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Chapter 1 - the perfect love triangle (Franks POV)

I hated having this horrible pain inside of me it felt like someone had reached inside of me and pulled out my heart. Every time I saw him with her it felt like there was someone stabbing me in the back. The way he touched her and kissed her, oh how I wished it was me instead. But I know me and Gerard were just friends I knew he loved her and that hurt more than anything else in the world. I could deal with physical pain I mean I had loads of tattoos but I felt myself slipping I couldn't deal with this, all I could do was hope, dream.

(Gerards POV)

I kissed her softly goodbye on Saturday morning my perfect Monica, she was my heart. Her long hair was a deep silky brown and her eyes were a deep hazel, I knew she was the one. But then there was Frank I knew he was just my mate but I couldn't help but feel amazingly happy when he was around, I hoped it wouldn't turn into any real feelings for him, I loved Monica. I walked into the kitchen to find Frank sitting at the breakfast bar wallowing over his cereal.

"Whats up?" I asked, I really was concerned he was normally like this after Monica had come to stay the night.

"Nothing, I'm fine"

"Oh come off it Frank, I know there's something wrong, tell me!"

"Oh for fucks sake Gerard will you just lay off"

He stormed out of the kitchen and I heard his door slam upstairs, I wouldn't leave it, there was something bothering him and I needed to know. Surely he knew how much I cared for him. I wondered upstairs and I could hear soft sobbing coming from Frank's room. I knocked on the door softly and waited for him to respond. Nothing.

"Frank can I come in" still no reply, the sobbing continued.

(Franks POV)

Oh shit he must have heard me crying, he had followed me upstairs and was now knocking on my door. I didn't say anything. I hated it when he tried to comfort me, it always ended up with me looking straight into his gorgeous eyes and he looking back, that always weakened me even more. He entered my room quietly and I felt his arm wrap itself around me.

"Frank please I hate seeing you like this, please talk to me, you can tell me whatever it is"

"I...I Can't Gerard" I stuttered tears still falling down my cheeks, Gerard wiped them away with his hand softly and I felt myself sigh with content.

"Frank you know I care about you, whatever it is I'll never abandon you, you know that"

"I know but this is its different"

"How? We've always talked about things before, just tell me Frank" Oh shit there it was, he glared deep into my eyes smiling softly. I sighed.

"Gerard I I I love you Gerard, I love you so much it hurts" I let out a small sob.

I closed my eyes letting tears drop from them once again. Gerard wiped them away and held my head in his hands, but something wasn't right, he was close, very close. All of a sudden I felt him kiss me gently on the lips.

"Gerard? What are you ..?" I was confused; he kissed me again, this time a little stronger.

Chapter 2 - hurt that ruined everything (Gerards POV)

I put my finger to his lips and smiled at him sweetly. I knew that right now this was all I wanted, Frank and me together. I needed it.

"Its okay Frank, I'm here for you, you don't have to worry about anything for now"

I kissed his lips again; they were so soft and wet against mine. His hands felt there way down to my waist where he held me gently. I felt his tongue move into my mouth and I didn't stop it felt right. We kissed like that for what seemed like hours and I enjoyed every second of it. We broke apart, Frank was breathing fast down the back of my neck I moved my hands up to his chest and touched him all over.

"I need you Gerard, I want you"

He pulled on my shirt and lifted it over my head, he touched me all over and ran his hands down my spine and I let out a moan. I took off his shirt and ran my tongue all the way up his chest to his lips again and we made out passionately.

(Franks POV)

Was this really happening, it all seemed like a dream, if it was then it was the best dream id ever had. But I knew it wasn't I could feel his tongue inside my mouth I could feel his hands exploring ever inch of me. It felt like I was in heaven.

(Monica's POV)

I had already walked half way back home when I suddenly remembered id left my cell phone on Gerard's bedside table. I laughed to myself as I turned around to head back to fetch it. I felt so happy as I walked; I was in love, in love with the most amazing guy in the world, oh how I loved him dearly. I finally approached Gerard's house and walked up to the door smiling to myself. I knocked but nobody answered, I pushed the door slightly to discover that it was already open it normally was anyway. I stepped inside but there was no sign of anyone. They must have gone out. I walked upstairs to Gerard's bedroom and got my phone, I walked back out onto the landing when I heard a strange noise coming from Frank's room. It was someone moaning in ecstasy, it sounded like Gerard. But it couldn't be, I mean I thought he was out. I walked to the door as the moaning grew louder. Then all of a sudden I heard Frank shout out "OH GERARD!" I burst into the room and the scene that met my eyes was heartbreaking and horrifying. Gerard and Frank were tangled up together making love.

"GERARD! HOW COULD YOU!" I felt tears in my eyes now I felt like I was about to burst my heart was thumping vigorously.

"MONICA! Oh shit I didn't know you were coming back oh fuck"

I stood there for a few seconds utterly humiliated before slamming the door shut and running out of the house. I ran and I ran I wanted to get as far away as possible where no one could hurt me, where no one could reach me. The love of my life had betrayed me my life was ruined I had nothing not even anyone to comfort me. I fell to my hands and knees' crying heavily, the pain wasn't going away. Then it came to me, a way out. An escape from all the hurt. I began to stumble into a run back to my house.

Chapter 3 - demolition lovers (Gerards POV)

Fuck I hadn't meant to hurt her like that, this wasn't suppose to happen everything had gone wrong, id fucked up big this time. I threw on my clothes, so did Frank I ran out the front door trying to catch Monica, Frank followed me I knew he would let me go alone, not now. We ran and ran she was nowhere to be found. We decided to go to her house hoping she had calmed down, how wrong we were. We reached the front door which was ajar I stepped inside, Frank followed but I stopped him.

"It's probably best it you wait here Frank I need to talk to her in private and I don't think she'll listen if your there"

He nodded softly and then said "It will be okay Gerard I'm always here for you" I smiled at him and gave him a hug. He always knew how to cheer me up.

"Thanks Frank"

I walked inside feeling nervous and extremely guilty. I expected to hear her crying as I reached the landing but all was silent. I walked into her room slowly expecting to see her curled up on her bed. The sight that met my eyes was enough to make me be sick with pain. There, the love of my life lay on the floor stone cold dead gun next to her hand. I fell on my knees at her side still plastered with shock I felt a tear fall down my cheek it was warm against my cold face. Her face was a white as a ghost; blood trickled from the wound in her head soaking her hair which coated it. I moved her hair from in front of her eyes and kissed her forehead all life had faded from her. I collapsed with tears and lay my head on her chest desperate to hear her heart beating again. I couldn't live with out her. I reached for the gun next to her delicate hand, tears now falling from me heavily.

"I love you Mon, I will always and forever, we'll meet again when both our cars collide, i promise" I kissed her for the last time.

(Franks POV)

I stood and waited and waited. I felt really concerned and worried for Gerard, despite how much I wanted him for myself, I knew how much he loved Monica and hoped everything would be okay. Then suddenly a shot. A gunshot that brought horror to fill my heart. I ran with all haste towards the sound, I burst into Monica's room and my heart sank so deep. There I saw my lover. My best friend. My life. Dead. A shot to his chest. His head lay on Monica's heart, she was also dead. I ran to Gerard and burst out into tears.

"Gerard I'm sorry, please come back to me, I can't live without you!" I held his head in my hands and wiped the still tears off his lifeless cheeks, like he did for me.

My voice faded into a croaky whisper. "I'll never abandon you Gerard, never, you know that. I love you" I kissed him weakly on the lips, they were still soft and warm. I was shaking and i couldnt stop, I couldnt live with my Gerard I needed to see him again and i made a promise to myself that I would. I picked up the gun that lay on the floor.

"Bury...me...in...black" I choked. The revolver to my heart. Then darkness. All was lost....

xThe Endx