them. 'Jeff? Dear, this isn't Jeff,' she laughed setting the bags down.

I turned around real fast and saw his face. 'Holy shit, mother!' I yelled and took off to my room. I could hear them laughing and saying something.

'Gerard Way!' I whispered loud to myself. I ran to my closet and grabbed my robe. I wasn't exactly wearing 'public' clothing.

As I slipped it on, Mom opened the door saying, 'Dear, that's not a way to talk in front of guest.' 'Close that door!' I snapped at her. I tied it and clamed myself down. 'Mother, do you have any clue who that is out there?' I asked her. 'No. No, I can't say I do. He said he needed a place to stay tonight and he already gave me money for the inconvenience,' she answered. I winced at the answer. 'You bring a complete stranger to spend the night in our home?!? The only reason I'm going with this is because I know this person. If it was someone else, I would be SCREAMING at you right now,' I told her fixing my hair in the mirror. 'He's a nice boy from what I can tell,' she shrugged. 'Yeah,' I said smirking.

We walked out of my room. Gerard was standing there in the kitchen in all his glory. How good he did look wearing blue jeans that were a little snug with a black hoodie on. I refrained myself from drooling and laughed silently.

'Hi,' he said smiling. I grabbed the back of the couch to secretly steady myself. 'Hi,' I whispered. I cleared my throat and said it out loud. He gave a small laugh and blushed. 'How cute, I made him blush!' I thought to myself smiling.

I couldn't say anything and I was mentally kicking myself in the ass. 'One night, one night. You have Gerard in reach and you're speechless! Talk, moron!' I was yelling inside. I cleared my throat again.

'So, you're lost?' I asked and then winced at the question. He gave a small laugh and answered,' Not exactly lost. More of the 'in between shows' thing.'

I nodded like I knew what he meant. 'You two kids go in the living room, I need to put these up. I'm going out tonight,' Mom said.

I carefully watched my step as I walked to the front of the couch and sat down easy, like I never do. Gerard sat down beside me. His leg brushed mine. I caught my breath and squeaked. He shot a glance at me and I could feel the heat radiating off of my face as I smiled. He grinned and got comfortable.

'Oh my god, sex' is all I could think. I laughed to myself.

'What's so funny?' He asked. I gave a shocked look and shook my head. I just knew I said sex out loud. I knew it, but I didn't.

'Your mom's going out tonight?' He asked me. 'Yeah, she stays gone until about 5 the next morning. She has a boyfriend she thinks I don't know about,' I said rolling my eyes. He laughed.

'So it's going to be just you and me tonight? All by ourselves?' He asked. At this point I was thinking real hard on if I had said 'sex' out loud or not. 'Yep,' I answered quickly looking at him.

'Did I say anything out loud just a minute ago?' I had to ask. He thought for a second and answered no. I sighed real big. 'Why?' He asked laughing. I shook my head smirking.

'Well, kids, I'm off. You two play nice. Don't do anything in my room,' She said. I cringed and sank into the couch staring at the ceiling. Gerard laughed and slapped my leg. That sent a chill up my body.

'I'm going to rape him,' I thought to myself. 'Do you drink?' I asked him. He looked at me like I was retarded. My face went blank. 'Depends on what you have,' he answered.

I got up and he stood up right behind me. I paused for a second and walked on. Thoughts were running through my head like water down a drain.

'No one better come over,' I said out loud. 'Why is that?' He asked. 'Because I'm going to get laid,' slipped right out of my mouth! I stopped. Just stopped. Silence.

'Umm, did I just say that out loud?' I asked wishing I didn't. He laughed and said yeah. 'I'm sorry,' I said not having the ability to look at him.

I walked to the cabinet, opened the door and grabbed a few bottles out. My mother was an avid liquor collector as I like to call it.

'Take a pick,' I said still not being able to look at him after that slip. He grabbed my chin softly and turned my face toward his. He looked at me with no expression. 'Holy shit,' was the only thing running through my mind.

'You're adorable when you blush,' he said. I just smiled and knew I was blushing. Who wouldn't?!? We made a drink a piece and settled back in the living room.

We watched some TV and drank a few more drinks. Talked about people on the programs we were watching and daily life. Pretty soon I was blushing from the warmth of the alcohol. At least an hour had past since my mother left.

I looked at Gerard and he looked back at me. We were in a staring competition it seemed like then all of a sudden, we jumped on each other. Just like in the movies!

He pulled me onto his lap and I unbuttoned and unzipped his pants hastily. He untied my robe and threw it across the living room revealing my spaghetti strap tank top and daisy duke shorts. He kicked off his shoes and pulled his pants down along with the boxers. I pulled off my shorts and tank top leaving me in my underwear.

Under normal circumstances I would be very embarrassed but I had a few drinks under my belt and was feeling no pain.

I pulled off his hoodie with the t-shirt he had on underneath it and threw it where my robe was laying.

He put his arm around my waist and laid me down on the couch and started kissing my neck and working his way down. I was cursing fore play at this point. I grabbed his face and gently pulled him back up to face me. He gave a small laugh and kissed me hard. I returned the favor and then some, slightly pulling on his hair. He growled low.

'That is so sexy,' I whispered in his ear. 'You like it?' He asked in a hushed whisper. I bit my lip and smiled. He held eye contact as he pushed himself into me. We both moaned and stiffened. He shivered and did it again.

'Oh my god!' is all that was running through my thoughts. He was so much bigger than I anticipated and I was more than happy. He bit my neck and I gasped. It was like we were animals going after fresh meat! I clawed his back as he thrust himself harder and harder into me.

Over and over he pushed, sending me over 'the edge' into ecstasy. As he got closer to finishing he pulled out and I helped finish him off, with my tank top, of course. I didn't want anything getting on the furniture. I'd be dead!

I got my robe and tossed him his t-shirt. 'Where are you going?' He asked getting up to follow me. 'Well, I was going to go to the bathroom,' I answered smiling as he pulled me towards him. 'I'm not through with you.' he said giving me those bedroom eyes. I shivered and melted in his embrace.

He lead me backwards into my room and we fell onto my bed. This time we did a little foreplay, hands and mouths everywhere! We were under my covers rolling around when I heard a throat clear.

We both froze looking at each other.

'Shit.' I whispered. I closed my eyes and found one end of the covers. I hesitated then uncovered my head. There in the doorway, where we forgot to close the door, stood Jeff.

'Damnit, you scared me!' I shouted at him and threw a pillow.

'Are you the only one I scared?' Jeff asked hinting towards the other person occupying the bed. I looked under the covers at Gerard who was still looking at me. I smiled embarrassed.

'Sweetie, did he scare you?' I asked him laughing. 'Umm, just a little,' he said moving towards the head of the bed. He got up beside me and looked out at Jeff. 'Hi,' Gerard said smiling and turning red. Jeff just laughed and walked away.

'Should we join him?' Gerard asked hesitantly. 'If you want him to leave,' I answered going to my closet. I put on some jeans and a t-shirt and started to my bathroom.

'Um,' came from Gerard. I stopped and looked at him. 'I think,' he started to say looking around on the floor, 'my clothes are out there.' He concluded pointing at the door. 'Ha ha,' I laughed and started for the bathroom again.

'You think it's funny?' He asked starting for the door. 'No!' I yelled running for the door. 'I may have something you can wear. If not, I'll go get your clothes,' I explained. He gave a huge mischievous grin. 'What?' I asked slumping a little.

'Your clothes?' He asked still smiling. I groaned and put my head down. He took off for my closet as I watched his naked ass go.

I giggled to myself and went into the bathroom closing the door behind me. I brushed my hair and teeth, examining my clothes before opening the door. I could hear Gerard out there making noises. I sighed at the thought of what I was going to find when I opened the door. I took a breath and opened the door slowly.

'Oh my god,' I said shaking my head and busting out in laughter. 'What the hell are you wearing?' I asked not being able to control my laughter.

'What?? You don't like it?' He asked posing in my red plaid skirt, white button-up shirt that was too small, knee high stockings, and my combat boots. 'Gerard,' I said trying to stop laughing.

'I'm sizzling!' He said looking at himself in the body mirror hanging on the closet door. 'Yes, yes you are,' I said smiling.

I walked out of the room and into the living room where Jeff was sitting watching TV.

'Don't mind him,' I whispered to Jeff as I sat down on the opposite couch. Jeff looked at me puzzled then at Gerard when he walked out.

'Oh,' Jeff said and looked away real quick. I looked at Gerard and he was naked cupping his 'manhood'. I gasped. 'Gerard!' I exclaimed and threw a pillow at him. He caught it laughing, covered himself up and came and sat down beside me.

I smiled looking at Jeff and asked, 'So, Jeff. How are you?' He hesitated then began, looking strangely at Gerard, 'I'm good.'

'What's on your mind, Jeff?' Gerard asked him cheery. Jeff smiled and shook his head. 'Oh, come on,' Gerard said winking at him. I bit my lip and looked down smiling. Gerard grabbed my hand and put it under the pillow. I shot my head up and turned red. I could feel the heat radiating off of my face. I glanced at Gerard as he cupped my hand around his 'package'. I smiled and shook my head, turning even redder as if it were possible.

'So, anyone thirsty?' I asked jumping up. 'No thank you,' Jeff said watching me.

'I'll have you. I mean some of yours,' Gerard said smiling at me. I walked around the couch and threw his clothes at him.

I got into the kitchen and made a glass of tea and went back to the living room. I could feel the tension in the air. Jeff had a funny look on his face as he watched me.

'What's up? What's on your agenda tonight?' I asked Jeff. 'Well, I thought I'd come over here and see what you were up to and now that I know, I think I'm going to go to Devon's house and see what he's up to,' he answered with a fake smile on his face. I smirked at him. 'You could use my phone and make sure he's not having a little bit of fun of his own before you go barging in,' I said returning the fake smile. He laughed, shook his head and said, 'I'll do that.' 'Good call,' Gerard said watching him go to get the phone.

Gerard pushed me over and got on top of me. I busted out laughing and wrapped my legs around him. We started kissing and fondling each other when Jeff walked back into the room.

'Ok!' He said loud. Gerard leaned up, placed his clothes in his lap and smiled at Jeff. I stayed where I was looking at Jeff, waiting for him to say something.

'I'm going to go. He's not busy,' he said pointing towards the door. I gave a little wave and Gerard said later. We watched him vanish around the corner and waited for the door to close. Gerard and I busted out laughing and looked at each other.

'What's on your agenda tonight?' Gerard said mocking me. 'You tell me,' I said with attitude. He squinted his eyes at me. 'Me. I'm all over you your agenda,' he said smirking.

'How are you leaving here tomorrow?' I questioned him. He looked around for a second then smiled at me. 'I was hoping you could take me to the arena,' he said smiling. I cocked my eyebrows and said, 'Huh?' 'It's right in Dallas. I can call our driver and get the directions. It shouldn't be that hard to find,' he explained. I shook my head. 'Besides, I was hoping you would go to the show,' he said shyly. I laughed at the way he said it.

'Why are you being shy? Do you realize all that we've already done?' I asked him laughing. He gave a shy smile. 'This is different. I'm practically asking you out on a date,' he explained. 'Oh, but you're going to be on stage performing. I'll be in the crowd,' I said. He looked at me like I was crazy and I laughed. 'No, ma'am, you won't. You'll be backstage, right off the stage,' he said with the same look. I laughed again. 'Will you go?' He asked. I looked at him. 'You're going,' he said smiling and leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back.

'I'm hungry,' he said looking towards the kitchen. I gestured for him to go. 'You're not going to cook me anything?' He asked in a disappointed tone. 'Cook? Yeah, I guess so. What do you want?' I asked him. 'Surprise me,' he answered and kissed me. I smiled and went to the kitchen. I got some stuff out to make spaghetti and started cooking it. I was putting the noodles on to boil when he walked up behind me. I glanced behind me and he still didn't have his clothes on.

I laughed and asked, 'Are you ever going to get dressed?' He gave a low laugh and snuggled his whole body up to me. I felt myself blushing. He started kissing my neck and running his hands down into my pants.

'Do you want to eat?' I asked him. 'What? You can't play and cook at the same time?' He asked nibbling on my earlobe. 'No,' I said pushing him back with my butt. He growled and pressed up against me again. 'Well, that's too bad if you're going to be doing that,' he said grinding himself into me. I turned around to face him and started backing him up into the living room saying, 'Not in here.' He smiled big.

'So I am going to get lucky,' he said. I chuckled and pushed him over the back of the couch. I looked over and then jumped on top of him. I started nibbling on his earlobe and kissing his neck.

'You still have your pants on,' he whispered in my ear. I looked at him and smiled. 'Great observation,' I whispered back. 'Can I?' He asked as a mischievous grin spread across his face. 'Will I ever be able to undress myself?' I asked teasingly. 'Not if I have anything to do with it,' he shot back. I sat straddling him as he leaned up and unbuttoned my pants.

He stopped and looked at me. I was caught off guard by this. I looked at him questioningly. He looked down then back up at me.

'What is this we have?' He asked seriously. I gave a little laugh and asked, 'What?' He looked back down and then laid back with his arms crossed behind his head. I stayed in the same spot.

'This. What would you call it?' He continued. I looked around thinking then back at him. 'You mean us?' I asked stupidly. He shook his head yes. I must have had a weird look on my face because he gave out a small laugh then straightened his face again. I was speechless. 'Is he serious?' I thought to myself.

'I'm being serious,' he said. I gave out a small laugh. He frowned a little. I began rambling, 'I'm not laughing at you. I just asked myself if you were serious and then you tell me you're serious. I found it funny. You know, I'm really not doing too well with this conversation that you just brought up being that we just met and I don't really know how to answer it because I'm not sure exactly what you mean '

He covered my mouth and started smiling. 'That answer is perfect,' he said. I smiled and then looked towards the kitchen. The noodles were boiling over!

'Holy shit!' I said jumping up. He started grabbing for his clothes as I ran into the kitchen.

I turned the burner off and moved the pot to the neighboring burner.

'Damn,' I said as I turned to look at Gerard.

He had his boxers on, his pants pulled half way up, his shirt partially on and hopping around. He tripped on something and fell on the floor. I busted out laughing. I was laughing so hard my stomach was hurting and I couldn't breathe.

I glanced up. He was standing up looking in my direction then he looked at me.

'Damnit, I thought your mother was here!' He said breathing hard. All I could do was laugh.

I went down on my knees bent over laughing so hard. I heard him laugh a little, but not much. I tried to stop laughing, but failed. He finished putting on his clothes and walked over to me. At first he just stood there looking at me, then he helped me up.

'Was that funny?' He asked trying not to laugh. I stopped laughing for a second and answered, 'You tell me.'

'Apparently it was,' he said and held me in a hug. 'What? You need a hug after that?' I asked and giggled. He gave a small laugh.

'I think I need some lovin' after that,' he said looking down at me. I looked up to meet his eyes. We locked into a passionate kiss that seemed to last for 20 minutes.

'Are you going to finish dinner?' He asked me still kissing my lips. 'Not if you're going to be doing that,' I answered with a little laugh. He smiled and let go of me to walk over to the noodles.

He took the pot and drained the water. 'I've decided I don't want spaghetti. I want buttered noodles,' he said and glanced at me over his shoulder.

I started over to the refrigerator to get the butter and he put his hand up. I stopped and asked, 'What?' 'I'm doing this. You go get naked and ready for me,' he said smirking. 'I get to undress myself?' I asked excitedly. He stopped and looked me up and down. 'No, just be ready for me,' he answered smiling.

He led me towards the living room and slapped my ass. I walked into the living room and stopped at the TV and laughed.

'Oh, look who it is,' I said looking back at Gerard. He looked at the TV then rolled his eyes. 'I'm tired of that video,' he said messing with the noodles again. It was 'I'm Not Okay (I Promise)'. 'You look good though,' I said scratching the TV screen.

I could hear him singing along with it softly. I started thinking about us earlier and blushed.

The phone rang and slammed me back into reality. 'Whow!' I said out loud.

I started towards the phone, but Gerard got to it first.

'Hello. Yeah. Does it matter? Okay,' he said and handed me the phone shrugging.

'Hello?' I said.

'Who the hell was that?' Vicki asked on the other end.

I laughed out loud and said, 'A friend.'

'Who?'

'A guy.'

'What guy? It wasn't Jeff.'

'No, it wasn't Jeff.'

'Then who?!?'

'You are determined to find out, aren't you?' I asked her laughing.

'I'm Rick James, bitch!' Gerard said loud enough for her to hear.

'Oh, no he didn't,' she said with attitude.

'He's playing, Vicki,' I said laughing.

'Who is it?' She asked again.

'I'm not telling you because then you'll come over,' I said walking into the living room and sitting on the couch.

'I'll come over anyway,' she threatened.

'We won't answer,' I said looking at Gerard.

Gerard mouthed the words, 'We'll leave' and I gave him a thumbs up.

'Look, I'm on my way,' she said and hung the phone up.

I looked at the phone then at Gerard. He set his bowl down and came running into the living room for his shoes and hoodie. I ran to my room and put on some shoes and grabbed a jacket.

We headed to the backdoor, I grabbed my keys, and we got in my car. I started it and let it run for a minute then backed out of the drive, onto the street and took off.

'Where does she live?' He asked me looking around. 'Right there,' I said pointing to a house where someone was opening the front door. He watched and started laughing. 'Where are we going?' He asked watching the houses as we passed. 'I don't know,' I answered laughing. 'Let's go to the park,' he said tauntingly. I looked at him and smiled.

We pulled into the park and there were a few people there. I pouted and said, 'We're not alone.' He shook his head. 'That's fine. We can play on the equipment,' he said excitedly. I gave him a funny look and we got out of the car. 'Come on!' He yelled running for the tripod tire swing.

I walked because, well, I don't like to run. He was already sitting on one side of it waiting for me to get there. I began to grab one of the chains.

'What are you doing?' He asked looking at me funny. 'I'm going to swing you,' I said in a 'duh' manor. 'No, ma'am! I want you right here,' he smirked patting his crotch. I laughed out. I began to climb up on the tire with is help. People were looking at us like we were crazy. I ended up sitting facing him with my legs around his waist.

'Now we're talking,' he said with a mischievous grin on his face. 'Good luck,' I said gesturing to my pants.

He sighed and looked at my pants saying, 'That is a minor set back. Oh well, let's act like little kids while we can.'

We swung around and played on the slides with all of Gerard's landings being failures. Quite hilarious.

After about an hour, the park was empty and the roads were less traveled. We were up on the highest platform of the massive jungle gym laying side by side, holding hands and gazing at the stars.

'They're beautiful,' I said in a daze. 'Like you,' he shot back. I looked at him and he was staring at me. 'Ugh! I hate it when people stare,' I thought to myself. But this was different.

I didn't look away real fast like I usually do. Instead, I was locked in eye contact with him. He turned on his side and touched my cheek. He leaned in and lightly brushed my lips with his, sending chills down my entire body. I opened my eyes and he was still looking me in the eye.

He leaned back in and kissed me passionately and I was welcoming every second. He ran his hand down my neck, across my collar bone, across my breast, cupping one for a second then down the center of my stomach. He softly bit my lip and continued running his hand down.

I felt him lightly caress my leg then run his hand up my thigh and cupped my goodies.

He pressed down causing me to moan and arch up. He slowly pushed me back down and pressed down again.

'I want you now!' I whispered loud. 'In time, be patient,' he said and kissed my lips. He pushed him self against my leg and I could feel he was hard. I started to rub his leg, finding my way to the top of his pants and he grabbed my hand. 'No no,' he said pulling my arms above my head.

He placed my hands on a pole to the side and said, 'You hold onto that.' I clenched it with all of my might in place of touching him.

He slowly climbed on top of me to where he was straddling me. I looked at him and he made eye contact and kissed me passionately again. My whole body was yearning for him, aching and I felt like I was about to explode!

He started kissing a path down to my stomach again and slowly pushed my shirt up over my chest. He kissed his way up to my bra and grabbed it with his teeth. I watched him this whole time with a pleasant smile on my face. He tugged on my bra and looked up at me. I smiled a little more which made him smile slightly.

He leaned me up just enough to unhook the bra and pushed it up a little to uncover my breasts. He teased my nipples with his tongue and sucked on them. After a few minutes of this he replaced my bra and pulled my shirt back down realizing it was a wee bit cold out here.

He came back up to face me directly and kissed me again while he unbuttoned and unzipped my pants. Glancing at my hands to make sure I still had them on the pole, he started inching my pants down my hips and thighs one side at a time until they were at my knees. He sat back up on his knees and reached back to my shoes. He slipped them off and slipped his off as well. He started working my pants down to my feet, taking them off and setting them to the side along with my panties.

He held eye contact with me while he unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, stood up, took them off and set them with mine. He leaned back down onto his knees between my legs and worked his way back up from my belly button to my lips with kisses. I lifted my legs up and wrapped them around his waist which made him grin excitedly.

'Can I let go now?' I asked gesturing to my hands. He gave a mischievous grin and nodded. I let go, grabbed his face and kissed him hard. I felt him collapse onto me. 'Oh my if I knew you liked it that way ' he trailed off because I started kissing him again.

He slowly pushed himself into me then harder and harder. I cried out in pleasure. He seemed bigger now than earlier. I think it was due to all the fore play.

I dug my nails into his lower back and pulled while I pushed my pelvis up taking all of him inside of me. We both cried out in pleasure. It hurt me a little, but it felt so good. We did that a few times and then I couldn't take it anymore. I had to be on top!

'My turn,' I whispered in his ear while nibbling his ear lobe. He looked at me questioningly as I leaned up and pushed him to the side.

He laid on his back and I straddled him, not letting him in me yet. I grabbed his hand to lean him up, took his shirt off, and pushed him back down. He laughed a little and put his hands on my sides.

'Nuh uh,' I said grabbing his hands and placing them on a bar above his head. 'I'm working here,' I smiled teasingly.

I kissed him hard then moved to his neck where I nibbled just a little then worked my way to his chest. I licked him and looked up at him. He was looking down at me with a small smile on his lips.

Keeping eye contact I bit him right above his nipple making him throw his head back and cry out in pleasurable pain.

'I want you right now!' He yelled. I gave him a small laugh and whispered, 'Patience.' He let out a fake cry which made me giggle a little.

I played with his nipples with my tongue and nibbles lightly on them. He was squirming so I could tell he was enjoying it.

'Please,' he begged. 'Not yet,' I said rubbing my goodies on his member teasingly. After a few minutes of teasing him, I decide to be nice. I sat up and push him into me slowly.

Without warning, he let go of the post and sat up, wrapping his arms around my waist, moving me up and down. With all of this excitement, I finish a little bit before he did, then he finished.

I had no strength left afterwards. I just laid there on top of him with my head on his chest and his arms around me, stroking my hair.

A gust of wind hits us and I jump up from the chill. 'Whow,' he said looking at me with his arms stretched out. 'That was cold!' I said grabbing my panties and pants and putting them on.

He laid there watching me, apparently amused because he had a smile across his face. He decided to get his clothes back on while I was putting my shoes on. I climbed down followed by him and we headed to the car.

We drove back to the house and there Vicki was. Sitting on the porch in the moonlight.

'Shit,' Gerard said out loud. 'Damnit,' I sighed. We looked at each other in aggravation.

'Lets just leave,' Gerard said looking at her. I laughed out loud and said, 'It's better to talk her into leaving than to avoid her. Trust me.' He looked at me questioningly. 'Don't ask,' I said shaking my head.

I parked the car and turned it off, hesitating to get out. I sighed and got out while Gerard just sat there.

'You really left. I'm heart broken. Who is that? Who is that in your vehicle that you betrayed your best friend for?!?' Vicki yelled.

'Good god!! You and I are not married. If I want to avoid you, I can, alright. And he,' I cut off glancing back at him as he slowly got out of the car, 'is Gerard.'

I looked back at her and she was eyeing him in suspension. She looked him up and down, taking in every detail, then to me.

She was squinting at me. 'What?' I asked crossing my arms and shifting my weight.

'You had sex, didn't you?' She asked still squinting at me. I cocked my head and returned the look. 'Maybe,' I answered.

'We fucked like rabbits and plan on fucking some more,' Gerard said sticking his head over my shoulder and smiling at her.

'Ugh, gross,' she said making an ugly face. 'I'll talk to you tomorrow,' she said walking off.

We watched her for a few seconds then Gerard ran his hand up between my legs making me giggle. We ran inside and locked the door.

'What time is it?' Gerard asked me. I looked at the coffee pot which had a digital clock on it. '10:15,' I answered. 'I'm going to use the phone right quick,' he said taking off to the hand set in the living room.

'I'm going to take a shower,' I announced walking to my room.

I set out some clothes and got in the shower. I was out in no time and was drying off when there was a knock at the bathroom door.

'Yeah,' I answered wrapping the towel around me.

The door opened a little and I saw Gerard in the mirror. He gave a little laugh and stepped inside closing the door. I blushed, having no clue as to why. I stood there clinging to my towel.

'You're blushing,' he said grinning mischievously walking towards me slowly. I smiled shyly and replied, 'Yeah.'

He stopped right in front of me and just looked at me in a ready to pounce stature.

I continued smiling backing up to the wall. He inched a little closer. I reached the wall and put my back to it still clutching my towel. There was an uncomfortable silence while we grinned at each other.

Suddenly he rushed towards me, slamming against me, our lips locked. He slid his hand down my side, over my butt and lifted my leg to his side, pushing against me. I could feel his manly hood throbbing in his pants.

I reached down and unbuttoned his pants and fiddled with the zipper. He reached down and unzipped them pushing them to the floor. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he hoisted me up, forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist.

He lowered me down onto him slowly. I watched his facial _expression go from biting his lip to an 'oh my god' _expression. He closed his eyes and buried his face in my neck as he froze. I tightened myself up around his member and he moaned penning me harder to the wall with his body.

He pushed in a little deeper and I cried out in pain, but pleasure at the same time.

He picked up his head and looked he straight in the eye. I gave him a questioning look and he pushed me down all the way on his shaft to where my pelvis met his legs. I made a painful face and threw my head back against the wall.

I let out a small squeal. Gerard grabbed my jaw and brought my face down to meet his in a passionate kiss. I bit his lip a little too hard and drew blood. He moaned and grabbed a handful of my hair, pulling my head back. He sucked on my neck hard. 'Damnit! That's going to leave an awful mark,' is all I could think.

I could feel the orgasm coming on. I bit my lip and buried my face in Gerard's neck. He started making cute little moan/sigh sounds, I knew he was close to finishing.

My legs started going numb and it felt as if I exploded from the inside. I let out a loud moan followed by him grunting loud and slightly screaming 'Oh my god.'

I collapsed onto him completely, having spent all of my energy. He slowly started descending to the floor until he was sitting on the floor completely, leaning back on his elbows. I sat on his lap leaning against the wall and we just gazed at each other.

He held his hand out and I grabbed it. I felt a slight pull and I leaned forward with him pulling me down to lay on his chest. I laid my head down softly and I could hear his heart beat. Fast at first, but gradually slowed down.

'We better get some kind of sleep tonight,' he whispered stroking my hair. I looked up at him and he was looking down at me. He gave a cute little smirk and motioned to get up.

I stood up first and wrapped my towel back around me. He stayed on the floor clearly exhausted. I looked in the mirror at where he 'got' me.

'Good god,' I said out loud examining it. 'What?' He asked slowly getting up and fixing his pants. 'Look what you did,' I said turning to him. He smiled real big with pride. 'That's my mark. You are my territory,' he said pulling me into a hug. I laughed sarcastically.

We walked out of the bathroom wrapped in each other's arms. We kissed for a few minutes and I found some sleep clothes for both of us.

I got dressed and Gerard went to take a shower. I snuck in the bathroom and got his clothes so I could wash them.

I quietly emptied the pockets and set the stuff on the counter. A wallet and some money.

He was singing some song that I had never heard of. I couldn't help but stand there and watch him through the fogged glass of a few minutes. He was truly jamming.

I snuck out and closed the door and made my way to the washer then back to the room. I walked in and he was already laying under the covers looking at me. He growled and scratched at the sheets. I smiled mischievously, turned off the light and jumped into the bed.

We could vaguely see by the moonlight leaking in through the blinds on my window. I laid my head down on the pillow next to his.

'Come here,' he said opening his arms. I snuggled right up next to him, but stayed face to face with him.

'Are you excited about tomorrow?' He asked breaking the silence. 'Yeah, it's going to be fun,' I said and then yawned. He gave a thoughtful smile and kissed my forehead then my lips. 'Good night,' I said faintly smiling. 'Good night,' he whispered back hugging me tighter.

I woke up to a knock at my door.

'Yeah,' I yelled, not moving. 'Breakfast is ready!' Mom called out. 'Ok,' I said still not moving.

I was on my stomach facing away from Gerard. I turned my head to face him and he was right there, snuggled up next to me also on his stomach. He sighed loud and opened his eyes.

'Good morning beautiful,' he said slightly smiling. I smiled back and turned to face him.

I put on leg up on his hip and he laughed saying, 'That may not be too safe.' 'For who? You or me?' I said picking my head up. 'Both of us,' he moaned turning completely on his side facing me.

'Oh! I feel why,' I said scooting my butt back a little. 'Where are you moving to?' He asked grabbing my butt and pulling me back up against him.

He leaned up and started kissing my neck and rubbing against me. I started giggling at the tickling sensation that caused.

'Please,' he said putting his legs in between mine. He kept saying please over and over until he was on top of me. I'll I could do was laugh at him. He stopped and looked at me.

'Please?' He said giving me the puppy-dog look. I smiled and pulled his face up to mine kissing him. He moaned, working his sleep pants off then mine.

He fore played for a minute then entered me. As soon as he entered the second time, my door knob started turning.

We both looked at the door and he fell off to the side. We both laid still as my mother peeked her head in.

'You two getting up today?' She asked glancing around the room. Gerard raised his hand and we both snickered. 'Yeah, Mom, we'll be right there,' I said still laughing.

She closed the door and we got up putting our pants back on.

'Rain check?' Gerard asked me laughing as we walked out of the room.

We walked into the living room and there on the couch sat four guys. I instantly recognized them. Frankie, Mikey, Ray and Bob.

I stopped dead in my tracks and Gerard ran into me. 'Whow,' he said stumbling back. I turned a bright shade of red and smiled.

'Hey guys,' Gerard said walking around me and over to them.

'Your directions sucked, man,' Frankie said standing up and doing that 'guy hand shake' crap. Gerard laughed and did the same hand shake with the rest of the guys.

'This is her, guys,' Gerard said gesturing to me. I felt my face growing hotter and I gave a small wave.

I turned around and went back into my room. I showered and got dressed, did my make-up, just to look presentable. I came out and they were all eating.

'Honey,' I heard Mom call from the kitchen so I walked in there nonchalantly watching the guys out of the corner of my eye. 'Yeah,' I said low when I walked up beside her. 'They want you to go with them to a show or something,' she whispered. I smiled.

'Are you going to be ok with them?' She asked concerned. 'Yeah, Mom,' I said laughing.

She looked at me with that motherly look.

'Did you two do anything on my bed?' She said out loud being serious. I gasped and turned to look at Gerard. The guys looked at my mother then to Gerard. We were both beet-red.

'N-no,' Gerard stuttered out. The guys started ragging on him then looked at me.

'Mom, you know me better than that,' I said laughing uncomfortably. The guys started laughing and hit Gerard. She shook her head and turned back to the dishes.

I walked into the living room and Gerard gestured for me to sit on his lap. 'Oh my god,' I whispered to him. The guys started laughing again.

Everyone finished eating while I went to get Gerard's clothes out of the dryer. (Mom did it.) Gerard went to get ready while I sat in the living room with the guys.

'So, you're going to chill with us?' Frankie asked with a mischievous smile. I shook my head and smiled back.

You're going to love it,' Mikey said patting my leg. 'I'm sure,' I said still smiling. Gerard finally came out, looking good as always, and we all got ready to leave.

Everyone said bye to my mom and we piled in the van out in the drive way.

Frankie was driving, Bob sat in the passenger seat, Mikey and Ray sat in the second row while me and Gerard were in the back. All over each other of course. A few times I spotted Frankie eyeing us in the rear view mirror, but I paid no attention to him.

After about 30 minutes we pulled into a concert venue. It wasn't empty by any means, but it wasn't packed yet either.

The gates security guard checked some papers and let us in. Frankie drove across the parking lot to their tour bus and parked beside it. Gerard and I waited for everyone else to get out before we did, naturally.

I started to climb out before Gerard and Frankie offered his hand to me at the door. I took it and flashed him a quick smile and said thank you before turning to Gerard who came out right behind me.

'Hey!' Someone yelled from over by the other tour buses near us. Everyone turned to see a guy jogging towards us. 'Hey, Bert,' Gerard called out.

'Who's this?' Bert asked looking at me. 'This is mine,' Gerard said wrapping his arms around me from behind. I wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him.

'Isn't that sweet,' Frankie mocked looking at Bert. Bert smiled and looked back at me. I turned to Gerard so I could avoid making eye contact.

'Frank, will you show her around the bus while I go take care of something right quick?' Gerard asked Frankie. 'I'd be delighted,' Frankie said smiling and extending his hand to me. Gerard gave me a quick kiss and walked away with Bert. I hesitated for a moment then took Frankie's hand.

We reached the bus and Frankie followed me in. I reached the top of the stairs and Frankie bumped me from behind. I stepped forward a little bit, but didn't go further because I couldn't see.

'One second,' he said leaning over me from behind and placing his hand on my hip. I stepped forward a little and casually brushed his hand off of me.

The light came on and I walked forward, passing some closet doors then some bunks.

'Here's the bathroom,' Frank said opening a door and pointing inside. I walked back and looked in. 'Not very big, just the right size,' he whispered right in my ear. I turned to look at him almost brushing our lips and gave him a fake smile then walked back to where I was.

'These are the bunks. You'll figure them out later,' Frankie said walking up behind me again.

I slid the divider door out of the way and tripped over a bag. Frankie, walking so close behind me, fell with me. I fell on my knees and he was right on top of me. I gave out a little laugh and dropped my head shaking it. He laughed a little and said sorry.

As he was getting up you felt his hand run up your thigh. The bad thing about the whole situation is I was wearing a skirt.

I clinched my eyes shut and stood up, straightening my clothes.

He grabbed my arm and turned me around, pressing me up against him. I pushed off of him and he came towards me, making me fall onto the small couch by the wall.

'What are you doing?' I semi-yelled at him frowning.

'Would you have me?' He asked pushing my legs open with his.

'No!' I yelled at him and pushed him back.

'You don't want me in the least?' He asked again unbuckling his belt and slowly undoing his pants.

I brought my legs up to my chest and held my arms out and said, 'Don't even think about it. I'm with Gerard. I don't want you. I don't want anyone, but Gerard.'

He pulled my legs down and kneeled down in between in a sexual stance. I prepared to punch him as he leaned his face towards mine. I reared my arm back and made a fist, closing my eyes tightly.

He stopped moving. I opened my eyes and he was right there. Noses almost touching.

'Good answer,' he whispered. He licked my lips, slapped my thigh, and got up buttoning up his pants and buckling his belt.

'What?' I asked in shock.

'That, my dear, was a test,' he answered offering me his hand. I ignored it and got up on my own.

'I can't believe you,' I hissed at him. He smirked at me.

'All a test to make sure you're not going to fuck around on Gerard. Had to do it,' he said putting his arm around my shoulders.

'Ugh,' I said out loud shaking my head.

'It's ok, I wouldn't have done anything anyway,' he said slightly hugging me leading me towards the front of the bus.

I felt so dirty, I didn't want him touching me. We walked off the bus and Gerard was standing there smiling at me.

I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him, laying my head on his chest.

'You okay?' He asked me in my ear, running his fingers through my hair. 'Sort of,' I said squeezing him. 'Can I talk to you real fast?' I asked him looking at all the guys around us. 'Yeah, sweetie,' he said leading me over by the van.

'What's wrong?' He asked. I looked at him with no _expression. 'Did you know about the little 'test' that Frankie just gave me?' I asked him in a hushed voice. He sighed looking at his feet then back at me. 'Yeah I knew about it,' he said biting his lip. I shifted my weight onto my other leg. 'Sweetie, it's his way of protecting me,' he explained. 'That's one hell of a way to do it,' I said looking around us. He took me into a hug and kissed my forehead. 'Did you pass?' He asked almost laughing. I laughed and poked him in the side.

We walked back to when everyone was. Frankie was smiling at me. I flipped him off and laughed. He raised his eyebrows and smiled bigger. Gerard grabbed my chin and kissed me passionately. I felt weak in my knees as I held onto him. He moaned softly. I looked into his eyes while I bit my lip.

Someone cleared their throat loudly. Gerard and I both looked. The guys started laughing. 'Don't do that. It turns me on,' Frankie said smiling. 'Want some?' Gerard asked Frankie walking up to him. Gerard grabbed the back of Frankie's head and pulled him in for a kiss on the lips. Frankie giggled and blushed. The guys laughed and started walking off.

'Sound check time,' Gerard said wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me with him.

We made our way to the back of the stage. There were people running around like madmen, carrying boxes, equipment, and various other things. The guys were greeting people left and right, hugging, shaking hands, the whole nine yards. We finally reached some stairs that led up to a stage. Some guy handed each of us a bottle of water, giving me a funny look.

'Wanna see what it looks like from our point of view?' Gerard asked me excitedly. I shook my head yes and he dragged me up the steps and out onto the stage. I looked out over the space in from of the stage where the fans would be standing tonight.

'Wow,' I marveled staring out there. 'Yeah, it's amazing. Wait until you see it tonight full of people,' Ray said walking by. I just stood there, gazing out.

'Okay, babe. There is a speaker over there you can sit on. Just go chill and watch us practice,' Gerard said pointing at the smaller speaker beside a gigantic one. I walked over to it and hopped up on it, trying not to flash the world with what was under my skirt.

I sat there and jammed to the music they played. 'Hey,' I heard beside me. I looked and there stood Bert. 'Hi,' I said smiling. He jumped up on the speaker and sat down beside me. 'So, you and Gerard are ' he said trailing off and smiling at me. I shook my head yes. 'That's cool,' he said looking down at his feet then out at the guys. There was an awkward silence. I looked over at him and he looked at me at the same time. I gave a small smile and he patted me on the leg saying, 'I'll see you later.' He hopped off the box and took off backstage.

They practiced for a little while longer, messing with the guitars and drums. When they finally finished, it was an hour to the show. Gerard walked over to me and stood between my legs. He gave me a kiss and looked towards to back of the stage. 'Meet and greet,' he said smiling. 'Oh yeah?' I said playing with his hair, brushing the stands out of his face. 'I have to go change first,' he said looking at his clothes.

We walked back to the bus and climbed in. He pulled out a suitcase and got some clothes out of it. A pair of black pants, a black button up shirt, boxers, and a pair of socks.

I walked back into the living area where Frankie had made the fake moves on me. Careful not to trip over the duffle bag again, I sat down in the spot on the couch where I was earlier. I thought about what had happened and sighed. How real it seemed when he was leaning down on top of me, his legs in between mine, pushing against me. When he licked my lips. I shook my head and stood up real fast, straightening my clothes. Gerard peaked in at me, half dressed. 'You okay?' He asked looking at me with concern. I gave him a weak smile and said yeah. He looked around the space and went back in where the bunks were.

I glanced around the room, kind of surprised at how clean it was. There was a TV and some game hook ups in the corner.

'Ready?' Gerard asked looking back in at me. I walked to him and he wrapped his arms around me, kissing me hard. He backed me up against the door seal pressing his whole body up against me, making his way in between my legs. He buried his face in my neck, kissing and nibbling, pushing his member against me. I let out a moan, due to the pleasure and the pain that the door seal had on my back. I could feel him growing and he stopped. 'We can't do this right now, I'm already late,' he said laughing and putting his tux jacket on. 'Rain check,' I said smiling. He walked back to me and pushed me against the seal again, kissing me even harder. 'Ack! I'm going to get blue balls,' he said stepping back and adjusting the crotch of his pants. He grabbed my hand and we headed off the bus, locking the door behind us.

We reached the back of the stage and he led me to some stairs and sat me down. He walked back to the barricaded crowd and started signing autographs and stuff.

I sat there watching him sign various things, CD's, shirts, papers, whatever the fan had for him to sign. I drifted off into deep thought about all that had happened.

'Hey,' someone said slamming me back into reality. I looked up at Bert standing beside me. 'Hi,' I greeted him. He sat down beside me and nudged my arm. 'You going to party with us tonight?' He asked smiling. 'Hell yeah,' I said smiling and nudging him back. 'Alright! I like to see a girl that can hold her liquor,' he said excitedly. I laughed at his enthusiasm. 'You're cute,' he said eyeing me.

'Thanks,' I said smiling and blushing a little. He smiled and it faded slowly then he looked back at Gerard. 'He's a great guy,' he said watching him interact with the fans. 'Yeah,' I added grinning.

Without saying anything he patted my thigh, got up and walked off. I watched him walk away, wondering what was wrong with him.

'Okay, time for the show,' Gerard said grabbing my hand. I jumped up and followed without a choice, bumping into Frankie. My hand slapping him right in the crotch. I gasped as he yelled out. 'I'm so sorry!' I said grabbing him by his shoulders as he bent over. Everyone stopped and started laughing. 'What happened?' Gerard asked helping Frankie to stand up straight. 'I hit him on accident!' I said laughing a little. 'That was fucking hard for an accident,' Frankie groaned. I let out a small laugh and hugged him apologizing. He stood up straight and looked at me frowning. 'This is for what I did earlier, huh?' He asked still cupping himself. I laughed out loud.

'Come on,' Gerard said grabbing my hand again. Everyone followed close behind.

'You stay right here,' Gerard told me leading me to a spot where I could see the whole stage. 'Holy shit,' I said looking at all the people that packed the once empty space. 'Yeah,' Gerard said with a jitter in his voice.

He gave me a deep kiss and a tight hug and ran out on stage. The crowd ROARED.

The performance was going great. Frankie looked as though he was having a spaz attack every few minutes, Mikey quietly jammed on his guitar, Ray sang his heart out and jammed, but not as hard as Frankie was. And Gerard. At some points he was so emotional I thought he was crying, but he just glared out in the crowd. I realized how different he was on stage. A totally different person. He would flash glances at me that made me shiver. So dreadful.

I backed up a little bit and stepped on someone's foot. I yelled out and spun around real fast. 'Whow!' Bert said catching me. 'You scared the shit out of me!' I yelled at him over the music. He grinned mischievously. 'I didn't mean to,' he said still grinning. I laughed at him and stood beside him watching the band.

'Want to meet the rest of my band?' He asked nudging me. 'Sure,' I said looking at him. He stuck his elbow out so I grabbed it and he led me off the stage by the stairs.

We walked around the back of the stage to a small building while conversing about Gerard and the rest of the band. He opened the door and gestured for me to go in first. There were a few people in there, around 15, sitting around talking and drinking. Having a good time, it seemed like. He led me to a couch against the far wall where the guys were.

'This is Gerard's chick, guys,' Bert announced to them. They all stopped talking and looked at me then to Bert in confusion. I just stood there and smiled. Bert pointed to each of them saying their name. They all said hey in a unsure way. 'You two are together?' Jepha asked me leaning up off the couch. 'Yeah,' I said cautiously. Jepha looked at me, then to Bert and back at me, sitting back.

I sat there talking with the guys for a few minutes about their music and stuff that had happened on the road. The door opened and everyone looked to see who it was. I turned to see Frankie walk in. He looked around the room and spotted me. I gave a small wave and he rushed over to me.

'Come on,' he said pulling me up. 'Hey to you too, Frank,' Quinn said sarcastically. Frankie looked at him and said hey then apologized for the rush. 'See ya,' I said to the guys as Frankie pulled me away. They all gave a small wave then looked at each other.

'Don't go off alone with them anymore,' Frankie said in a hush voice when we got outside. I looked at him confused. 'Why?' I asked. He shook his head. 'I'll let Gerard tell you,' he said pulling me close to his side with his arm around my waist leading me away from the building. 'Frankie, what is it?' I asked stopping him. He looked at me with a serious look, glanced at the building, then back at me. I looked at him the whole time. He looked so perfect. A mental picture of him on top of me flashed into my mind. I shook my head no real fast. 'What? What's wrong? Did you drink something while you were in there?' He asked me frantically. I frowned at him. 'Calm down. No, I didn't drink anything. I had a mental picture of something,' I said being careful of what I told him. He sighed loud and said thank god. I laughed at him and he put his arm around my shoulders, leading me away from the building.

'Found her!' Frankie called out to the guys. Everyone let out a relieved sigh. 'Where?' Gerard asked scooping me up in a hug. 'With Bert and the guys,' he answered pointing to the building in the distance. Gerard looked at me. 'What? Am I in trouble?' I asked laughing. Gerard didn't even smile so I stopped laughing and cleared my throat. 'Let's go for a walk, dear,' he said putting his arm around my shoulders hugging me close.

'Dear, Bert's not safe. He's a little on the mad/crazy side,' he said walking us away from the guys. I gave him a confused look. 'He and I had a 'thing' going on. He thought we were serious, but I wasn't taking it seriously. I told him about a week ago that I didn't want to do it anymore. He's been uneasy and I don't want you hanging out with him or the others with out one of us being there,' he explained carefully. I nodded taking the information in. 'So, are you telling me you're bi?' I asked smiling. He laughed. 'Babe, that's not what this is about,' he said looking at me. 'I know, but you are?' I asked tugging on his jacket. He gave a shy smile and ran his hand through his hair. 'Just promise me you won't go by yourself with them anymore,' he asked me seriously. 'I promise,' I said giving a small sigh and smiling.

We walked back over to the others and headed to the tour bus. We climbed in and got comfortable in the living area. Frankie went and changed first then the others went to change, leaving me and Frankie alone. He was wearing a pair of black boxers and no shirt. He came and sat beside me on the couch. I could feel the heat rising up in my face as I looked the other direction. I blew on my face trying to cool it off and laughed at myself thinking how silly I looked. 'You okay?' He asked me leaning up to see my face. 'Yeah,' I said smiling. 'You're blushing,' he said snickering. 'Shut up,' I said still looking the other direction.

The guys started coming back in, all in their sleep clothes. Or in what little clothes they had on. I watched Gerard as he sat beside me, forcing me to scoot just that much closer to Frankie. I felt the heat rise in my face again. Gerard looked at me with concern. 'You're flush. You feel okay?' He asked touching my forehead. 'It's a little warm in here,' I said fanning my face. 'Well, come on. I have a shirt you can wear,' he said grabbing your hand and taking me into the bunk area.

I sat down on one of the bunks and watched him fumble through his suit case. He tossed me a large t-shirt, put his bag up and sat down beside me. He looked down at his feet then at me. 'Did they say anything to you?' He asked. 'What, Bert and the guys?' I asked taking my top off and slipping his t-shirt on. He nodded, watching me. 'Not really. They acted a little weird at first, but lightened up,' I said slipping my skirt off, folding it and setting it beside Gerard on the bunk. He nodded again looking at his feet.

Someone knocked at Frankie stepped in quietly. We looked at him and he smiled. I felt myself blush again, thinking about being in only a t-shirt and panties in front of him. He sat down on the bed beside me and looked at Gerard. 'Did you fill her in?' He asked Gerard concerned. Gerard shook his head yes. Frankie looked back at me. 'If you go anywhere, let me know,' he said slapping my leg. I smiled at him. He headed back into the living area closing the door behind him.

There was a knock at the buses door. Gerard looked at me with dread all over him. 'I know that knock,' he said getting up and heading to the front. I jumped up to get Frankie as I heard Gerard open the door. I slid the divider open and pointed to Frankie. He jumped up and followed me into the bunk space closing the door behind him. I put my finger to my lips for him to be quiet and had him sneak up to the front of the bus with me. I put my back to the wall against the side of the bus that the door was on. Frankie stood facing me leaning in to listen a little closer to the conversation outside. He finally heard the voices, his eyes grew wide and he looked at me, not moving a muscle. He placed his hand high above my shoulder and steadied himself leaning in a little closer to hear better without looking around the corner.

'Bert, it doesn't matter!' I heard Gerard tell him. I couldn't hear Bert's part of the conversation and I didn't know if Frankie could either. I strained to listen. 'No you're not. No. You do anything, you'll regret it. Go back to your fucking bus. Fuck you!' Gerard said and climbed back up the stairs.

He closed the door and turned the corner. 'Holy shit!' He yelled almost running into us. Frankie and I just smiled in the same stance we were in. 'Eavesdropping?' Gerard asked smiling. I gave a small laugh. 'Just watching out for you,' Frankie said looking out the windshield.

We started walking back to the living area, but Gerard stopped us. 'Don't go anywhere with out someone being there with you, please. Frank, if I'm not there, will you watch out for her?' He asked with a sick look on his face. 'Dude, you know me. I'm here,' Frankie said giving him a hug. I gave him a faint smile and he took me into a hug. Frankie headed into the other room.

'I meant that,' he said pulling me back to look at him. 'I know,' I said smiling. 'I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be in there in a minute,' he said turning around. 'I'm going to lay down. Which one is your bunk?' I asked looking at the bunks. 'The one we were sitting on,' he answered as he walked in the bathroom closing the door behind him.

I laid down and thought about what happened and how crazy things were getting just because I was here. I snuggled the pillow closer, covered up, and fell asleep.

I woke up to a door closing. I stretched and felt an arm come across me. I turned over to see Gerard looking at me. 'Sleep well?' He asked smiling. 'Yeah,' I said snuggling up to him. 'Dangerous territory,' he moaned. I giggled a little and ran my hand up his inner thigh and rubbed his member. He growled and wrapped his arms around me, pushing my legs open with his and laying on top of me. He pushed up against me and stopped, glancing under the covers. 'Fucking panties,' he said leaning up and taking them off of me. He pulled his pants down to his knees and leaned back down on top of me. He leaned back up on his knees but propped himself up on his arm. He took his finger and touched my lips and ran it down my chin, neck, chest, belly, all the way down and stick it in me. 'Mmm, you are ready,' he said replacing his finger with his member. He pushed in lowly, then accelerated. 'Dude, are you going to get up?' We heard Frankie ask from the other side of the curtain. 'Man, I'm getting laid. I'll be out in a minute,' he called back and slammed into me. I let out a small cry and Gerard smiled biting his lip continuing to thrust into me. Frankie gave a small laugh and closed the door to the bus.

Gerard slid his hands up behind my back gripping my shoulders and brought his knees put causing me to spread my legs even further. He used my shoulder to bring me against his member while he thrust his hips against the inside of my thigh. The pressure was immense. I couldn't stay quiet any longer. 'It's okay, baby, you can let it out,' he said in a whispery voice then kissed me hard. He slammed into me over and over. I put my hands against the wall above my head to keep myself from being pushed up. He let out a small laugh and let go of my shoulders, leaning up, putting my legs up on his shoulders and grabbing my hips, trusting into me with every jerk. He let out a loud animal like grunt and dug his fingers into my hips. He pounded into me a few more times then put my legs back to the sides and laid back on top of me. I let go of the wall, wrapping my fingers in his hair and kissed him hard. He buried his face in between my neck and my shoulder. His thrusts started getting softer and faster, not going as deep and his moans started getting more high pitched. I started moving opposite of his thrusts, bring myself down on him as he was pushing in, picking my hips up off of the bed. 'Oh my ,' I heard him moan lightly not picking his head up. He bit down on the pillow and let out a scream, trying to muffle it. Just then a wave of ecstasy rolled over my entire body as I reached climax, causing me to moan uncontrollably. My whole body stiffened up and I felt him stop right where he was. He didn't move. I began to move a little. 'Don't,' he said in a real high pitched moan putting his hand under my butt to keep it in the air. I stayed still waiting for him to move first. He finally started bringing his lower half down with mine, collapsing as we came down on the bed.

He laid there for a minute not saying anything or moving at all. 'Are you okay?' I whispered in his ear. He slowly leaned up and looked at me. He sighed real loud and just looked at me. After a minute of silence he cleared his throat. 'Where did that come from?' He asked with a serious look on his face. I smiled a little. 'I was making up for yesterday, what were you doing?' He asked with the same look. 'Getting laid,' I said laughing. 'Oh my fucking god,' he said and let his head fall and continued, 'I don't think I'm going to have energy today.' I let out a laugh.

We climbed out of the bunk and got ready for the day ahead. Gerard took me back to my house so I could get some clothes to bring with me on the bus. The day was going great. No unwanted visitors and we were on our way to the next town. We chilled in the living area of the bus during the time that it took to get to the next town playing video games, watching movies and all that jazz.

When the driver finally stopped the bus we all piled out of the living area and up to the front like little kids. We climbed off the bus and started walking around the arena. It wasn't long before The Used's bus pulled up beside ours. We all gazed at the bus nonchalantly. The door opened and Bert fell out onto the ground. The other guys stepped around him and Quinn helped him up, throwing an annoyed look our way. Jepha walked over to us glancing back at Bert.

'What's wrong with him?' Frankie asked him nodding to Bert. 'He's been drinking all night and took some pills. I don't know what his deal is. He's been mumbling things that I can't quite make out, but ' he shifted his gaze to me and Gerard, ' it's been involving you two.' I whenced and looked at Gerard. He shook his head watching Bert. 'I'm telling you now, watch out for him. He's not steady at all,' Jepha said and turned to go back to the guys. Bert looked at us and gave an eerie smile. I turned my back to him and Gerard gave a small wave saying, 'I told you.'

We put it to the way side and decided to enjoy the day. We scanned the place, walked around the stage, played hide and seek among the stage props. Sound check started and I sat on the speakers again watching. It went by fast and so did the Meet-n-Greet. Before I knew it, they were taking stage.

They started performing and I had this incredible sensation to use the bathroom. Gerard's warning ran through my mind. 'I'll only be a few minutes, nothing will happen,' I thought to myself. I hopped off the speaker and walked off the stage. I stopped and looked around realizing I had no idea where the bathroom was. I asked a few people with no luck of the answer I wanted. I wandered out into the backstage crowd looking for some kind of sign of a restroom.

I froze as I spotted Quinn looking at me. He smiled and waved walking over to me. 'Run,' my mind told me. I stood there with a fake smile on. 'You lost?' He asked being friendly. 'Yeah, I, uh, I'm looking for the restroom,' I answered. 'Oh, it's right over there,' he pointed in the direction of a small building. 'Thanks,' I said eyeing him and walking away. I shook the suspicion off and went in the bathroom. I used the restroom and fixed my pants while I was in the stall. I flushed and opened the stall door. I stepped out and noticed someone standing by the next stall door. I looked and there stood Bert. My breath was knocked out of me though no one touched me. He had that same malicious look on his face. 'Hey,' I said smiling and backing up running into someone else. I looked up over my shoulder and there was Quinn. I tried to catch my breath.

'Hi,' Bert said in a low voice.

I stood there clutching my hands into fists trying to think of what to do. 'Run! Run!' My mind was yelling at me. I glanced at the door and took off. I felt Quinn grab my waist and Bert grabbed my arm, pulling me back and covering my mouth as I tried to scream. He got right up in my face and I could smell that he reeked of alcohol. I let out a moan and tried to hold back the tears. 'Don't cry, princess. It won't last long,' he whispered smiling. I let out a small cry and tears started streaming.

Bert took out a roll of duct tape and tore a long piece off covering my mouth and wrapping it all the way around my head bringing it back to my mouth. I couldn't control my sobs at this point. 'Shh, it'll be okay,' Quinn whispered in my ear while Bert put tape around my wrists. I had never hated anyone so much as I did at this point. I cried silently watching Bert as he stood back up to look at me. He gave a small smile, taking his jacket off and draped it over my shoulders. 'Let's go,' Bert told Quinn putting his arm around my shoulders and leading me to the door. I pushed him off and pushed Quinn. Bert let out a laugh and grabbed my arm, pulling out a butterfly knife and putting it against my side. I whimpered a little looking at the knife as he pushed it against me, causing a small puncture. 'That's not a good idea,' he said smiling.

I gave in and walked out with them, one on either side, with the knife against my side under the jacket. I couldn't stop crying as the people stared in curiosity. We walked fast to a small opening that went under the stage. Bert and Quinn looked around to make sure no one was watching and led me in.

I walked into the darkness looking up. I could hear the guys above us and I started sobbing again. 'Awe, aren't they great?' He said turning me to him and pushing me down onto the dirt. I fell onto my back and tried to lean up. 'Nuh uh,' he said pushing my shoulder so I fell back down. He started unbuttoning and unzipping my pants, trying to pull them down as I kicked. 'Look, princess, don't make this take all night,' he said annoyed grabbing my feet and taking my shoes off, followed by my pants. I held my legs together as he pulled his pants and boxers down. He pulled my legs apart and sighed. 'Pesky clothing,' he said taking his knife and putting both sides of my panties.

He positioned himself over me getting ready. I was looking off into the darkness wishing someone, ANYONE would come barging in. Gerard, Frankie, anyone passing by. SOMEONE! He grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him. Tears started rolling down my face.

'Ready? Of course not,' he said as he rammed into me. I let out a muffled scream trying to kick and push him off. 'Don't fight. It'll only make this longer,' he said pounding into me. I turned my face away trying to take my mind off the excruciating pain each blow from him brought.

After a few minutes he groaned loud and stopped. I knew he finished. He licked my cheek and whispered, 'I see what all the fuss is about.' I scolded as he got up pulling his boxers and pants up. I closed my legs and rolled over onto my side, silently crying from the throbbing between my legs. 'That will show him,' he said to himself putting my pants back on me along with my shoes. He jerked me up by my arm and led me out of the dark hole. I suddenly felt sick and ready to pass out.

He brushed the dirt off of me and I cringed at his very touch. Quinn grabbed the knife from Bert and started cutting the duct tape off of my wrists and face. 'Here. Cover yourself up, you're bleeding. And Don't forget these,' Bert said stuffing my panties in my pocket and tying his jacket around my waist. I started to cry silently again. 'You know where your boys are,' Quinn said nudging me to start walking as they took off the other direction.

I slowly walked towards the stairs to the stage, feeling woozy and ready to pass out. I heard the music stop and Gerard thanking the crowd as I got closer. Gerard came bouncing down the stairs with a huge smile on his face until he saw me. Frankie was right behind him and saw me at the same time. Gerard ran up and grabbed me just as I was falling and everything went black.

I could feel someone holding my hand, talking softly. I opened my eyes and turned my head. Frankie was sitting there holding my hand and stroking my hair. 'Hey,' he said faintly smiling. I moaned and squeezed his hand. 'I know what happened, the doctor told me. The others don't know yet,' he said leaning close to me. 'I'm so sorry,' I said as tears streamed down my face. 'Don't. It's not your fault. Shhh,' he said kissing my forehead. I turned over to my side and whenced from the pain.

Gerard and Mikey came in the room with some drinks. 'She's awake,' Frankie turned to tell Gerard. He came running up to the bed. 'Sweetie, I'm so sorry,' he said kissing my forehead and rubbing my hair. 'What did the doctor say?' Mikey asked Frankie. 'Uh, that she had a minimal blood loss. It was definitely sexual assault and she could go home as soon as she felt up to it,' he said still squeezing my hand. Gerard walked away from the bed and stormed out of the room. Mikey took off after him. 'Shit,' Frankie sighed rubbing his eyes. 'That mother fucker did this!' I heard Gerard yell in the hallway. Frankie looked at me with concern. 'Did he do this to you?' He asked with hesitation. My lip quivered and I answered yes. He let out a loud sigh and looked at the floor.

Gerard and Mikey came back in the room as I was slowly sitting up with assistance from Frankie. Gerard came over and helped as well then sat down beside me. 'I can't ' Gerard started saying and trailed off. 'Let's just go, please. I hate hospitals,' I said carefully standing up. 'Here are your clothes,' Mikey said placing a bag on the bed.

I went in the bathroom and got dressed then we checked out and drove back to the bus in silence. The Used's bus was already gone. I climbed up the stairs of the bus greeting Ray and Bob.

'Sweetie, I've got to get out of here for a little while. Stay with Frank, he'll take care of you,' Gerard said giving me a quick kiss and walking off the bus. I watched him then turned to Frankie. 'I just want to lay down,' I told him. 'Okay,' he said and started messing with Gerard's bunk. 'That's too high,' I said smiling. He looked at it and hit his forehead saying duh. I gave a small laugh. 'Here. This is my bunk,' he said pulling back the curtain. I sat down carefully and Frankie helped me lay down. He stood up and looked around. 'Stay?' I asked him. He looked down at me confused. 'I don't want to be alone,' I said. 'Oh, sure,' he said sitting down beside me.

'I'm sorry,' I said in a hushed voice. 'Do you want to, uh, talk about it? You have us all confused. One minute you're sitting there, the next you weren't. I had to keep Gerard from walking off the stage looking for you. But if I had any idea that this is what was happening ' he trailed off. 'There's no way you could have known,' I said with tears running down my cheeks. I told him everything that had happened and exactly what Bert had said. You could see the pain and hate in Frankie's face by the time I finished explaining what happened. 'I knew that mother fucker was crazy, but I didn't think he would do anything like this,' he said putting his face in his hands. He laid down beside me and held me until I fell asleep.

When I woke up Gerard was sitting beside me, holding my hand. 'Hey babe,' he whispered kissing my forehead. I smiled and snuggled his hand to my face. 'We're almost to the next arena,' he whispered laying down beside me. 'Oh yeah?' I said running my fingers through his hair. 'Yeah. The others are going to be there. I was wondering if you would just stay here on the bus. Frank is going to leave you his phone and I'm going to have mine, that way if anything happens, call. We're not even going to be 5 minutes from the bus,' he explained. I shook my head yes. 'Alright,' he said and jumped up. I sat up slowly feeling so sore.

He came back into the bunk area from the living area followed by Frankie. Gerard sat on one side of me and Frankie on the other. 'Here. Gerard's number is in the phone book part. You call no matter what. I don't give a shit if you hear a bird outside. Call,' Frankie said handing me his cell phone. 'Okay,' I said setting it beside me.

The bus came to a stop. Frankie and Gerard looked at each other. 'This ' Frankie began to say grabbing the phone and putting it in my hand, ' stays in your hand.' I gave a small laugh and clutched it. Frankie got up and walked off the bus. Gerard sighed loud, looked at me and said, 'Crunch time.' he gave me a kiss and reminded me of the phone and left the bus.

I sat there on the bunk in total silence dreading the time that they were gone. I went to the living area and sat on the couch watching a movie. About an hour passed and I heard the bus door open. I stayed on the couch getting ready to greet one of the guys.

I looked as the divider slid open and Bert stuck his head through. My heart sank and I caught my breath. 'Hey princess,' he said giving that sick, psycho smile and flashing his knife. 'No,' I said jumping off of the couch trying to find Gerard's number on Frankie's cell. It started dialing it, but Bert grabbed the phone before I knew it. 'Lover boy,' he said putting the phone to his ear. 'Hey. Shhh. I haven't done anything to her yet. You. Come to the bus. Only you. Tell them to stay where they're at,' he said and hung the phone up and tossed it on the couch. He grinned at me. 'You sit down right there,' he said motioning to the couch. I sat on the couch and held the phone.

He turned around and headed to the front of the bus. I looked through the phone book in the phone searching for another one of the guys' numbers. I spotted Mikey's name and hit send. 'Yeah,' Mikey answered. 'Hey! You guys need to come to the bus, now!' I whispered frantically. 'What? Wait, what's wrong? Gerard already took off,' he asked confused. 'Bert is here! I don't know if he's alone or not, but he's here!' I whispered talking even faster. I could hear someone in the background then Frankie got on the phone. 'What's wrong?!' He yelled. 'Get out here!' I whispered and hung the phone up as Bert backed back into the living area facing Gerard.

Gerard looked at me to see if anything physical had been done to me. 'I haven't touched her yet,' Bert told him smiling. 'What the fuck is your problem?' Gerard asked him trying to stay calm. 'You hurt me. You toyed with my heart, acting as if we weren't important,' he shot back waving his knife in his face. 'I told you that I wasn't serious about you. I told you I didn't want anything to develop with us,' Gerard explained shaking, watching Bert's blade carefully. 'Bullshit!' Bert yelled. 'Look, let's take this outside. She's been through enough because of you. She's fucking innocent and look what you did,' Gerard said motioning to me. 'She's who replaced me. I don't blame you though, she felt fucking great. But it was very rude. It's your fault for bringing her and placing her under my fucking nose. I'm in love with you and you fucking hurt me,' Bert hissed. 'Outside,' Gerard said walking backwards not taking his eyes off of Bert's knife as he followed. I jumped up and looked out the windows hoping to see the guys, but there was no one. 'Fuck,' I whispered.

The cell phone started vibrating, scaring the shit out of me. It said Mikey on the caller ID. I pushed send and whispered hello. 'Where is he? Is Gerard there?' Frankie asked. 'They're getting off of the bus. Gerard asked him to take it outside,' I whispered with my voice cracking. 'Did he do anything to you?' He asked getting pissed. 'No,' I whispered calming myself down. 'Are you in the living area?' He asked. 'Yeah,' I whispered. 'Look out the window,' he said. I walked to the window and looked out. There stood the guys. Frankie waved at me. I smiled and pointed towards the front of the bus, hanging up the phone. I watched them jog up to the front of the bus.

I sat back down on the couch, waiting for the worst. I heard yelling the silence. I laid my head on my knees waiting. After a few minutes I began to get curious. I got up quietly and snuck to the front of the bus. I looked out the windshield and didn't see anything. 'Where are they?' I said to myself. I inched a little closer to look out the side door.

Bert laying on the ground with Gerard sitting on him punching him over and over. I walked down the steps carefully, keeping a close eye on what was around the door. Bert was struggling, trying to get Gerard off of him, but there was no such luck. Frankie and Quinn were yelling at each other on the verge of a fist fight with Ray close by. Mikey was on his cell phone and the rest of The Used's band members were talking to Bob. Quinn looked at me and scoffed. Frankie reared back and punched the shit out of him sending him falling on his back. Quinn jumped up and attacked Frankie, but the guys grabbed them and separated them.

Gerard stumbled over to me, his lip busted and a gash in the side of his face. 'Mother fucker cut me,' he said touching his cheek. He leaned up against the bus panting. 'Get the fuck off of me!' Frankie yelled and walked away from the group of guys. 'Police are on the way,' Mikey announced putting his phone in his pocket.

The group of guys broke up and they carried Bert to their bus. Bob came walking up with his hands in his pockets looking confused. Frankie checked out Gerard's face to see just how serious the gash was. 'Butterfly band-aids,' he told him patting his shoulder. Gerard grunted and slid down the side of the bus ending up on the ground. Frankie walked up to me, looking me over. 'You okay?' He asked me. I shook my head yes. He gave a little smile and squeezed my arm.

The police showed up a few minutes later, talking to us, getting our story then going to the other band. They arrested Bert and put his knife in an evidence bag.

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Bert ended up going to a mental institution for a few years. The Used took that time to straighten out legal matters and frequently visited Bert.

The boys continued touring, keeping me on the road with them. Gerard didn't want to leave me alone. In case something happened and he was across the U.S.

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